Depression

Sazbo

Morning ethel hun. Was raining earlier but stopped now.

Got everything crossed for ya LTD!

Love, Sazbomberxxx

learning_to_drive

Ty Sazzy, if it doesnt come up, not the end of the world. Maybe its because I dont have my car now, and my dads giving me a lift. Im going to get train to town and then bus from town home in the morning. If my dad is late or doesnt get up, im stranded.

Shame that I had to sell the car, but i really expected to have a job by the time this all happened. The car had to go, its jst strange, in a way, if im being honest, i associate my car with being safe, when i was at tax office I spent more time in my car driving around and stuff than i did there, obviously I was going through hell at the time. Now if owt happens (not that it will) I have nowhere to go because no transport at that time or anything.

Not that i would leave or owt, but its the escape route factor. Strange I know, just feel a bit strange.

learning_to_drive

Or it could be that im bored waiting for things to happen! Waiting for text messages / phone calls / waiting for the post / waiting for work.

Having to go to bed before work all the time, not having much of a life, spending most of my time in bed, oh i dont know!!!

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote:

Or it could be that im bored waiting for things to happen! Waiting for text messages / phone calls / waiting for the post / waiting for work.

Having to go to bed before work all the time, not having much of a life, spending most of my time in bed, oh i dont know!!!

Yep, you're a firecracker hun!:D:D Sazxx

learning_to_drive

LOL indeed, i just feel strange, moff back to bed, been up since 4, may as well got some more sleep in!

Its just rubbish because after all that ive been through, after everything, I just want normality. That is what i need. Nights are starting to hinder my life a bit, im sure something will come off soon!

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote:

LOL indeed, i just feel strange, moff back to bed, been up since 4, may as well got some more sleep in!

Its just rubbish because after all that ive been through, after everything, I just want normality. That is what i need. Nights are starting to hinder my life a bit, im sure something will come off soon!

I'm sure it will hun. Thing is to keep a few irons in the fire all the time, keep putting feelers out, eventually something will come back. I gotta go into a long meeting Sleep well hun and take care, Sazzyxxx

CarolnMalky

Are you all sitting comfortably??...then I'll begin:

You still have time to go and get a cuppa

learning_to_drive

CnM, im off for a cuppa!

Cudnt sleep guys, im ok, i just feel very strange, no news in the post today

EthelBloggs

ooh, Im all excited.. got lots of goodies in the post, lol

had ordered some touche eclat and they sent me loads of freebies to go with it woohoooo

CarolnMalky

Afternoon everyone :wave: its the start of another week!!

I had a good weekend, just took it nice and easy, I am learning to stop being so hard on myself, which as many of you will know is easier said than done!! It takes time and patience,,,i have lots of time...but very little patience with myself-if only I could buy a top-up on ebay :rolleyes:

Bunnie - Big hugs hun, please remember we are all here to help each other and keep posting and we will do our best. Would a letter from your GP help with regards to a council house? I would imagine that would get you soem extra points as the situation you are in just now will be exacerbating your condition-its worth a wee try.

Blinky - Good luck at the hospital today - you are in my thoughts. Glad you had a good weekend, and hope you aren't too tired

LTD - Things seem to be going well-please remember deadlines are good for some, but can be stressful for folk like us, as the nearer we get to the deadline the more of a failure we can feel. Try not to be so hard on yourself. Good luck with your interviews

Pumpkin - Major hugs to you hun...we are all here for you

QB - Hope you are ok babe...your hugs are superb :T :kisses3:

Saz - Hows you poppet?? Amazing how a nice hot brings us round isn't it! Good luck with the counselling today.:kisses3:

Ethel - I know how you feel...I'm weary today too lol. The weather is the same here today! Have a good day and take it easy

CC - Glad things are kinda ok hun...remember if you want to talk...im on msn

Badgie - I totally know what you mean about the "funny" thing- I use it as my armour... the minute I stop being funny, people ask if I'm ok which makes me think they only like me when I'm funny. We are our own worst enemies. Congrats on the baby :T A great uncle eh!!

Tiff - glad you're feeling better...take it easy now!!

To all readers/lurkers/new posters :wave: hiya!

To everyone fairy dust and hugs for a good day today