dizzy lizzies Debt Free Diary

dizzy_lizzie

Ooh a new romance that sounds dreamy. I remember it well...butterflies in the tummy and not ordering corn on the cob when out out for a meal etc etc Enjoy it, and why not feel like a teenager again it'll be good for the soul.
Hope your ex gets something sorted soon too, like you say it never rains but it pours.
On my third glass of wine and just feel sleepy now...I seem to bypass that giggly stage. Suppose it depends where you are when you're drinking really.
Think I'll have an earlyish night and hopefully get up a bit earlier than this morning.
Keep well and once again enjoy the romance. x

dizzy_lizzie

Changed my avatar to our little sweetie pie whose name is Tillie, Tillie Floss when she's being a monkey, not that she changes breed or anything...:D Hope people still recognize it's me...well not the picture obviously :rotfl: x

dizzy_lizzie

Well, feelings a bit mixed at the moment.
Last payment for my loan went out on friday so now £275 better off a month and the marks and sparks more card is going down, but overdraft is high.
Ah well will just have to work on this. I've not been as careful as I could have been, to be honest, so can only blame myself. Anyway must think positive. I'm not as strict with money as I can be at the moment. Have a few things on ebay and did a car boot last week which was good but alas it frittered through my fingers.:o
Transfered some money from my savings account to my bank overdraft as well to stop me going over so wasn't pleased about that. But I will stay positive. Wanted to feng shui some parts of the house after I got a book from the library but haven't had time, with DD bedroom being decorated etc. Okay, that's an excuse I know. It does feel good to get all this out on here. I know I'm typing into cyberspace but it does help to getting me, at least thinking about, getting back on track.
Anyway...continued good luck and love to all who take the time to read my ramblings. x

dizzy_lizzie

Oh deary deary me.....
I am doing just rubbish at the moment. Have over a week to go before payday and am almost up to my overdraft limit again...!!!
Also to make matters worse I have spent on my other card but thats 3 months interest free on purchases so will have to throw some at that quicktime.
Just so blimming fed up. Been off work last 3 days with bronchitis so that's not helped things.
What else, nothing much. Oh went to see Kula Shaker last week. That was pretty brilliant. Crispian Mills is a bit gorgeous.:D
Ok think I'll just chill out for a bit, maybe browse round the site.
Hugs to all x

dizzy_lizzie

:mad: :mad: Just posted a huge in depth rant about how amazingly cr.p I'm doing at the moment and why I think this is...posted it and it had logged me out...well I'm not going to re-do it that's for sure because now I'm in an even worse mood.
So tomorrow I am pledging that I will spend no more than £5. That includes any provisions we need.
I so need to get a grip on this. I am sick of my wage going in and I'm still hundreds overdrawn. Maybe this is how I need to feel, stop being so complacent and get ruddy mad mad mad with it all!!!!!!!! Oh that felt quite good actually.
Right debts are my enemy and every little thing I can do to chip away at it will be a victory, even if that's just taking my library book to work instead of buying a paper, I wll now see it as a teensy win against my enemy (debt)!
Still feeling fed up but at least tomorrow I have a focus. Need to chill out now...
x (copying and pasting just in case)
Edited to take off my loan payments at 0 now from my sig.That is over and done with now, thank goodness. Not that it seems to be making a difference!!!

Seaxwyn

Dizzy!! I was wondering where you were.

don't feel crap, you are doing brilliantly compared with lots of us on here Your loan is gone - how fantastic is that?

Kula Shaker - lucky you - I'm going to have a little look for my Kula Shaker cd now you have mentioned them.

Good luck with the £5 challenge. It sounds as if you need a bit of help with motivation so stick around and we can motivate each other.

dizzy_lizzie

Hey Seaxwyn hiya:D
Aw thanks for your message. I'll be okay just more annoyed with myself really. I'll post tomorrow and hopefully I'll have done okay with my challenge. DS is mithering to come on here now. He should be going to bed. Think I'll have an early night too with my hot water bottle. Keep well and hope you're keeping out of those supermarkets
Luvz Dizzy x

dizzy_lizzie

Ah well, £5 budget didn't go to plan. DD gone to an 18th so had to get her a new top and pressie. Spent £27 on my new card which I wasn't spending on. Must owe about £200 on it now. Not sure till I get my statement, then will add to sig.,. Nevermind. Not stressing about it. Suppose it was an essential in a way
Feel a bit better than yesterday anyway. Going to send off for the perfume freebies and stuff and build up a little collection to put in next years christmas hampers. Nothing much else to say, throats a bit sore, hope I'm not coming down with anything. Off to the freebie board now...
Luvz x

dizzy_lizzie

Well not very happy due to all sorts of reasons. Feeling pretty fed up, miserable and totally p...ed off. Not even time of the month! Ah well, hopefully I'll be okay tomorrow. Might have an early night.
Luvz x

GirlRacer_2

We all get days like that. Last week was in bed by 9.00 nearly every night cos I was so down. Feel much better over the weekend though. Sending you big (((hugs))) and hope you feel better tomorrow x