Depression

Tiff_2

EthelBloggs wrote:

now she bloody broke the remote and the telly... lost her temper and threw the remote at the screen.. both don't work now!!! im sooo :mad:

oh and holes in the living room wall! I give up.. seriously, oh and she's just threatened to bash her brothre's skull in with an ornamental rock :mad:

I've warned them that if there's anymore, I'm calling the police

Hi ethel hun!:wave:
Oh bless you angel. Just passing through & saw last few posts.
I don't blame you hun. Call the police if you need to angel. Either that or maybe a neighbour might.
Why don't these people do something for your situation?!:o
Seriously ethel, you are such a hero and an amazing mother!:T :A
I really wish I could be more useful to you hun, but I know that you're already aware of the out of hours services available.
I'll try and get back later if I can angel. Huge Tiff hugs!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

Hi cc!:wave: Hi gem!:wave:
Again, just to let you know that I'm thinking of you and that I'll give your posts their due respect in the a.m. as I can't stop now.
Really feeling for you both.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

EthelBloggs

hiya tiffy... as far as I'm aware there are no out of hours services apart from 999 who were too busy to attend.
I've just stoped them from bashing each other heads in with ornamental stones and stabbing with scissors, all my ornaments and things are thrown everhwere.

son has agreed to go n stay at my mums for tonight, see what i can do in the morning cos i can't cope with it.. one of my fingernails is ripped out whre i tried to separate them and they are both blck n blue

ive seriously had enuff

geminilady

EthelBloggs wrote:

hiya tiffy... as far as I'm aware there are no out of hours services apart from 999 who were too busy to attend.
I've just stoped them from bashing each other heads in with ornamental stones and stabbing with scissors, all my ornaments and things are thrown everhwere.

son has agreed to go n stay at my mums for tonight, see what i can do in the morning cos i can't cope with it.. one of my fingernails is ripped out whre i tried to separate them and they are both blck n blue

ive seriously had enuff

Hi Ethel,Just logged on i work till eight.Heck you have been having a time of it!Hopefuly things have calmed down now your son has agreed to go to your mums.Just wondered how old your children are and if your son has problems or just your daughter?It must be awful watching them fight like that i don't know how you cope.I thought the police had to respond to 999 calls?aparently not.I don't know what out of hours services Tiff means unless its social services but i am sure she will tell you later for future referance.Your finger must be sore,i know how painful a ripped finger nail can be.You should be proud of yourself for all the things you cope with,a lot of people would just give up.Hope the rest of the evening is a little more peaceful for you.Thinking of you.

EthelBloggs

Hiya GL

yes it's all quiet now, thankfully.. apparently all the police units were attending a major incident somewhre else.

my son is 14 and daughter is 16, he has no problems but she's very good at niggling and irritating and saying just the right things to make you want to kill but she does it in such a way that you can't put your finger on what it is she's doing, if that makes sense? she's been at it most of the afternoon soo...... in the end he bit. he's normally very calm and easy going and it's quite rare that he loses his temper like this...

i'm going ot get on to the social worker first thing in the morning cos none of us can carry on like this.. I'll end up in the funny farm if it goes on much longer. I'm just so sick and tired of of it all.

At least if b/f had been here, this wouldn't have happened cos he'd have been able to step in better than me.. they're both way taller than me u see, and stronger soo... I'm about as much good as chocolate teapot!

Thanks for thinking of me, tho.. i'm just sat here with a cuppa woolgathering now, lol

rose07

hello everyone

anyone about?

hugs to you all :grouphug:

much love to all of you thinking of yas

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rose07

stenny wrote:

Big Huggzzzzz Rose.
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you hun xxx, thinking of u. xxx

thanks stenny

i just seem to be hitting rocks after rock, once i get up something knocks me down again, such a struggle

but i was out today help and old lady and she was very happy so that made me happy:)

i been around people today that have been takin the p*ss but i think im just about handling it

just f**kin fed up of people treating me like cr*p lol

oops i can swear can i soz dont wanna offend any of yas:o

much love stenny

hope you are well how are things going for you?

take care

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rose07

geminilady wrote:

Hi,Rose Sorry you are going through a bad time and there was nobody about last night.Hope you are fealing a little better today.Although there maynot be someone on every hour off the day we all read the thread so please post if it helps and i am sure someone will reply.Thinking of you.(((hug)))

Hi GL

how are you doing?

