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kissjenn

Hello All.

I keep waking up in the pitch darkness, huge "OMG where am I?" moment and then finding myself back at the start of the cycle,

My days and nights blur around the ends and the necessity for food and clothing is replaced with a whimsy for tea and pjs.l

I know the boundaries of my world are close and if I push even a little harder about the structure by the kettle, then soggy cards will oozzle down. But if I keep strict inventory watch and force a little free joivre to inflate the flabby Oddieards...then supremely confident am I that I'' make it to Wednesday.

Not only merely...but strongly, and full capacity and waiting for friends so special on this road xxx

taxi73

big hugs xxxxxxx

kissjenn

Thanks Taxi.

Think I'm climbing back out the the hole again...how are you feeling?

xx

beanielou

Take lots of care kissjenn xxx

kissjenn

Cheers Beanie.

My head feels all over the place. I hate moaning but there's just so much stuff to deal with and I don't know which day it is anymore.

I know I need to suck it up...wee wallow and then I'll be back up on my hippo pins :T

What fabby stuff is everyone else up to?

taxi73

Would a councillor help you?
It's so hard going through this crap again ...wallow whatever you need to do as you're entitled to.There is no right or wrong way through this lot.

Am fine thanks for asking just waiting to see whats what next friday

The_Golden_Goose

Moaning is therapeutic. Sheesh, I have a degree in it. I could moan and complain forever and a day, I fact I could be on the Olympic team. Moaning is a good way of letting off steam and processing your thoughts and state of mind. So my advice would be keep on moaning.:D. Tbf your posts do not come across as moaning. Honestly.

kissjenn

Hello all.

Rotten couple of days as nausea started spiraling which makes makes me hurt and more sick etc etc.

Drs have upped anti-emetics again which by default ups the sedation level. Had a cool shower a wee while ago as I could feel the morphine dripping down my back.

MacMillan Nurse is in tomorrow for the first time. I'm way behind on getting things organised but sorry, I'm always waiting on people paying me late etc, so they'll have to wait a wee bit. Hopefully MacMillian can advise if there's anything I can do for transport as I'm too doped to drive.

Buffythedebtslayer

Oh Kisssjenn.

you are SO in my prayers. That pain from throwing up a lot is horrible enough with out the rest of it.

I wish you happy dreams and no more sickness.

xxx

taxi73

oh Kissjenn ..everything sounds so awful for you I wish I could take it away.
They can definitely arrange transport for you
hope the extra drugs are working for you x