MOOLOO'S continuing saga Part 4

Savvy_sewing

~Chameleon~ wrote: »

Hi Mooloo, lovely photo but I'd still worry that this site is open to absolutely anyone who wishes to view it whereas Facebook is restricted just to family and friends.

OK I will remove it.
Its a sad world

Savvy_sewing

I am rather bored!
Time to play around with some fabrics.

Savvy_sewing

Still in a don't know what to do with myself day today. Dont want to over do it as its been a bad week, but also feel in a bit of a limbo and want to be doing things. My G is sticking and its hard to type. All I need.
Replaced a zip in a jumper for one of the mums at the school. DGD has been sewing with her little machine as well. Then we have been stringing some beads together.
Lunch time now. Not sure what we will do this afternoon but the sun has finally decided to break through the clouds and looks like a much better day then it started out as.

minimoneysaver

Have a try with the ribbons! Did you get the email link I sent via a message? x

Savvy_sewing

minimoneysaver wrote: »

Have a try with the ribbons! Did you get the email link I sent via a message? x

Hi, yes I will have a go. Did get the message, sorry was rather distracted this weekend.

Today i collected DS and got him to take his stuff out of the little room. So that I can have it for me, etc.
Made a padded notice board for one of the ladies at the school, didnt take a picture though as I cannot find my camera. But it was quilted fabric with small red hearts printed on it, and then with red ribbons with stars threaded on it. Looked quite effective. Never made one before. Didnt take too long either.

Had a cuppa and a chat with a few of the Mums. One of them has MS. Her symptoms are similar to mine. So she knows what I go through on a daily basis. Most of her tablets are the same as mine. She urged me to go back to the doctors and to continue to seek out what the problems I have are.
I will go and make an appointment for later in the week.

Twins havent been in touch since Friday so all must be OK in their little camp. DS still hasnt had any money from JSA. Its getting rediculous. They have Sanctioned him for not going to an appointment when he was at a job interview at the time!! Did he say, sorry I cannot come for a job interview as the Jobcentre want me to have an interview with them on find a job????????
The world has gone mad.

Savvy_sewing

Another night of tossing around and weird dreams inbetween. Sometimes I wonder why I cannot sleep easily, even if I have done as suggested and write things down, and put them away. It doesnt seem to stop my brain from whirling.
I am hoping that today will be an easier day, and more to Plan. DGD is going home to tea with one of her little friends families today. So I dont have to do the school collection. Which is just as well, as yesterday I was exhausted. I really hurt myself as DGD had crossed the road ahead of me, and I had to break into a Run! Well if you can call it that. Rather ungainly at that. But boy my hip hurt. The rest of the walk home was rather painful. So this morning I am a bit worse off then I have been in a while.
I hope that last week wasnt me on the landslide back to problems just as I was beginning to feel much better.
Anyway, today I am teaching sewing. Lesson 2. Last week had to be cancelled.
But thats all that is on my agenda, other then the normal washing etc etc of course.

Savvy_sewing

Well I had a better night sleep, I rested and just did some patchwork sewing throught the day and evening yesterday.
Today was my busy day with travelling to Northampton and to go to my councilling. next week is the final session.
I had my hair done this morning, then briefly visited my parents. They seem concerned that I am not "myself" at the moment.
I shall have to try harder.
I feel as if I had a good session with the councillor, and I think that I will be looking at a few things with another light, and I will continue to try and be positive about things, and remember that things are much better then they were this time last year, and infact even much better then i was in March time.
The sessions have made a big difference to my outlook, and this has lessened my stress levels, which has made improvements in my health. So I am hoping that I will continue to improve as times go on.

DGD has decided that she was going to be a little madam on the way home from school, so it took us a lot longer to get home.! I get so embarrassed at her tantrums, but I stayed calm, stood at the side of the school gates and just waited for her to calm down.
Luckily after we finally got home she shirked it off and has been ok this evening.
I have a fancy dress costume to make tomorrow, got the fabrics this morning just before my session. But I will leave it until tomorrow to start, even though it will only give me the day to do it, but so that I dont cut it out wrongly in the failing light.
Biggest of Mooloo is still having a raw deal with her fella. I know the feeling, I have been there after all!.
The twins have not been intouch at all. Although twin2 did contact DS when I was driving us to town. So I know she is OK. They were going to help out at the racecourse meeting this afternoon. So that season has just started again.
Right time to get DGD in her bath.

minimoneysaver

I must admit, we haven't seen as much of you on here and you usually are more keen to offload the daily stresses etc. Maybe you are holding more in, which is why your parents say you don't seem normal self. It's hard to know what to do for the best. I think that you are really brave. x

Savvy_sewing

Sorry, I have been off the computer a lot more, as it was beginning to take up all of my time. I have been hand sewing my patchwork quilt instead. This has been very soothing and theraputic for me, and has helped me to stay calmer.
I have been a bit out of sorts, and not quite the me, but I think that I am getting through it, over it, or what ever.
My CRB check for the Charity shop has come through the post. So I am hoping that I will soon be able to use some of my expertise and help them out. Something that I can get my teeth into other then the family and all the ups and downs.
Twin2 rang asking for £20 yesterday for her electric, but at the time I was not at home, or near to my banking so I was not able to oblige her. This evening I hear that she rang her big sister and demanded the money from her saying that I had told her to!.
I had actually told her that if it was so urgent that she could borrow from her Grandad and I would pay him back. Which he had agreed.
Anyway she borrowed from twin1 in the end!. Complicated and a waste of energy having a go at her sister. She was really rude and off with her it appears.
Luckily Biggest is made of sturn stuff!.
Tomorrow is Biggests Birthday, she will be 26! I cannot believe that.
I am drafting in DS to babysit for me, and to do the school run if Molly's daughter is not able to help me.
She was not able to help this week, and I really noticed the difference
My neck has been rather sore today, I put it down to bending over my sewing this weekend, but I have made huge inroads into the quilt so I am pleased. Something always has to give when you have aches and pains.
Tuesday I see the doctors and work out what the next stage of my treatments and recoveries are going to be. What medications I can come off of, and what needs changeing etc.
Wednesday is the last councilling session. I though it was last week, but its next week. We have had 30 sessions! eek.

I suppose that as I am adjusting to the changes, and the things that we have had, and now that DGD is in School, the postings have reduced, as the stress has.
I have been pouring my heart out on these threads for the best part of 5 years! I cannot believe it.
Perhaps I am coming up to a new chapter in my life where things are slowing down and the problems are lessening. Or is it just that I am getting imune to some of the things that are going on around me? I hope its the first and not the latter!.
Time to get DGD out of the bath and get her ready for Bed. I want to get her up early tonight, with school tomorrow.

Molly41

Sorry that my DD has not been able to help last week. She has had a number of assignments and a very bad cold to boot. Hopefully back to normal in the coming week. Sorry you are feeling out of sorts x