Oh come on! Stake through the heart. A little sunlight. It's like falling off a log"

lulabelle

Glad to see you're taking your multivitamins

Am I correct in thinking you have a whole 6 weeks off over the summer?!

Stay strong sistda!

X

Buffythedebtslayer

Evening well, night really.


Am still a bit spun out by the ex. But better than I was. got some work done today which was good.


Cannot wait till the holidays.


money wise it turns out I am paid more at my new job. that is fantastic


however I have a LOT to do before the end of term and much of it seems to be happening this weekend!


so tired.
XX

in_need_of_direction

How did you ever think you were facing a paycut. You muppet.

Buffythedebtslayer

in_need_of_direction wrote: »

How did you ever think you were facing a paycut. You muppet.

ha ha


because it paid on a different weighting if you catch my drift

in_need_of_direction

Given that you were anticipating a lower income, does this mean the extra bit can go towards achieving some of your aims?

Buffythedebtslayer

yes, it can go towards the debt. might actually work out that I can pay it off by Christmas.


and still keep up with savings.


aiming to have 3000 by the end of the year.


X

Buffythedebtslayer

the storm for me last night was very disappointing! Hope everyone is safe and sound.


I have a lot to do this weekend re work and sorting out gifts for people.


The depression has kicked in big time as it does when something is changing or finishing. Had an terrible hour or so at school yesterday with some kind of anxiety attack. Luckily tho my new work friend invited me round for tea after school which was lovely.


I am late for work as I sit here typing.


best get a shift on.


XXXX

Snagggles

I wish I could invite you for tea! We could have yummy things and nice wine, and make lists and plans.

Something that is helping me (not much, granted, as I'm still a bit of a mess) is trying to be conscious of when I'm feeling really depressed, and reminding myself that although it's horrible, time IS passing, and time is the thing that helps the most.

xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

Yes I am a big fan of that Snaggles X I just keep thinking ok. you won't feel like this for ever. just keep moving forward in tiny tiny tiny ways.


Today was actually very good, if not productive. Work was good and then I went to visit my friend and her puppies. Really made me want to get one luckily I knew they all had homes. But it was nice to dream for a bit.


the dogs went nuts when I got home sniffing and licking me for a good five minutes. Am looking forward to spending more time with them when I am off.


Have to check the banks accounts XX

beanielou

Glad today was better