Depression Support Thread

rose07

meyore wrote: »

I texted him, but his phones off. They've reopened the line between Bristol and Taunton, but I don't know if hes still trying or what. Not to worry I guess, things will probably be ok.

Overtired probably describes me-like a small child!

Hope you ok thanks again rose

Xx

Nothing you can do bout it now hun

Make yaself a cocoa, put on some music and fall asleep.

Tomorrow is a new day, and lets see what it brings

and anytime hun

xxxx

rose07

Well nearly time for bed

Just watchen Jonathan Ross

After the week i have had im glad its the weekend

Tuesday and weds were tough at work, weds i ended up in tears after a fight broke out. But had a drink at night with a friend which seemed to calm me down alot. Then yesterday, a girl from york, who has been helping out for 6 weeks, a big thick, plastic box fell on her head, and she had a bleeding head, the ambulance was called and she was checked over and was ok, thank god lol. Then today, i go in extra early as i had my psychiatrist appointment that went awful. I have been soo low this week that i was close to falling off the edge yesterday. Then today when i was telling the doc how i was feelin, i just got worse and worse, as i was telling her how low i was feelin, and how ive started to have bad thoughts again, and i know im slowly slipping, so thought today, at last i would get some help. but when i was talking to my psychiatrist locumm, which is never a good thing. She basically said that if i acted more like my age, and dressed more to impress i would feel better. When its total bull, as my mood is what she needs to focus on, not making me be something im not. I was soo upset by the ned of it, i got into work and burst into tears, (no one even noticed) as she has given me 2 weeks to improve my image, so now im all worried as to what im meant to do, as i feelin like i cant go on, im really at a loss. I mean what do i have to do for someone to understand and listen to me. It takes more than clothes and some make up to make someone be ok, its about whats inside not outside that matters, surely? . Im soo confussed .

Then 10 mins before my shift finished to day, i split me finger open, and omg its painful, trust me to be clumsy lol

!!!!!! I have just found out a good friend of mine has died, i mean jeez does it ever end? IM in shock gonna have to go....

OK im gonna go to bed before i get angry again:o

Take care everyone

And sweet dreams
xxxxxxxxx

meyore

Night Rose



Sleep well

Xx

antronella

rose07 wrote: »

Hi everyone hope we are all ok tonight xxx

Antronella
Firstly hun, lotsa these:


I can understand after being with someone for soo long, there is bound to be pain, it is normal, and more importantly ok, for you to feel the way you feelin, you must get some support around you tho, if you feel you may slip. Good friends and good contact with your doctor. I know with my 1st love I thought i would be with them forever, but things never go that way we want. But sometimes if things in a relationship arent right, you need to get out of it, and it sounds like you have done the right thing. keep talking to us, as you will get through this with some support and time xxxx //



Thanks Rose, feeling a bit more positive today...it's just that when i feel myself slipping I'm so scared I'm going to go back to where I was...and that was a bad place..don't feel I could cope with it again.

Hope you're feeling less stressed now and you have a good weekend x

....just seen your last post ..so sorry to hear about your friend xx

Horasio

Hi

I hope everyone is having a reasonable weekend - Christmas was manic and the days are so dark, that it makes me sleepy all the time, which makes my sleep patterns go nuts.

I have a light box but I am OK during the day, it's when it gets dark at some silly early time and makes me want to goto bed too early, and get up too early, it is driving me nuts.

We are wanting to move house and job but again this time of year is so dead, nothing happening, so having to drift along till things wake up. I would go on holiday, only travelling is such a chore (airports:mad:) and you still have to come back to it all. It wasn't that long ago I went and it made me hate where I am just now and the travelling was hard work, and it was one flight without any transfer.

gario900

CCStar wrote: »

Hi

I hope everyone is having a reasonable weekend - Christmas was manic and the days are so dark, that it makes me sleepy all the time, which makes my sleep patterns go nuts.

I have a light box but I am OK during the day, it's when it gets dark at some silly early time and makes me want to goto bed too early, and get up too early, it is driving me nuts.

