Depression Support Thread

Bunnie1982

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Hello Steph I've missed your posts. Sorry to hear about the laptop problems. How are you?

Bunnie1982 Sending a big (((HUG))) your way. Do you know anyone that is working there at the moment? Is your manager/boss aware of how nervous you are? Is it the job itself that you are worried about or the people?

Try not to be so hard on yourself hun. We all have slip ups now and again. You should be proud of yourself for not harming for a month, that is a great achievement

I know virtually all the staff there but my boss doesn't know how nervous I am, I thought I was strong but I guess I'm not. I have had all my confidence knocked and I don't know how to build myself back up.

Stephb1986_2

Hey RBK im not too bad thanks hunni how are you? feeling better now?

ive had enough of the laptop it should go in the bin lol!

i hope your ok hun

speak to you soon

Steph xxx

rose07

Gillete my fav badger






hope you have manager to rest a little

xxx

rose07

Feelinggood




xxx

rose07

The days pass by
And I no longer see your face
The one that picks me up
And helps me fall from grace

The one that makes me smile
The one that makes me laugh
And picks me up in your arms
When times are rough

Why did you have to go
And leave me alone
I look through the window
Hoping for you to come my way
But the future looks bleak
As you never come my way


I will keep watching, waiting, wishing
For that day we had
When it all got taken away from me
When things turned bad

rose07

It cuts so deep and deeper still
Some how it helps
The pain numbs
And you feel ok for a moment

Then you hurt
You feel pain
You cant see right from wrong
You cant see what you have done

Once you start you cant stop
Puddle of blood now
Surrounding you
What has happened
To that person I once knew

You feel ashamed
Like you have no where to turn
All you need is a little bit of care and support
So you can learn

When will the pain stop
When will the scars heal
Will I ever feel the same I did
Way back when I knew
How to feel

rose07

Thank you for being there
When I needed it most
For being someone I could run to
For being the one person I trust

When times got rough
We were there for each other
We always got through those times
With each other by our sides

You made me laugh
And you made me cry
You brought out the best in me
And made me see

You always were ready with your big hugs
That made me feel soo good
But now all this is gone
And so I am at a loss

So now I go to my place in the sky
But do not worry
I will still be by your side
I will be watchin over you
And guiding you on through

But for now
Its goodbye my friend

shazrobo

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Shazrobo (((HUGS))) Please take care of your wounds. How ae you feeling now? Do you still have the urge to self-harm?

hi rbk, how are you? don't worry about me, i'm ok now, just hoping last nights cuts dont scar, feel really ashamed of what i've done, and especially as kids have seen my arm today
shaz x

shazrobo

Diamond78 wrote: »

Hello RBK, I didnt go....Not coz i didnt want to but had to take my son hospital this morning. He was up most of the night complaining of his tooth hurting, he was due to have it out under general anastetic soon but his face was swolen, so i took him to the emergency dental dept of at the hospital, bloody traffic it took us over an hour to get there.He was so hot bless him, i thought he was lying, i thought id be out by 11 but we didnt get out the hospital till just after 2pm as he had to have xrays and hospitals excuse for long wait is it being busy, he was sick when we left and then fell asleep waiting for bus so had to carry him as have to take 2 buses.

Anyway he has to go in for surgery tomorrow, basically he has to have 4 teeth out as 3 have decaded and the other has infection which is whats caused the pain.

Im having a row at the moment brb thanx for caring

aww hope everything goes ok for him tommorrow
big hugs
shaz x

shazrobo

the poems are lovely rose, how are you today hun?
shaz x