you know when all you lovely people give advice...

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SarahNeedle1872 wrote: »

Ur not the only one that's cheesed off hun, so don't worry too much.....
Are u still going to the meet? I need to book my train ticket, then we can look at where we're gonna stay..... I know I keep saying it but this time I really need to get my butt in gear!

Yess definatly i have my traion ticket in my soa (will buy tommorow night) but the hotel will come from my 0% debt payment as i payed £70 this week i wont pay anything bar my brothers in december. Spends is coming from jan pay, and if i pass my stupid driving test i can have lots more to spend :j

Perhaps u could make ur camera ur first challnge of the new year? My first challenge of the new year is gonna be to learn to type!

Yes i think i may have to and my brick will have to come to the meet (if it lasts that far). Its a pain in the rear end really it is i dont have a fab birthday anyways as no one really cares as they are celebrating for themselves but i thought hey i will treat myself nevermind i am going to drag out my pink cow money box (tiny) and fill him up for my camera fund hopefully i can get it come easter?

SarahNeedle1872

postingalwaysposting wrote: »

Yes i think i may have to and my brick will have to come to the meet (if it lasts that far). Its a pain in the rear end really it is i dont have a fab birthday anyways as no one really cares as they are celebrating for themselves but i thought hey i will treat myself nevermind i am going to drag out my pink cow money box (tiny) and fill him up for my camera fund hopefully i can get it come easter?

That's real shame about ur birthday! I don't usually bother with the whole New Year thing, so we can celebrate ur birthady here while everyone else goes out and gets v drunk!

Good plan with the cow money box......

Let me know what time ur train gets in, I don't wanna be sat in the train station like a billy-no-mates waiting for everyone!:o

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SarahNeedle1872 wrote: »

That's real shame about ur birthday! I don't usually bother with the whole New Year thing, so we can celebrate ur birthady here while everyone else goes out and gets v drunk!

Good plan with the cow money box......

Let me know what time ur train gets in, I don't wanna be sat in the train station like a billy-no-mates waiting for everyone!:o

I am not too bothered really as i usually soend it alone as everyone !!!!!!s out. But i just wanted a kinda present to myself for the year etc. I know i will get something from my family but its not the same as i know they cant afford anything like that so i give them lists of cheap things (ie cds/batteries/pens/glue). I know that makes me sound ungratefull ~ i am not its just i dont know i set my heart on buying it for sooo long, i even put off buying one in the sale for £40 a few months ago because i wanted to buy it on my birthday... nevermind hey life sucks and then you die :rotfl:

well i guess as everyone is getting there for midday/1pm i will aim to get there about 11.20am but it depends. Also i will prob book it and then they cancel everything knowing my luck :rolleyes: Also i dont know what to do about my change of clothes etc (or are you not botthering?) can we check in like when we arive/store it somewhere or will we have to lag it around all day till the evening? havent done this before and i dont want to have to struggle with a bag all day. Also i better send you a recent pic hey (the one is facebook is so not me ~ that was when i was pretty imo. I look ugly now... really concerned about my face, really tempted to buy some foundation to cover it up. Imagine if the friday i get a huge breakout again :rolleyes:

SarahNeedle1872

postingalwaysposting wrote: »

I am not too bothered really as i usually soend it alone as everyone !!!!!!s out. But i just wanted a kinda present to myself for the year etc. I know i will get something from my family but its not the same as i know they cant afford anything like that so i give them lists of cheap things (ie cds/batteries/pens/glue). I know that makes me sound ungratefull ~ i am not its just i dont know i set my heart on buying it for sooo long, i even put off buying one in the sale for £40 a few months ago because i wanted to buy it on my birthday... nevermind hey life sucks and then you die :rotfl:

well i guess as everyone is getting there for midday/1pm i will aim to get there about 11.20am but it depends. Also i will prob book it and then they cancel everything knowing my luck :rolleyes: Also i dont know what to do about my change of clothes etc (or are you not botthering?) can we check in like when we arive/store it somewhere or will we have to lag it around all day till the evening? havent done this before and i dont want to have to struggle with a bag all day. Also i better send you a recent pic hey (the one is facebook is so not me ~ that was when i was pretty imo. I look ugly now... really concerned about my face, really tempted to buy some foundation to cover it up. Imagine if the friday i get a huge breakout again :rolleyes:

TBH I will probs only take a change of top/undercrackers as I pretty much live in my jeans anyways!!! I can't be fussed to trudge loads of stuff around, so depending on whats the plan, we can stow it in the room before hand.
Re the pic, I'm sure u don't look ugly!!! Everyone is self-critical, and besides its who u are, not what u look like that counts.... Don't worry about the breakout either, u should see the size of the thing sat on my chin atm!! Unfortunately I'm a terror for squeezing (yukky I know!), so its been there for ages! Whats up with ur face (pm me if u'd rather)? Sometimes sticking a load of foundation on only makes stuff worse...
My FB pic is also about 5 years old.... when I was on my honeymoon with my ex.... The most recent one of me is the one where I'm fit-to-burst pregnant!

