Depression Support Thread

EthelBloggs

Miroslav wrote: »

I've sen so many and taped so many on numerous occasions, so I probably have. I just don't recall what they are called

Did it have her ex Jason Alexander in it? Hmmmm, maybe that was Redneck Roots actually...

I'll check the link, ta. I probably have seen it and taped it lots, but will check it out just in case i've missed one

Hope you are well Ethel. I've not got through todays posts yet

This one was fairly new I think, it showed her shaving her head at the start of it and then mentioned a fair bit about that one she married and up to fairly recently.

I think it was originally broadcast either last tuesday or thursday, cant remmber without checking the tv, lol

I'm ok thanks, just knackered.. trying to keep up with uni as well as sort out the beasties (aka my kids :rotfl: ) and it's a rare night I'm home much before nine and then study n all that...... urgghh..

rose07

EthelBloggs wrote: »

hiya everyone :wave:

Sorry I didnt post sooner to let you know whats been happening but tbh I was so exhausted last night, I did pop in for a lurk with my cuppa before bed but I was too knackered to post, and today I just didn't want to think about it all really

Daughter has been admitted for 1 week.. just to give her a chance to break the cycle and to give us a bit of a rest. There's a review meeting on Monday and some other thing later in the week so we'll see what happens then. I rang her father since he's decided he wants to be involved so that he can share the load of visiting her and he said he'll go tomorrow so that means I get two days off!!!! well.. if he keeps his word that is...

Meanwhile, back at the ranch.. my son still hates me, not sure why tbh.. I spoke to him sharply last Friday (which he deserved) and that was it, he packed his bags and moved in with my mum Since then he's been either very cold with me or else downright nasty, swearing, calling me names and hanging up on me. I could really do without the stress and worry at the moment, but that's the joy of having kids innit?

As for me I'm knackered and swollen and now I've got this excema thing so it's all a bit miserable really. Uni starts again next week and I've got a little voice saying why bother, what's the point cos realistically I'm not going to be able to finish it, those pesky kids will create enough drama to make sure of that again.

Part of me almost feels like turning my toes up and saying beaulox to it all, let them win and give up the idea of ever having a life again. I can take up knitting or something to pass the time eh? I've had enough and I've got tears rolling down my face typing this. The ony thing that really stops me is that my mum would have to deal with the fallout and I don't think that would be fair on her.

Big hugs to all of you, sorry I'm not putting names but I just don't have the energy to be honest.

G'night and lots of love to everyone xxxxxxxx

Hi Ethel

How is your daughter now?

And how r u?

I read about your son being unwell too hun, how is he now? Must have been awful for you to have got that phonecall from your mum, and to go to hospital, like it was all happening over, im not gonna say i understand because i dont have kids, but know that you arent a bad mother, you only wants whats best for them, how could any of it be your fault?

remember you can vent here hun

hope you are ok and not in too much pain

xx

rose07

Miroslav wrote: »

I've found Sazzy :T :T :T :T

:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

thats great hun

never fear tho, im on hand with more smarties...




Oh and I found Tiff keeping an eye on things too :rotfl:





xxx

rose07

blinky wrote: »

I just hope in to have a look and saw your post.

Everything is going very well with me and R. We are both very busy at the moment though.

Hi blinky

how r u?

nice to see you still about

glad things going well for you and R, i know you will be happy together.

take care

xx

rose07

judderman62 wrote: »

Hey all

Sorry I haven't posted in a while (well quite a while)

How is everyone ? I'm feeling a bit down - not got much done around the flat today, having a tooth extracted tomorrow afternoon and am 99.99999% sure I am going to get a speeding ticket as I passed a camera I hadn't noticed before at a fait bit over the limit well quite a bit - so scared about the dentist tomorrow (if you hear a scream and bawling at around 14:50 tomorrow that'll be me) and peed off and worried about the speeding and likely impact on my insurance premiums for next few years anyone know if it increases the premiums much ?

Hi JM

how r u today?

not seen ya bout too much everthing ok?

Ooooow getting a tooth out is painful, got two of my wisdom teeth out and it not pleasant.

Glad you were ok afterwards tho

hope you ok tc x

rose07

slowlyfading wrote: »

Thanks

IT WENT REALLY WELL :j I love performing in an orchestra :beer: lol hope everyone else is okay. x x

Hi SF

how r u tonight?

Soo glad to hear your recital went well hun, and to be doing something you love is greeat

keep it up hun

xx

feelinggood_2

Citalopram was one medication that caused some odd things with me - I went 'crazy' according to everyone else, but I don't remember it. It also caused a period of mania.

rose07

slowlyfading wrote: »

haha I'm not pretty you should see all of my friends - they're all gorgeous and stunning! I just thought my hair looked nice in this photo x

lol, hi again

You are gorgeous hun, pretty and all

Some of my friends look pure wow, one of my mates could be a model, and has all the guys falling at her feet, thats how good she looks, but people tell me i look pretty too, and it nice to have a compliment even if ya dont believe it lol :rotfl:

and your hair does look good hun, i had mine styled back in september, got me a fringe now, and its all curly every day, nightmare to control lol

take care xx

rose07

feelinggood wrote: »

Rose - I think of you often, and I'm sorry that I find it hard to be there for you. I hope you are okay and getting through this difficult time. We've been through a few similar things, and sometimes I find it hurts a little when you mention certain things, does that make sense? I find it so hard to trust people and let people in, seeing as everyone always ends up hurting me. Hope you understand.


Anyways, hope all is well.

Hi FG

Your one i struggle with hun, find it hard to be there for you too, back in january you hurt me alot, and i wasnt the only one, its not right what you did, it pure messes with the mind, you cant hide behind the illness you need to start taking control of things hun, and take responsibility for your actions

im sorry if that sounds harsh but maybe it will make you see you need to start taking control

It does make sense hun, but what do you want me to do, stop talking about how i feel? not talk about the things i have been through? I never mean to upset or offend anyone in anyway by things i say.

maybe we need a chat hun, reply to me in a pm

you take care hun, because i do still care about you

x

rose07

Right im gonna have to head off

my dads not well atm, and with my pain atm, im zonked :rotfl:

also hurt me knee and back today, so it sore.

take care everyone

huggles and sweet dreams

xxx