Depression II

geminilady

razorbladekisses wrote: »

geminilady, HAPPY BIRTHDAY for yesterday hun (sorry I didn't realize it was yesterday)

I'm sorry to hear that this guy is being so inconsiderate and uncaring towards you. If you told him that it was your birthday the other week then IMO he doesn't have any excuse for forgetting. He could have put it in his phone or something. Hun, you say you would like a relationship with this guy but if this is how he behaves as a friend what is he going to be like as a partner? You deserve to be treated better than this. I recently ended things (about a month or so) with my boyfriend (although he didn't act like one) and he was all I had in life and yeah it was very hard but I think there comes a point where enough is enough and you know deep down that this person is never going to be the person that you want them to be. You have to be strong and take control of the situation. I know it's easier said than done though. I would not text him, wait for him to make contact with you. That will surely show whether he cares or not. How would you feel about that?

(((HUGS))) you're a great person, don't you forget that.

xxx

Thanks Rbk,you hit the nail on the head when you said he is never going to be the person i want him to be,i do know that,even as friends i get so frustrated i am an open type of person can talk about anything but he has built a wall around himself and nobody gets in.I suppose it is a type of self protection but it is hard for me because i know i would not hurt him and am honest loyal and trustworthy.I hoped after 4 yrs he would realise that.As to texting i won't, but going by previous experiance he will text me and it will start all over again.I told him once i would never "blank" him and i always keep my word.I just need to distance myself from him.As you know the best way to get someone out of your system is to meet someone else.I have been on a couple of dates recently but when your mind is set on one person it is hard to get interested in another.I will try though.

rose07

evenin everyone

Hope your all good

Im soo exhausted, only had 3 hours sleep, runnin on lucozade today :rotfl: , then out again tonight. :eek:

Tulip, hi, how are you doing? hope the dinner went well with your mum and that ya keepin busy.

LRS, first of hun, congrats to you and your gf, its strange isnt it sometimes all we all need is a bit of love and care, when we dont have it we can miss it like chocolate . well done hun :T :T

TiffHi Tiff, did you go to the retreat? and how was it? Tiffy report please

RBK Hi how are you doing? hows job going? take care hun

Geminilady Hi, hope you had a good birthday, shame bout your friend



To all the family stenny, cb2, ltd, carol, mc, karrie, sf, qb, ig, and ethel, and all lurkers, friends and family in hiding



xxxx

rose07

razorbladekisses wrote: »

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rose07 , Sounds like you're having a great time lately. You're sooo lucky getting to see the sugababes I hope you have a great time. Make sure you tell us all about it.


(((HUGS))) to all xxx

Hi Rbk hun

How are you?

Im certainly non stop atm hun.

Aww the sugababes were ace, there i was givin it my all shakin ma booty :rotfl: , my mates said i was good entertainment, not sure if thats a good thing, tho :rolleyes:

I was soo close to them, bout 20 seat back from the stage, and i could see them as clear as day, they are gorgeous, they all looked great. Matt Willis was the supporting act, and he was ok, nice to see him

Was very funny, and such a good time, only thing was it was all over a bit too quick, and rosie was quite deflated.

On the up i found a new drink , white wine and lemonade, yummi

take care hun

xxx

geminilady

rose07 wrote: »

evenin everyone

Hope your all good

Im soo exhausted, only had 3 hours sleep, runnin on lucozade today :rotfl: , then out again tonight. :eek:

Tulip, hi, how are you doing? hope the dinner went well with your mum and that ya keepin busy.

LRS, first of hun, congrats to you and your gf, its strange isnt it sometimes all we all need is a bit of love and care, when we dont have it we can miss it like chocolate . well done hun :T :T

TiffHi Tiff, did you go to the retreat? and how was it? Tiffy report please

RBK Hi how are you doing? hows job going? take care hun

Geminilady Hi, hope you had a good birthday, shame bout your friend



To all the family stenny, cb2, ltd, carol, mc, karrie, sf, qb, ig, and ethel, and all lurkers, friends and family in hiding



xxxx

Hi Rose,Thanks for the birthday greetings.The day was ok went to a french restaurent in Leeds with my sons with my Tesco deals it was an experiance as i had never been to one before.The bill came to nearly £60 but it only cost me £15 for drinks and the tip.So it was a cheap night.
Why have you only had three hours sleep were you out late or couldn't you sleep?

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Hope you are all ok I have had a nice day,had a lovely dinner at parents

Rose gosh you seem to be out and about all the time I had a Lemonade Sparkle lolly and my Mum did as well,I went for a walk and that was nice

Tonight I am going to watch Holby City and then Katie and Peter the Next Chapter.

Have a nice evening everyone


lots of love and light,

Katie xxx

rose07

geminilady wrote: »

Hi Rose,Thanks for the birthday greetings.The day was ok went to a french restaurent in Leeds with my sons with my Tesco deals it was an experiance as i had never been to one before.The bill came to nearly £60 but it only cost me £15 for drinks and the tip.So it was a cheap night.
Why have you only had three hours sleep were you out late or couldn't you sleep?

Aww sounds like you had a good day hun, im very glad,and very mse :money: :T

glad you have your sons to keep you company too, how old are they?

