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I think Karmacat is right and it’s about the fact that YOU now have control, not someone else.My ex was forever spending my money, or committing me to some spend, or dragging me into something where I had to pay half because it was ‘for the house’ …. It was only when my debts got to more than my gross annual income that I started saying ‘No’ and started to make some headway on my debts.When I left him I was absolutely brassic - wrote off my car and had to buy another at short notice, still wasn’t earning much and in lots of debt, but like you I felt ‘better off’ because I was making small steps forward and no one was in the background (who I was expecting, believing, hoping was supportive of me) constantly undermining my ambitions and hopes. I remember him telling me after I left him that he had wanted to start having children with me and he just assumed that my parents would pay off my debt at that point! The sheer arrogance of that knocked me off my feet, even after having left him … 😉KKAs at 15.07.25:
- When bought house £315,995 mortgage debt and end date at start = October 2039 - now £233,521
- OPs to mortgage = £11,816 Interest saved £5,28 to date
Fixed rate 3.85% ends January 2030
Read 40 books of target 52 in 2025, as @ 29th July
Produce tracker: £243 of £300 in 2025
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Watch your words, they become your actions.Watch your actions, they become your reality.6 -
You have actually done really well to be mortgage free in the current climate and so you have that security of outright ownership behind you. Savings for the future could be treated as though they are a mortgage, with that sort of commitment to restore these if you set up a standing order to take that money each month and put it in to your savings pots. They will soon recover and you will have the benefit of the interest working the other way around, accruing in your favour and compounding over time.
I'm so pleased you have come to this way of thinking. It does not mean he won't get in your head again, from time to time, but the financial damage is behind you and you are accumulating wealth again xSave £12k in 2025 #2 I am at £4863.32 out of £6000 after May (81.05%)
OS Grocery Challenge in 2025 I am at £1286.68/£3000 or 42.89% of my annual spend so far
I also Reverse Meal Plan on that thread and grow much of our own premium price fruit and veg, joining in on the Grow your own thread
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Everyone is saying the same things I was thinking too. Im veryvery happy for your peaceful mind and warm contented glow
Daisy xxxxx22: 3🏅 4⭐ 23: 5🏅 6 ⭐ 24 1🏅 2⭐ 25 🏅 🥈 Never save something for a special occasion. Every day is a special occasion. The diff between what you were yesterday and what you will be tomorrow is what you do today Well organised clutter is still clutter - Joshua Becker If you aren't already using something you won't start using it more by shoving it in a cupboard- AJMoney The barrier standing between you & what youre truly capable of isnt lack of info, ideas or techniques. The secret is 'do it'4 -
Glad you are in a good headspace and can feel the peace in your life and home again. I am with you on feeling lucky especially when I see what’s going on in the world and also manage struggling with the billsDoes this mean you have no mortgage at all? This is amazing if so - then the next plan no doubt is get savings and pension back up whilst keeping home maintained etc / i am sure you will do brilliantly
we love VNM doing the fences - he sounds a lovely supportive human being - pleased you have him in your lifeDON'T BUY STUFF (from Frugalwoods)
No seriously, just don’t buy things. 99% of our success with our savings rate is attributed to the fact that we don’t buy things... You can and should take advantage of discounts.... But at the end of the day, the only way to truly save money is to not buy stuff. Money doesn’t walk out of your wallet on its own accord.
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Yes actually I am mortgage free! Which is astounding to me. I could not get a mortgage as there were 3 factors against that (1) my age (2) I'm self employed with no real pension provision and (3) the ex has an "overage agreement" on the land. The overage agreement was the real sticking point as it is like a first charge and lenders don't like them and will not lend. Two brokers turned me down when they heard that, one wanted £1500 just to look and the third was someone I knew and she found me one but the mortgage rate was so high her advice was not to touch it (it was 15% in low interest times, heaven knows what it would be now!)
I managed to split the title of the house and land when I moved so they are now owned separately so potentially I could get one now as a re-mortgage to do the renovations and the maintenance the property desperately needs but I'm going to try to manage without as the first 2 remain stumbling blocks.
I've used savings and my cash ISA to get to this point as it was the only way I could pay the ex off.
