Depression Support Thread

Miroslav

LouBlue wrote: »

I'll PM you, don't want to barge into this thread.

Okie doke...although you are welcome to stay

LouBlue

Miroslav wrote: »

Okie doke...although you are welcome to stay

Thanks - may do at some point.

Miroslav

meyore wrote: »

Hi Miro

I don't know if you remember me, but you helped me a lot when I was first posting here and I haven't seen you around for ages.

I know it doesn't seem like it at the moment, but things will get better for you. Not everyone is "sorted", although it often seems like it.

I know I come across as a really really sorted person to those who aren't close to me (which is everyone really, except OH) but I'm really about as far from sorted as I could be.

I don't want anyone close to me because they'll exploit my weaknesses, take advantage and kick me when I'm down. I only know one person who isn't that way and I know I'm lucky to have him.

Anyways, my point is that a lot of people are pretty crap, its human nature combined with this lovely "society" we live in. But not everyone is that way and you have to put yourself through a lot of pain to find out if they are. But eventually it is worth it.

You don't have to believe me know, but it is true

Sorry if it sounds like I'm talking absolute crap, I'm tired and I'm unsure if it makes sense or if I'm even making the point I meant to.

Xx

:wave: Sure I remember. Not sure how I have ever helped anyone on here though. I'm not the most easy person with words. I don't post often in number of visits, but when I do arrive, I tend to post alot of replies!

I appreciate not everyone is sorted. It's hard to explain what I meant. Alot of people seem to be able to get out to work, meet people and make friends and I can't do those things easily - I wish I could!

I don't like people getting close to me either. I believe once they get to know my baggage/problems, they won't accept me.

I understand what you are saying, I guess i'm used to death and destruction and can never see a future where something lasts as i'm used to things going badly wrong.

Anyway, hope you are well and you post more frequently

Miroslav

meyore wrote: »

Got a Wet Wet Wet best of album, and its bringing back memories of a school trip to London.

Nice and relaxed now, might try for sleep again

Xx

Hope you got to sleep. I know Wet Wet Wet would send me to sleep :rotfl:

Miroslav

juno wrote: »

I'm having a bad 5 minutes. Two of my friends are doing my head in. Strangely, they both share the same name. And tomorrow I have to go to work, and I'll actually be working with the person I complained about.

Best of luck. You'll feel awkward but stand your ground as you are in the right.

Miroslav

LouBlue wrote: »

Thanks - may do at some point.

Bring some smarties on arrival.

Some people on this thread have a smartie fetish

*chomp chomp*

Miroslav

Well yesterday (Sunday) was a mixed day.

Pain in my mouth, gone for now as painkillerred it, took over.

I did however phone SKY as they offered me half price Sky Sports for 4 months. I was going to get it back for Xmas anyway as I had to cancel as could not justify £18 p/m for it. £9 p/m isn't so bad.

Anyway, watched Man Utd and Arsenal beat Liverpool and Chelsea respectively. I probably enjoyed them more than most as it was nice to have the Premiership back live!

But the biggest bonus of the day - Britney's new video has made it to the music channels - Piece Of Me - where she is basically having a go at the papperazzi. "I've been the American dream since I was 17" "That Britney she's so shameless" She does bring alot of her issues on herself sadly and needs someone who won't use her, like all the blokes she's met seem too have.....I'm willing to wait a while longer

She looks scrummy as usual, but looks very tired and out if it. I know the morning of the shoot she was unwell and wanted to spend time with her boys, but her record company phoned and said she'd lose the video if she didn't show, so she did at midnight, so was probably tired and still unwell. I just hope it's not anything she is on! She wanted to spend time with her boys and got criticised for not turning up - so she's trying to be a good mother and still gets hell. She can't win.

Anyway, she's as lovely as ever and I fall even deeper into fantasy love with her everytime I see her. She's always had emotional problems and I am attracted by that, probably as i've had so many myself and I always end up with emotionally scarred people Maybe I want to save Britney........no actually, I DO want too as she's given me so much pleasure down the years.

Ahhhhhhh, forgive me for having a nice thought.

Have a good Monday folks :wave:

Stephb1986_2

i wish i was dead i broke up with my fella last night he said he doesnt love me anymore im so heart broken

shazrobo

Stephb1986 wrote: »

i wish i was dead i broke up with my fella last night he said he doesnt love me anymore im so heart broken

(((((big hugs))))) steph, its not easy when you break up with somebody, in fact its so hard, just broke up with my fella last week, so i know what your going through. was there any reason why you broke up? any chance of working it out? we are all here for you hun.
big hugs
shaz x

shazrobo

meyore wrote: »

Hi Shaz

I hope you're feeling a bit better today. Its hard but its not your fault and I don't think you're expecting too much asking for someone genuine to care for you.

Hang in there ok, I think you're doing the right thing even though it hurts so much it may not feel like it

Xx

hi meyore glasd you had a good weekend with your OH. i remember wet wet wet might have to buy that album, used to have pics of mati pellow all over my bedroom wall when i was younger:p
have you made a decision about the job yet?
i'm feeling ok today, not crying today which is a good start, its the evenings i find worse they are so lonely and i miss him terribly, then i usually cry myself to sleep.
big hugs
shaz x