Trying for a Baby Part 9

atton83

I have a female dr like that and when she talks you feel like you should be winding her up like one of those old toys just to get her to speak quicker.

Hubbys dr is great. He went over the options they will give him. But hubby has found a company you can buy the swimmers from and they will do the less invasive procedure of tube in me n squirt em up for £850 . Hubby cant believe the nhs give you the more invasive procedure that has a lower success rate grrrrr.

I still seem to be rising on the temps and im 6dpo. Cd20.
im normally a cycle of 25 or 26 jad 24 and a 20 once even got to a cd of 45 i believe i was preggers but lost it. I dont poas no more as i seem to poas n a few mins later maybe even an hr im spotting like crazy.

What does the creamy like lotion cm mean again???

Uni till thursday for me then off for a week. Then back to make up the friday and then one more week after easter and my 1st yr at uni is done.

Im a big kid so my house is full of teddy bears my bubba is gonna be spoilt.

At night at the mo im not sleeping i just keep getting up for wees i counted over 60 n i went to bed at 11 last night which is early for me. It was gone half 4 when i finally fell asleep again grrr. And i keep (tmi alert) feeling like i have a bit of pooh stuck in my hole but when i try to go i just pass gas and make it even more uncomfortable and then the next day i have to drink coffee to stay awake. None drunk after 5 though which is great as i fin uni at 6 every day.

On the green eyed monster front my friend is heavily pregnant 6 months gone n she smokes. Drinks n wasnt wanting kids but thankfully she is a flakey friend. Didnt even turn up on my wedding day. She makes plans to meet but never does.
Another friend who was preggers at my wedding time no longer speaks to me

atton83

Sorry im on my phone so had to fin that post n carry on here.

The green eyed monster gets me everytime i see a pregnant lady.

Im hoping my fertility problems are down to: my mom n her sister had problems catching. My aunti never could have her own. My half sister didnt have probs neither did my real bro but my half bother did. Half brother has the same dad as me half sis had the same mum.
I started my periods at 7 1/2 but i was 2 yrs behind my peers developing n maturing
I can't stop stressing
I think im a size 18 when i can get into size 14 jeans

Thoughts please???

fannyanna

angeltreats wrote: »

Fannyanna, bless you, I'm a bit like that having had my first ever long & mental cycle, must be even worse for you!

Are you temping? At least then you'd know for sure.

No, annoyingly it's just the OPKs at the moment.

We decided to give the OPKs a go this cycle but didn't expect to see anything.

I'm going to use my CBFM for the first time next cycle and I'm also going to temp.

At least that will take some of the guess work out of it.

I really, really hope I don't have a positive OPK again tonight. I really want to have ovulated so fingers crossed x

codemonkey

My practice is really weird in that you can't phone in advance for an appointment , you just phone when they open and they'll give you an appointment with one of 8 doctors and it never seems to be the same one. I obviously got the rubbish one. Anyway I shall wait for my pointless endocrinologist appointment and try to lose weight in the meantime. I fell off the wagon massively in the last 2 weeks and tried some summer clothes yesterday and they wouldn't fasten so I need to do that anyway. DH asked to see my "period app" yesterday so hopefully he'll be more useful.

Fannyanna fingers crossed for the first option. What's your cm like?

fannyanna

codemonkey wrote: »

Fannyanna fingers crossed for the first option. What's your cm like?

Nothing really going on at the moment. Is that a good sign?

claire16c

Fanny anna I'm going insane over opks this month too. About to pee on number 17 this month later...

I'm temping though so I'm sure I haven't ovulated yet. Quite a few reports online show multiple opks so perhaps my egg is just taking a whole to pop out this month.

codemonkey

fannyanna wrote: »

Nothing really going on at the moment. Is that a good sign?

Dry up of cm would suggest you've ovulated. I hope so.

fannyanna

codemonkey wrote: »

Dry up of cm would suggest you've ovulated. I hope so.

My excitement levels have just peaked.

I am sooo excited I could burst.

I need to try and calm down. Firstly, this is going to be a very looooong two weeks and secondly when I see a negative HPT I'm going to come crashing back down to earth.

Right, chill!


On a slightly seperate note I have an appointment Wednesday morning. It's to have my day 21 bloods (even if I have ovulated I know this will come back negative as it assumes ovulation on day 14 and mine is more like 20) and some swabs done.

I'm guessing if I were to have got amazingly lucky this month the swabs wouldn't be a problem but I'm guessing you're not supposed to have had sex prior to having them done. But I could be ovulating at the moment and on the basis that pandas ovulate more frequently than me there is no way that I'm abstaining for some swabs!

codemonkey

I think it's ok to be excited. Even if you don't get your BFP this month, oving at cd20 is a good sign that you're moving in the right direction.

claire16c

Today's opk is a negative line way fainter than yesterday so maybe today is ov. DH coming home soon then I guess we'll try to bd tomorrow & ill do another opk & see what my temp is doing. I really hope this is not going to be a future pattern!