If anyone reading this is unmarried then always have an account that your partner knows nothing about . - that sounds perhaps unfair and you may never think it will happen to you but it just might. I did not think it would happen to me and it did. Luckily I had once, stashed some cash in a cash ISA over a couple of years as my emergency fund. It was always my absolute emergency fund in my head and I was able to use that to get myself out of the mess I was in.
I'm currently paying myself the minimum I need to do so each month to gain pension credits and to keep my tax down and then taking a dividend to make the money up. I think I have enough left over to pay the capital gains tax on selling half the rental property - but - that might clear me out.
So, now I need to pay my January tax bill and hope I can take enough of a dividend to clear that by the end of the year.
Next year I will properly be on my feet and then I will use the ideas suggested here of saving an amount each month as though I were paying a mortgage as that will build, I'm currently using my company as a vehicle to put £1000 a month into a pension fund. (that sounds a lot but I'm making up a lot of lost ground here)
For now, until the end of the year I'm muddling through. I've very little headspace and am exhausted, so much so that when WattyDog was barking at something today I hid under the duvet and cried. I know that is not anyway forwards but exhaustion and overwhelm just take over sometimes.
I'm often in bed and asleep by 9.00 pm, I struggle to get up in the mornings and I struggle to get through my workload. I don't really know what the answer is except to rest as much as I can for now and keep the business going. I'm so grateful to the VNM for helping out with something like the fencing. I'd like to be in a position to pay someone to do maintenance on a regular basis so that is for next year too.
Made it to mortgage free but what a muddle that became
In the event the proverbial hits the fan then co-habitees are better stashing their cash than being mortgage free !!10 -
Sorry that was a long post. The short answer is yes I am mortgage free (happy dance) but without a safety net (less of a happy dance) but as most of you know I'm a positive sort and will muddle through.Made it to mortgage free but what a muddle that became
In the event the proverbial hits the fan then co-habitees are better stashing their cash than being mortgage free !!10 -
Watty1 said:For now, until the end of the year I'm muddling through. I've very little headspace and am exhausted, so much so that when WattyDog was barking at something today I hid under the duvet and cried. I know that is not anyway forwards but exhaustion and overwhelm just take over sometimes.
I'm often in bed and asleep by 9.00 pm, I struggle to get up in the mornings and I struggle to get through my workload. I don't really know what the answer is except to rest as much as I can for now and keep the business going. I'm so grateful to the VNM for helping out with something like the fencing.
- congratulate yourself on navigating through the horrendous storm you've just been through, made much harder for you than it needed to be by the ex.
- yes, get lots of sleep.
- also yes to nutrition, to the animals and all the other self-care elements you've painstakingly put together - fresh air, walks with VNM and WattyDog, seeing a few local friends. The business - ticking over is all it needs to do right now, time for acceleration and future plans later on.2023: the year I get to buy a car6 -
Can we all come down, camp in a field and do little jobs to help you out while you sleep? I wish I could help you Watty x
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Well said @Karmacat. And well done @Watty1, you are a star and we love you dearly. We are nudging, not bullying or ordering. You are resourceful and a huge inspiration. Give yourself and that silly dog a big hug from me xSave £12k in 2025 #2 I am at £4863.32 out of £6000 after May (81.05%)
OS Grocery Challenge in 2025 I am at £1286.68/£3000 or 42.89% of my annual spend so far
I also Reverse Meal Plan on that thread and grow much of our own premium price fruit and veg, joining in on the Grow your own thread
My new diary is here5 -
Sending you a big hug and also a sigh of relief on your secret isa that saved the last battle even as the ex was lying and taking your overpayments as his ..
only way is UP! And you are mortgage free!! Woohoo
I aim to put £880 - £1k away each month for SIPP via my company as well as it’s just the best tax wise - so the limiting yourself on withdrawals now will be amazing for your bright future
we are here for you !DON'T BUY STUFF (from Frugalwoods)
No seriously, just don’t buy things. 99% of our success with our savings rate is attributed to the fact that we don’t buy things... You can and should take advantage of discounts.... But at the end of the day, the only way to truly save money is to not buy stuff. Money doesn’t walk out of your wallet on its own accord.
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