ah its ok, weird i look at this board as second family but have been a bit distant lately due to just alot in me head, im sure you all know what i mean. your all family tho, though i have felt some people just dont care, but thats prob me as i am such a sensitive soul

im afraid today i have been worse, my mood is going all over the place, i have realised alot and its hitting me, a few things from my past and things i need to do, but doing them is the hard part and putting things behind me is even harder. :rolleyes:

trust me if i wrote down everything it will be a mega mega rosie essay and yas would get bored :rotfl:

take care huni :grouphug:

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rose07

hello eveyone , tiff, saz, gillette, ccstar, stenny, gl, ltd, twinny, ethel, pumkin, blinky, carolyn malky, queensway boy, miro, elona, well all of yas. you all know who yas are by now, just shows ya what a family we have here now

well i been a emotional rose of lately,



i never know whether to post or not atm, lots going on and as i say some of it would take too long to go over, but basicly have a lot of decisions to make which i dunno where to start with

and gillette ya your right my baby is a dog, the sweetie that she is, had her for 11 years, and have no idea what i would do without her, she is lovely, always there for a hug , thing is i looked up her symptoms on the internet and it said she could have anything from diabetes, to virus, kidney failure or even cancer :eek:

so going to the vet tomorrow to see

also things at home getting alot harder i am the only one here now so having my parents shouting around me and my mum even pointed her finger at me , god ya would think iwas still 12.

and carolyn m, yeah i know ya know, soz hun, mind like a jelly tot at the moment, all squishy :rotfl: , i even did a painting today for 2 hours and dont remember doing it my head is full of cr*p , how are you doing hun?

i really am thinking alot at the moment,

im going to take myself of the councelling list as i dont thinkncouncelling helps me, i havve been put back at square one now, and my meds are messed up and my life too, things going a bit pear shaped

saz how is the councelling going? i hope you are getting something from it, it can be very hard and emotional to do and i hope you have given yaself a pat on the back for making the steps. xxxxxxxx

tiff, now hun, is your milk full

and do you have plenty of food in ya dish?
i hope you are feeling better, can undrstand to a point about what you say and feeling like you just shouldnt say things, feels like im gonna burst, but i cant cry , everytime i go to sh i stop myself, and things build up more, anyway i hope you are looking after yaself and you and ya cpn and everyone are fighting for your corner, sounds like things are going hard for you at the moment but kep it going hun, we are all here behind ya xxx

ok better go as havent slept since friday or saturday, god i dunno what day im even on, my mum has half term this week so things very stressful

take care everyone

and lots of these for you all





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learning_to_drive

Morning chaps and chapettes.

Ltd's "Making LTD great again 2007" plan begun so well with financial crisis dealt with (from 9 direct debit's to 3 (1 is an ISA)) and paying off debts galore. I've sorted myself out with a nice lady friend hopefully, sorted out my personal problems and whilst being on anti d's still (stay on them even after im better, reading on Wiki) next appointment is end of march. Basically sorting everything out so that everything is set up.

My work is still holding me back, I have tremendous lows, from 10-12 then im ok, but I really dont like the night shift, I have no intention of doing many more, thats not a depressive thing, Im bored rigid and as a result im beginning to coast (as I invariably do, dangerous for me when i get bored) I got a warning for riding on pallet wheels tonight, stills from the camera, couldnt really say much, i took it on the chin, but it got me thinking that nights aren't for me. I am willing to do anything short term to sort myself out with a bit of cash.

Im fortunate that money is important, but due to my fiscal dealings I can afford to drop down money, to get back on days, Im not a night owl and I am willing to do anything until something that I have applied for (Morrisons / Barclays, Natwest etc etc etc) comes off and then I go there until anything comes off.

The job was always going to be the hardest thing to change, I have done everything in my power to find a steady away day job to complete the turnaround and enable me to earn a decent wage until September. However, short term I need to be off nights, Its affecting my health, Ive felt ropey for about 3 weeks, best way to describe it is when you are hungover and not had enough sleep, constantly thirsty and just feel sweats coming on and things.

Coupled with my back muscle weakness injury returning, this restricts me doing manual work such as retail because every twinge kills me and tbh my sickness record is bad enough recently due to the depression etc.

Again, Im trying so hard, but nothing is coming off at the minute, I want to be able to sort myself out whilst im on days, nights was good whilst I bedded in and sorted myself out. But now I need days and to complete the turnaround to normality.