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pennywisepoundstupid

Really felt down the last couple of days.

I have heard through a friend that a member of my family has been comlaining I don't do enough for them and that I used to help out much more, Yes I did, until I realised they where using me and taking the !!!!!!. Still not nice to be talked about.

Christmas is overwhelming me and I feel I have too much to think about, need to organise myself and write some lists, I havn't bought a single present for the kids yet:eek:.
Need to write a food shopping list, so as soon as the christmas delivery slots are online I can sort that out then its done.

Still skint, supposed to be going to see the new Twillight film tomorrow, but really can't be bothered.

Yesterday I managed to spend £35 in sainsbugs, bought a birthday present, pack up stuff and a new pair of work trousers that were reduced to half price as the button was missing, found a black button when I got home and stiched it on:D.

Hope everyone has a good day.

Polly_Wolly_Doodle

Don't beat yourself up Penny, you are doing a brilliant job. Love the bargain trousers!

mummytogirls

Hi Pennywise,

Hope your feeling a bit more upbeat now. Sod the family, they dont deserve you if they were taking the p!ss!!

Why dont you write some lists and make yourself feel more organised.

Hope your ok xx

pennywisepoundstupid

Hi mummy and thankyou.

Still feeling down, doesnt help that I know i Have PMT.

Spendy weekend and seem to have lost track a bit, £20 Tesco, £25 DD pony club, £40 night out with mates including taxi:o.

Then today i've just put £20 petrol in the car and spent £31 in sainsbugs:(.

Got to get a grip:mad::(.

pennywisepoundstupid

Evening,

Need to keep motivated at the moment, so need to tell myself that even the small things matter:

Listed 1 item on ebay yesterday.
Paid £20 off Post office credit card.
Took HM soup and fruit to work, resisted cake sale.
Gave kids 60p each out of change pot for tuck shop.
Done around 20 surveys this evening ( not near payout though ).
Made cheese and onion pie for tea, had it with baked beans and there is enough for OH lunch tomorrow.
CH off wood burner is roaring nicely with free wood .

Work is pants at the minute, not going to let it get to me, I can only do my best whilst I'm there and If the childrens parents are happy to allow their kids to behave in such an awful manner than its their problem.

pennywisepoundstupid

Also decided to wear a jumper I don't really like today, had been looking at new ones, but told myself off, its there to keep me warm and I will only end up with glue/paint/snot down it from the delightful bunch I work with.

[Deleted User]

Morning PWPS,

Sounds like you have an interesting job! Hope you have a better day today.

I echo what mummytogirls said, some family they are, just ignore them hun.

Pmo2
xx

pennywisepoundstupid

HI pmo2, i actually love my job, but there are days when I could happily scream my head off with frustration, its not the childrens fault that they behave in certain ways, as its what they see at home, bless them would happily bring a few home with me.

pennywisepoundstupid

Evening.

Really cold this evening and even though the woodburner is lit i've had to put the CH on for half hour just to take the chill off upstairs.

Today has been a nsd, took soup and fruit into work again:).

Spent over an hour tonight on surveys and got chucked off all but one, 50p for over an hours time,isn't worth it really, but must do them just in case, really frustrating as I seem to be spending so much time on them at the minute for very little reward.

Ebay item finishes tomorrow and has no bids or watchers:(.

Must stay positive, must stay positive:D.

pennywisepoundstupid

I'm blaming my challenge amount for my bad luck, I don't know why (OH thinks i'm odd) but i hate the number 3, always seems unlucky for me.