Depression

learning_to_drive

LTD - Things seem to be going well-please remember deadlines are good for some, but can be stressful for folk like us, as the nearer we get to the deadline the more of a failure we can feel. Try not to be so hard on yourself. Good luck with your interviews

Thanks CnM Very true, I just feel strange today, I have no idea why, maybe its because my routine has been disrupted with not having the car? I need to chill out, **deep breaths**

learning_to_drive

Hope everyone is ok today

EthelBloggs

I'm good ta ltd.. you on the other hand need to try n get some sleep!!!

Horasio

Today feels very stagnant for some reason - I think it's the boring rain.

I preferred last week, sunny, colder and drier, even had snow

This is just boring, it is now 4 viewers and feel nothing is happening - I tend to get very twitchy or lazy when I'm keyed up for action and nothing much happens.

When I start to cook with the best intention, I want to throw everything around the kitchen by the time it is time to eat it and I can't eat for about an hour later. Everyone seems to make such a dirty noise when they eat too, especially men - argggh!!!!!!!

I wish my son would bog off to wherever he is going - since he has been at uni, there is no real routine and he hangs around too much and it's unsettling. I prefer it when they are both out so I can run the house better. The house feels so dirty and messy when they are home too. I really need to live alone but can't till this place sells. I hate it enough and when people reject my lovely home, I want to smack em one! How dare those rednecks reject my lovely home - the fools.

And I can eat and do business in peace IYKWIM:D

I can't handle boredom and waiting:(

learning_to_drive

I know ethel, I shall go to bed in a bit, I had 14 hours last night, and have been up since 4 am, so Ill go to bed in readiness for tonight, still no news, no news is good news is the mantra im adopting.

CC, I feel your pain, I was convinced that I would have a new job by now on days to virtually complete my personal life overhaul, sadly, its not to be yet.

Horasio

learning_to_drive wrote:

I know ethel, I shall go to bed in a bit, I had 14 hours last night, and have been up since 4 am, so Ill go to bed in readiness for tonight, still no news, no news is good news is the mantra im adopting.

CC, I feel your pain, I was convinced that I would have a new job by now on days to virtually complete my personal life overhaul, sadly, its not to be yet.

It is so demoralising looking for work and selling homes.

You are not in control, only someone else can help you progress - like actors looking for the break through auditions, they have to keep going.

It is good to rant, then work out another way of coping and persevere.

I remember when I was looking for work in the past - what I hate is they are so mediocre and they reject US!!!

I hate it!!!!!!!

elona

Hello everybody

Have been playing hide and seek with the washing! Hung three washloads out and it has just started to rain! DH helped me rescue it.

Still have at least three loads of washing to go in the machine!!! AAARGGH!!!

DD(13) has been tidying her room and presented me with about a month's worth of clothes to wash! Then told me she did not like to bring down all her washing as she knew how much I had to do. She just does not get that putting a few items in every day is a heck of a lot easier than trying to get six huge machine loads washed and dry in this weather!

DH has just polished off some soup so is a happy bunny.

Dds are home as it is half term and the washing mountains and ironing mountains look like Mount Everest! At least as Dh took me to Lidl yesterday I have full cupboards.

CCStar
Beware people who rave about your house - you will never see them again! They will not even have the decency to tell you while people who do not seem that keen will put in an offer the nexr day. The last time we sold a house was 18 years ago and the memories are vivid! Worse than a horror story.

Hugs to everybody.

Horasio

elona wrote:

Hello everybody

Have been playing hide and seek with the washing! Hung three washloads out and it has just started to rain! DH helped me rescue it.

Still have at least three loads of washing to go in the machine!!! AAARGGH!!!

DD(13) has been tidying her room and presented me with about a month's worth of clothes to wash! Then told me she did not like to bring down all her washing as she knew how much I had to do. She just does not get that putting a few items in every day is a heck of a lot easier than trying to get six huge machine loads washed and dry in this weather!

DH has just polished off some soup so is a happy bunny.

Dds are home as it is half term and the washing mountains and ironing mountains look like Mount Everest! At least as Dh took me to Lidl yesterday I have full cupboards.

CCStar
Beware people who rave about your house - you will never see them again! They will not even have the decency to tell you while people who do not seem that keen will put in an offer the nexr day. The last time we sold a house was 18 years ago and the memories are vivid! Worse than a horror story.

Hugs to everybody.

Yes I know what you mean - so effing false, full of BS - I want to do something horrible - arggggggggh!!!. My neighbour is making a racket in their garage. I think he has retired and at home all day. Every other place I have lived people have been at work all day and it was bliss.

We had an Indian woman come to the door asking for specs as they drove past, we asked if they wanted to see the place - it was ready for another viewing. She went off and didn't come back - why do we get the oddball idiots?????

I so want to get away!!!!!!!!!!

Horasio

I feel for people with kids off for half term - I have that feeling most of the time and the neighbours home by day too - there is no peace.

I wish he would get a job if he's not at uni so much!! He thinks it will all land in his lap when he qualifies.

He needs the money but no he's allowed to be an asssssss and I have to endure it. They agree it is bad behaviour but do nothing about it.

I really hate his behaviour just now and I'm not going to be terribly friendly if he won't make the effort.

nippy26

Bit of an update to be honest & thanks to all that have sent positive comments and helped me understand more of what's going on - it really is appreciated.

We went to the doctor this morning, who was very good, I must say. He has recommended instead of prescribing antidepressants that hubbie speaks to someone from the local mental health team. We are awaiting the call, but can anyone give me any ideas as to what to expect from this please? It sounds very worrying, but of course the situation is serious, so I understand why - just not sure what to expect!

Hubbie's having a bit of an off day since then - is sleeping again...