Where were u planning to buy ur camera from? Perhaps u could ask for vouchers? Doesn't have to be loads, ever little bit counts.

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thats what i was doing ~ i live in black trousers, i was just going to hide them in my bag (i use a backpack thingie) till we get back. I do hun, no fear i do. Thats it i will have breakouts. I have pcos so i have really really bad achne, counted now and i have 10 spots, not to mention all the scars etc and my face is just awfull (well my chin etc), and going with some 'perfect' people (in my eyes) wont help ekkk. I just want to cover it all up my fear is waking up friday with a bright read face and having to go to brum like it... oh the joys not to mention the stares. I wont mind but it makes me look about 12 :rotfl: awww bless, add a few stone to the fb pic and a red face and scared chin and thats me :rolleyes:

i was going to get it in somewhere like comet/currys if not online, nevermind heres to 08 and hopefully i can save for my camera

SarahNeedle1872

postingalwaysposting wrote: »

thats what i was doing ~ i live in black trousers, i was just going to hide them in my bag (i use a backpack thingie) till we get back. I do hun, no fear i do. Thats it i will have breakouts. I have pcos so i have really really bad achne, counted now and i have 10 spots, not to mention all the scars etc and my face is just awfull (well my chin etc), and going with some 'perfect' people (in my eyes) wont help ekkk. I just want to cover it all up my fear is waking up friday with a bright read face and having to go to brum like it... oh the joys not to mention the stares. I wont mind but it makes me look about 12 :rotfl: awww bless, add a few stone to the fb pic and a red face and scared chin and thats me :rolleyes:

i was going to get it in somewhere like comet/currys if not online, nevermind heres to 08 and hopefully i can save for my camera

Perhaps you could get some light foundation if that would make u feel better.... I know what u mean about the PCOS spots tho! I'm lucky that because I'm on the pill, my symptoms seem to pretty much disappear, in fact it was only when I came off the pill whilst trying for a babe in my ex-marriage that I discovered I had it.... spots and hair, everywhere!
U may not think it hun, but u are a beautiful, selfless person, and its a pleasure to *know* u

TC

Sarah x

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hi sarah, sorry i hobbled off to bed :rotfl: i shall try and sort something out... what i have no idea however i may just not bother, i dont bother normally. I cant go on the pill they wont let me as i am too fat :rolleyes: i dunno i give up with doctors.

Anyways payday today :j got paid a little more that i thought so have around £90 spare in which to book a room for brum but it may go up by £10 but unsure yet :rolleyes: this whole month i am trying for nvd (no vendor days) which should give me around £20 to put in my camera cow anyways thats me... today is day 3 of a 10 day week and finges crossed i get my mojo back as there is so much prep to do today :rolleyes: ohhh the joys :rotfl:

Gemmzie

I'm so jealous that I'm not going to the meet now If the summer one goes ahead then I'm in for that though, are you going? It'll be very DFW because you're welcome to crash at mine.

I didn't know you had facebook! I'll PM you my name, add me!

SarahNeedle1872

:hello: Heeellllloooooo!!!

Hows things going? Its been a bit quiet here lately! Everythingok with u?

Sarah x

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SarahNeedle1872 wrote: »

:hello: Heeellllloooooo!!!

Hows things going? Its been a bit quiet here lately! Everythingok with u?

Sarah x

hi sarah... things havent been well. Still low and just reading at present and not posting so much :rolleyes:. Lots of things doing my head in really, completed day 5 of ten today and i am truely knackered to the point wehre i cant even be bothered to clean my awful room :rolleyes: seriously stressing about money since payday. Mum asked about our holiday today (may) that isnt going to happen unless i pass my driving test ~ great more pressure. Just loads of things building up and making things worse and worse. Cant deal with xmas or anything right about now... had stupid thoughts again friday even to the point i ended up dreaming that this was all over, quite frightening really however that the best nights sleep i have had in ages... need to get through to teh weekend and i will be fine... its just getting there

anyways best go and lurk again speak soon