We are wanting to move house and job but again this time of year is so dead, nothing happening, so having to drift along till things wake up. I would go on holiday, only travelling is such a chore (airports:mad:) and you still have to come back to it all. It wasn't that long ago I went and it made me hate where I am just now and the travelling was hard work, and it was one flight without any transfer.

ellooooooooooooooooo
am on now, wer did ya move tae?

gary

xxx

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Hope you are all ok,I am fine today relaxing this morning before my parents come over to see me I am seeing a friend this afternoon and her keyworker to get a mobile phone my friend won in my daycentres xmas raffle and then we are having coffee and a cake out as well before we go back

I hope you all have a lovely day


*hugs* to those that need one


love and light,

Katie xxx

Horace

Hi all

I was asked about shopping in the sales - well, I bought a jumper claiming to be a size 12 in one shop but when I got home and tried it on it was more suited to a size 8!:mad: Now I have to take it back. In Primark, I had a huge spend - a pair of smart work trousers for £5, a black stripey jumper £6, 2 basic t-shirts (one red and one black/cream stripes) £1.50 each, 1 stretch t-shirt chocolate brown £2.50, 1 pair purple spotty jimjams £4.00, 6 pairs cotton socks £2, 4 packs boxers (yes, we ladies wear them too) at £4 per 2pair pack. I shall go again on Monday and get some more trousers and maybe even a jacket to go with them.

I am a natural red head but as I have gotten older my hair has darkenend in some parts and gone grey in others:eek: I haven't had my hair done since August because I have been too tight but now my roots desperately need doing and I need a damn good cut - probably bobbed who knows.

Need coffee before I head off out into the cold. Spent this morning cashing a giro and buying stuff that I dont really want. Be back later as I have to sort out washing machine.

shazrobo

hi all, hoping everybody is well today,
firstly i did not invite my ex round for coffee the other night, he turned up at my house and was banging on the door so loudly i opened the door and let him in for a drink, i was scared of him waking my son up, thinking about it now, was a bad idea, i should have just told him to go away. i do not want to get back with him.

so sorry to hear about your friend rose, (((((big hugs)))))

antronella, hope you had a good time with your friend last night, and feeling more positive this morning

katie, hope you have a good time with your friend

big hugs to all those that need or want one
shaz x

BigMummaF

Hello Peeps.....hope we've turned the corner on a lousy week:o

Have you seen the 'ThankYou' thread in the Arms Shazro? It's peeps who are facing---or have faced---the situation that you are in at the moment; give it a look-see, I think you'll find some good advice there.........

Hi Gario---another male to keep Gillette safe from us marauding females:p P'raps you can help Gilly finish his kitchen so we get our knees-up a lot quicker......I'll bring the strippers:eek: to help with the wallpaper!!!!!!How goes it then fellas--what choice did you make on the job front Badge?One of the offspring would be sooooo jealous of you getting a lift on a crane...as for me, I could do with one to help me stand the way my knees are some days:rotfl:

Aw Rose.....I'd be sorely tempted to tell that 'wanna-be pyschie' where to stick her theories; has she never heard of "You can't tell a book by it's cover"? Yeah OK, if you make the effort to be clean & tidy, it makes you feel better.....but your fashion style has no bearing on that whatsoever. Me muvva keeps telling me to wear froo-froo & lace, but that would be my worst night-mare----I'm just not a 'fluffy' sort of girl. Maybe you should write a letter to your gp, telling them why you feel this person's professional judgement leaves a lot to be desired.

Tiff.....TI--iff

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TIFF! It's Caterday.......got a saucer of kree-um.....blue smarties?.......fresh tuna?.....

Will I see you on the weight-loss threads Tulip? It's sad to think there are so many of us who feel badly about how we look, & the doctor's don't help....you can go see them with a dodgy eye & they will still blame it on you being over-weight:o

Thanks for all your good wishes guys; it helps knowing you are there as a collective 'virtual shoulder':p Even tho we all have our own reasons for coming here, it's wonderful how much support there is for others.......

Hope you find some sun today, & I wish you Peaceful Minds folks. BMFx