Depression

blinky

Miroslav wrote:

Well....I have failed so much, which means my confidence is rock bottom.

I have such high standards for myself, not even Brad Pitt could reach them.

In others, I accept people for who they are, but for myself, I have to do everything perfectly.

If I do an exam with 200 questions, and I get 199, It's not good enough.

It's what was drilled into me when young, so if I don't do something perfectly, why would anyone else accept it, if I can't?

I need to re-train my brain.

SNAP...

Same here. Can't get away from the feeling my best is never good enough.

feelinggood_2

Morning all, hope today is a brighter day for all.
Missed the doctors again, but its alright, as I've been forgetting my tablets, so can wait a couple more days.
Bad day here, so probably won't be around that much, hard to ask for help when you really need it
x

blinky

Hi all, :wave:

Weekend didn't go exactly to plan as I was ill again Friday night and Saturday Basically slept all day yesterday but that meant I didn't sleep last night

Gotta go to work now. Hope to catch up with some of you later.

Big hugs to all.

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Morning all, hope today is a brighter day for all.
Missed the doctors again, but its alright, as I've been forgetting my tablets, so can wait a couple more days.
Bad day here, so probably won't be around that much, hard to ask for help when you really need it
x

Morning feelie hun. I'm sorry to hear that. Try to remember the tabs - I know it's a pain in the behind. Did you get one of those tablet compartment box thingies? I'm at work (oh joy), so I'll be in and out here - but big hugs in the meantime hun, if it helps at all do post and I'll do what I can. You take care. Sazxx

Sazbo

blinky wrote:

Hi all, :wave:

Weekend didn't go exactly to plan as I was ill again Friday night and Saturday Basically slept all day yesterday but that meant I didn't sleep last night

Gotta go to work now. Hope to catch up with some of you later.

Big hugs to all.

Are you feeling better today blinky? Apart from not sleeping last night, I mean. Did you not see R?

Sazx

feelinggood_2

Sazbo wrote:

Morning feelie hun. I'm sorry to hear that. Try to remember the tabs - I know it's a pain in the behind. Did you get one of those tablet compartment box thingies? I'm at work (oh joy), so I'll be in and out here - but big hugs in the meantime hun, if it helps at all do post and I'll do what I can. You take care. Sazxx

3 of the tabs I take aren't that important, so I'm going to forget about them for a while. I'll be alright in a couple of days, will get back on track then. I just want to go to bed In fact, I think I might do that lol. Thanks Saz x

Sazbo

Morning everyone :hello: Hope you're doing ok. I'm not feeling too brilliant today, not sure why really, although work doesn't help. Got second counselling session tonight and not sure how I feel about that either, but I will go. Gonna make a cuppa see if that'll wake me up.

Take care everyone. Much love,

Sazzy xxx

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

3 of the tabs I take aren't that important, so I'm going to forget about them for a while. I'll be alright in a couple of days, will get back on track then. I just want to go to bed In fact, I think I might do that lol. Thanks Saz x

No worries hun. Get some rest. Sx

feelinggood_2

Hope conselling goes well tonight saz, will be thinking of you x

rose07

hello everyone, tiff, ccstar, ethel, gillette, ltd, pp, gl, blinky, everyone xxx

morning saz and feelie

saz - i hope all goes well tonight at your appointment with councellor. its a monday hun, and ya at work so i can understand you feeling down. but must be lunch right about now. i will be on and off most the day if you need to chat or anything xxx

feelie, hi huni, how you doing today? i always forget about me tablets too. so the tabs arent too important then? , i went to the doctors today, got to lie down on his bed, so that was nice, until he poked and prodded me, grrr, lol. now i in more pain from his pokes, lol.
hope you ok, and ya know where i am , have a pleasant sleep xxx

i am having a mad day today, the rest of my week is full of appointments, managing your emotions tomorrow, dentist and psychiatrist weds, and next step on thursday, thing is tho, to go to next step i have to be appointed a community social worker, nurse thingy, cant remember what they called? and i think i should def have one, but things are going slow? so does anyone know how i chase this up?

ok on with the tidying of my room, not doing to bad with it, managed to throw alot of stuff out soo far, all went to charity today when i went to doctors.

hope all are ok today

keep safe and take care

much love xxxx