Oh come on! Stake through the heart. A little sunlight. It's like falling off a log"

Buffythedebtslayer

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

1. Ironing. doing and hating it.
2. supermarket - shop done
3. buying drawers? - can't find any to fit!
4. tidying up the house - in bits
5. buying a small suit case for work. done
6. marking no
7. tidying up the conservatory. no
8. prepping lessons. no
9 buying a fold away table (mine broke. might try to fix it.) done


xxx

I had a nap, I had period pains and I am feeling quite sad.The day started better, got up early, went to sainsburys, spent a HUGE amount. 78 pounds but decided that I can't live on toast and chicken noughts so that is meat being bought and to be fair a few toiletries.


I went to New Look and bought two pairs of boots - flat both mine are leaking! walking the dogs this morning in the other pair just made me miserable! However both pairs were in the sale and one was 12 pounds and the other 15 pounds.


Went to the factory shop for the suitcase, 20 quid.


I had a fry up and now only just hungry, forgot a jacket potato in the oven yesterday! but have cheesy bread and chicken fillets to cook to make wraps for lunch tomorrow.


it is freezing again. no idea WHAT Is up with the heating. sick of it all.


hate getting my period makes me a right grumpy cowbag!


Want to be a dog or Jessica Fletcher.


XX

Sun_Addict wrote: »

Hi again Buffy - I too have a cupboard under the stairs. Keeping it tidy and clutter free is like painting the Forth Bridge. As soon as it's cleared out it gets messy again but at least I can close the door on it! Glad you had a good day yesterday.

Completely agree SA - opened the door today and it was like I hadn't done ANYTHING!

in_need_of_direction wrote: »

I wish I had a cupboard, I have an unenclosed space that looks like a bomb site!

THat is what I call the rest of the house XX

Buffythedebtslayer

I walked the dogs. think I might be hungry. still not finished the sodding Ironing!!!


but do feel a bit better. heating has come on too........most odd.


xx


edited to add I have a LOT of bank accounts.


Next Saturday I shall go to the high street and close some, try to streamline my pots, all getting a bit unwieldy.

skintygerlinky

Buffyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

You're here! Didn't realise!! Can I come and play??

I also have period pains. They were so bad this afternoon I thought I'd broken my downstairs area.

Cheese on toast and cake later I'm a bit better.

Will subscribe and have a read xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

skintygerlinky wrote: »

Buffyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

You're here! Didn't realise!! Can I come and play??

I also have period pains. They were so bad this afternoon I thought I'd broken my downstairs area.

Cheese on toast and cake later I'm a bit better.

Will subscribe and have a read xxx

Best description EVER. I shall use it. You are brilliant.


I really needed to come on here and read something nice. I have just spent an HOUR skyping with my Mum and big sister.


Bit of a character assassination. I have too much stuff, I need to stop buying things. how come you haven't seen the neighbours? oh you didn't get up did you? no wonder you didn't finish your room..........


I wish she would stay in Florida longer. I do miss her but she has much better time there. Much better.


oh well got to get ready for tomorrow.


xxx

skintygerlinky

Ah Buffster xx

Get yersen ready for tomorrow ASAP then go and have a proper collapse on the sofa and watch something nice. I've taped (?? can we still say taped??) that Matthew McConnaghy detective thing, will watch it at some point this week.

All in the name of quality TV of course.

And his utter fit-ness too.

Buffythedebtslayer

You know what you don't need after an hour with your Mum on Skype?


you change a light bulb, one explodes all over the floor (with dogs and the ironing board.......


hmmm. still not ready for tomorrow. Just feel lonely tonight. it was an old friend's hen weekend and I sort of missed it and wasn't invited if that makes sense. All the pics are all over FB. pah. the organiser knew I was dog sitting so never invited me but I suspect I wasn't on the list anyway. rambling. and it doesn't matter as I wouldn't have gone anyway.


Am watching "Doll and Em" not exactly liking it. Something about how it is filmed?


anyhow on the plus the light in the living room is super bright.


xx

Buffythedebtslayer

and Sex and City the movie is on!


I can't watch it must sleep!


I want to know where my Mr Big is?


I really want him to show up SOON!

skintygerlinky

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

You know what you don't need after an hour with your Mum on Skype?


you change a light bulb, one explodes all over the floor (with dogs and the ironing board.......


hmmm. still not ready for tomorrow. Just feel lonely tonight. it was an old friend's hen weekend and I sort of missed it and wasn't invited if that makes sense. All the pics are all over FB. pah. the organiser knew I was dog sitting so never invited me but I suspect I wasn't on the list anyway. rambling. and it doesn't matter as I wouldn't have gone anyway.


Am watching "Doll and Em" not exactly liking it. Something about how it is filmed?


anyhow on the plus the light in the living room is super bright.


xx

Watched Doll and Em too, really really wanted to like it. Pretended to self I did. Chortled bit too loudly, being all false with self. But couldn't get going with it!
Just watched Bridesmaids for the zabrillionth time, properly laughing head off yaaaaay!! Funny funny gals

Sorry to hear about your lightbulb fright night, hope you and the dogs are OK in your new brightness.

Also....for what it's worth...I think there's quite a few of us on here who feel lonely. Some of us are single, but some are in relationships too. As you know, I'm single but I've also been in relationships where I've felt horribly lonely. Weird situation to be in.

You're just cool to say it that's all. Doesn't change how we feel, but I appreciate you typing it out loud. Overall...I would honestly sooner be feeling like I do tonight then stuck in a crappy relationship that I knew deep down was going nowhere but didn't know how to get out.

You're fabulousness personified Buffster - cheers for being so!!

Buffythedebtslayer

Morning,


Yes I should be at work. Am not at work due to about 4 hours sleep and much o feeling and being sick. Presumably something I ate. or just stress??


I feel guilt. but honest to GOD even tho I did sleep when I woke up I felt so rotten.


SO it is 11 already, have kept down toast. need to shower and then set about prepping for tomorrow. And hoovering and cleaning the kitchen - forgot yesterday.


My dogs are happy. they were funny, this morning I came down and let them out, I should have put them back but er something came up! so I was busy. I fell asleep sort of, only to be woken up by two overexcited dogs who when they couldn't find me downstairs came up stairs and we all slept for a hour on the bed. they had eaten some tissues down here but left my shoes, washing and the tea towels alone.


Whilst sitting here I have done a personality quiz thing (from Ninjasavingskat's diary)- I am an INFJ apparently


http://www.16personalities.com/




some food for thought.


XX

Buffythedebtslayer

ohdearifeelsosickanddisgusting.


am drinking tea and will feel better. I will not nap. I will not.


ok I might nap.


tea is good.


XX