Both hun, i was out till 1am, then was back at bfs and i just couldnt sleep. (no we werent being naughty). Just cant sleep in his bed, sounds strange but i worry if he gonna hurt me. KNow thats silly too, and i have told him about the attack and how it has had an effect on me. and he says he will wait, and is lovely, but i just having trouble sleeping atm. . Hope that doesnt sound too silly.

I was also up at 8.30 babysitting a 2 year old for a friend all day, and i mean all day lol. I took him to the park, and we got ice cream and i pushed him along the prom, lovely kid, but a terror too:)

xx

rose07

Tiff wrote: »

Hi rose!:hello:
Hope today finds you well hun.

Hi Tiff hun, hope you well and good

Well, i just dont seem to know what day im on, or what time atm.

quote=rose07
Hi hun
Yeah, let as many cats out as ya want, you know what im like hun,
:eek: :eek: :eek: !!! Not the wellies - please!!!:eek: :eek: :eek:

Heheh, have you told us bout you lately? ........were are me wellies?

Thanks hun, i had a good time last night. Rosie has.......wait for it.... A boyfriend .
- :j :j :j - That's great hun!:T You certainly know how to spring surprises - I hope it works out for you rosie!:j

Awww thanks hun. It was nice last night we watched fireworks over the bay, im finding tho that Im still havin trouble with dealin with my feelings, but hopin it will get better, just seem to not know how i feel bout him yet. But my councellor says its cause im dealing with alot and havin a bf is bringen certain things to the surface, makes sense.


He is italian, my kinda age. I can tell by he way he looks at me, dreamingly into my eyes, that he likes me. he said today, that I look beautiful, that all he needs to do is look at me, and it makes him smile, he lightens up. :T . Lets see how long it lasts.......Rosie bein a cautious rose
Bless you. Yes, by all means be cautious hun but don't forget to enjoy your new relationship too.;)

I will try not be too cautious, im like a fish outta water :rotfl: , not knowing how to be, its been soo long since i been in a relationship, tbh i just dont know what ya do, sounds silly that dont it?



And hun, its in my nature to worry bout you Tiff your like an extended part of my family.
Yep hun - there's a few of us that have been here through a lot of pages. In my case, that means that I haven't got a life!:D

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: , your funny Tiff


Im soo busy i keep missin my meds, i know Tiff, naughty rosie, but it doesnt seem to sway me, feelin ok.
ROSIE!!! Now you know that I'm going to have words with you young lady!


Oppsies, i missed it again last night. I think my brain just is soo forgetful atm, tho i know thats not good.

You must take your meds angel until you've seen your dr and discussed it with them. You can say you've missed some hun and that you think you feel better without them and then see what the dr advises. He may agree and help you to come off them slowly - never a good idea to completely stop a med without your dr knowing.:o


Your right hun. Do you think if i tell my doc that i been feelin ok without them he will take me off them anyway? I did have a discussion with my councellor bout coming off them, but didnt tell her i have missed a few.

There are two reasons for this angel - firstly, you may be feeling fine now, but is that due to you being so busy, finding a new boyfriend and work? Do you know how the long term will make you feel sweetie? You may be feeling well because of the meds still being in your system.

Yeah, i do seem to be busy. and am i actually ok because of taking the meds? guess if i stop it would be very stupid. But i can assure you hun, im just soo all over the place atm that im even forgetting my other meds for my foot. Hmmm you have good advice hun. x



Secondly, your medical records will say that you are still taking this medication. God forbid, but if you were taken very ill or were to have an accident and not able to talk to them at the time, they'll base their treatment and medication decisions on what your records say and that could be a vital factor in your recovery - or not!:o
So be a good rose and just check in with the dr hun - I know this is all highly unlikely thankfully,:T but we don't want anything happening to our rosie!;) Always better to be safe than sorry hun.


Aww thanks hun. Good to know you got my back hun, just as i have yours. Your very right if something did happen then people may not know. But all my mates know what medication im on, and if im takin it or not. Not to leave it to them, but for the just incase. I was very ill 2 weeks ago, i collapsed 3 times, and was very unwell. Luckily my bf was there. But people wont always be there. Thanks hun, im glad you pointed this out, im soo busy atm i dont think about these simple things.

Ok Tiff Talk over with!:D
I'm really pleased for you angel - you're going off at high speed now, no stopping you. I hope you'll go from strength to strength rose! Take care hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Can i get off the naughty step now? :rotfl:

Hope you good hun, take care , right better go get ready as im off out tonight too :eek:

Much love hun

xxx

andipandi_2

Hi folks,
hope u all ok ,seems like everyones really busy,personally i don't find it a good thing,in my case i have been stuck indoors working me butt off,couldn't do the charity shop today and i miss it, have almost impossible deadline to get shed load of work done before warmfront put new boiler and central heating in.

you all take care

Andy

slowlyfading

Evening everyone
I'm in such a bad mood. I'm sat with four razor blades on my desk, toying with the idea. I've just had such a bad day. a hug would be appreciated.
sf x

geminilady

slowlyfading wrote: »

Evening everyone
I'm in such a bad mood. I'm sat with four razor blades on my desk, toying with the idea. I've just had such a bad day. a hug would be appreciated.
sf x

((((((HUG)))))) SF,please try not to use the razor blades you know you will regret it.You have been doing so well lately.Would you like to talk about your bad day?