Trying for a Baby Part 7

lilymay1

Hi ladies,

I'm having a really busy day but just nipped on to see if we had any good news.

Big hugs to everyone who needs them, especially Tea Lover.

I'm going for 5 BFP's this month. I had 5 emails this morning so that's why!

Fingers crossed for those testing soon.

Have a lovely day everyone xxx

becca0417

Fingers crossed for you mrsj and vesper xx

QQuaver

squ1rrel5 wrote: »

Hi QQ I'm still showing as cd50 on your list, can you change me to cd3 please?

Sorry about that:o How are you?:wave:

tinkwings

Piece of the day ...........

mrsj28

Usual pre-AF spots appearing on my face........

Two week wait has suddenly become agonising!!! Have a really busy couple of days coming up though so hopefully will be distracted from thinking about testing!!

QQuaver

Tinkwings, brilliant:T
mrsj28, people get spots when they are pg too, don't give up just yet

codemonkey

*delurks* sorry about what is no doubt going to be a self-pitying rant but I need to let this out somewhere where it will be understood.

Today is cd1. I didnt expect otherwise thinking that we didnt BD at the right times but as I'm early and probably ov'd early its another month with a well timed bd where yet again nothing fertilized or implanted and I'm drained. What's wrong with me? Why can't I do this?

everywhere I look today are people with buggies and they might as well be holding signs saying 'look what I did and you'll never do!' Facebook is not only crawling with pregnancy announcements and people complaining about their pregnancy but week by week updates. 'Today my baby is the size of an Orange'. Well congratulations on your super awesome fertility. Today my womb is a barren, inhospitable environment!

sorry, I know that as we're not even trying I shouldnt be upset but this has hit me really hard for some reason and I just want to curl into a ball away from the world and cry.

tinkwings

codemonkey wrote: »

*delurks* sorry about what is no doubt going to be a self-pitying rant but i need to let this out somewhere where it will be understood.

Today is cd1. I didnt expect otherwise thinking that we didnt bd at the right times but as i'm early and probably ov'd early its another month with a well timed bd where yet again nothing fertilized or implanted and i'm drained. What's wrong with me? Why can't i do this?

Everywhere i look today are people with buggies and they might as well be holding signs saying 'look what i did and you'll never do!' facebook is not only crawling with pregnancy announcements and people complaining about their pregnancy but week by week updates. 'today my baby is the size of an orange'. Well congratulations on your super awesome fertility. Today my womb is a barren, inhospitable environment!

Sorry, i know that as we're not even trying i shouldnt be upset but this has hit me really hard for some reason and i just want to curl into a ball away from the world and cry.

hugs hugs hugs hugs xxxx

mrsj28

codemonkey wrote: »

*delurks* sorry about what is no doubt going to be a self-pitying rant but I need to let this out somewhere where it will be understood.

Today is cd1. I didnt expect otherwise thinking that we didnt BD at the right times but as I'm early and probably ov'd early its another month with a well timed bd where yet again nothing fertilized or implanted and I'm drained. What's wrong with me? Why can't I do this?

everywhere I look today are people with buggies and they might as well be holding signs saying 'look what I did and you'll never do!' Facebook is not only crawling with pregnancy announcements and people complaining about their pregnancy but week by week updates. 'Today my baby is the size of an Orange'. Well congratulations on your super awesome fertility. Today my womb is a barren, inhospitable environment!

sorry, I know that as we're not even trying I shouldnt be upset but this has hit me really hard for some reason and I just want to curl into a ball away from the world and cry.

(((hugs))) we totally understand Feel free to rant as much as you like on here, hope it will help a bit.

My two best friends both got pg on their first month of trying, and we used to joke about them being super fertile (before I started trying) and now I feel like I'm totally sub-human because it didn't work first time. Which is ridiculous, because everybody has a different journey to get their baby. And if I'd got pregnant on my first try, I wouldn't get the same baby that I WILL have eventually, and that baby will be perfect for us.

lilymay1

mrsj28 wrote: »

And if I'd got pregnant on my first try, I wouldn't get the same baby that I WILL have eventually, and that baby will be perfect for us.

I second this. If my daughter had lived, my son wouldn't be here now and that is a real comfort in my mind.

Big hugs codemonkey (I was going to abbreviate you to CM but that has a very different meaning on this board ). The four months between loosing my daughter and finding out I was pregnant with my son were the LONGEST in history. I even had to turn down a job offer because my co-worker's-to-be's bump had just started to show.

You will get there. As we all will. It'll all come good in the end, so if it isn't good yet - it isn't the end