Depression

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

OH is going to be home any minute, and I just want to be alone I don't want to be alone, I just don't want to be with him

Have you been on your walk yet today feelie? xx

feelinggood_2

EthelBloggs wrote:

sounds like a plan...

I dunno what it is.. why I feel like this.. I'm disgustged with myself but dont seem to have any energy to sort meself out..

I just don't think there is any point Why fight, why make all this effort when I still end up feeling bad? Is it so bad to just what a bit of respite from this? Is it so bad to just want to have some time where life isn't so painful? I know this is all my fault, its like my doctor says, I'm refusing to get better.

feelinggood_2

Sazbo wrote:

Have you been on your walk yet today feelie? xx

Not going out today, not getting dressed. Not doing any housework, just going to sit inside and cry and eat and cry some more.

rose07

I think we all need one of these

http://www.bilmck.freeserve.co.uk/GroupHug.jpg

xxx

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

thanks sazbomb *huggs*

I've got a feeling I'm going to be chucked off my course cos i've not been in yet this term and I missed the last week of last term too

Can you ask them for a deferral? Do the remainder of the course at a later date? It's not like you've not had a million other things on your plate is it hun?

Sazbombxxx

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

I just don't think there is any point Why fight, why make all this effort when I still end up feeling bad? Is it so bad to just what a bit of respite from this? Is it so bad to just want to have some time where life isn't so painful? I know this is all my fault, its like my doctor says, I'm refusing to get better.

I can't believe your doctor said that :mad: Like it's not hard enough. It is NOT your fault feelie. Of course it's understandable to want respite, we all want the pain to go. All I can say is hang in there, its all any of us can do... Sazxxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Can you ask them for a deferral? Do the remainder of the course at a later date? It's not like you've not had a million other things on your plate is it hun?

Sazbombxxx

I had to do that last year.. not sure if they'd allow it again

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

I had to do that last year.. not sure if they'd allow it again

It might be worth asking - I mean I can't see it makes much difference to them? See what they say hun xx

geminilady

Sazbo wrote:

Morning everyone :hello: Hope you're doing ok. I'm not feeling too brilliant today, not sure why really, although work doesn't help. Got second counselling session tonight and not sure how I feel about that either, but I will go. Gonna make a cuppa see if that'll wake me up.

Take care everyone. Much love,

Sazzy xxx

Hi Sazbo,maybe you got the Monday blues it is not much fun going back after the weekend.When i win the lottery i'm not going to work again lol. Hope your conselling goes well tonight.x

rose07

feelinggood wrote:

I just don't think there is any point Why fight, why make all this effort when I still end up feeling bad? Is it so bad to just what a bit of respite from this? Is it so bad to just want to have some time where life isn't so painful? I know this is all my fault, its like my doctor says, I'm refusing to get better.

Hun

you are beating yourself up, stop it!!!

People who want help can make an effort to change things around for the better. it is fair to think you arent getting anywhere but you are, i am soo proud of what you have achived as far as drinking and smoking is concerned.

and no it isnt bad to want a break, but if only life were that easy. did ya doctor say that to you? surely you are doing all you can and keeping fighting, sometimes thats all we can do hun

will be right back, something is a burning xxxx