DreamerHelen's New Diary - "Ad Astra per Aspera"

niknok_2

Oooo can I join the weight loss!! I have put on over 3 stone whilst pregnant and when baby comes in the next month I can really focus on getting back to target!

DreamerHelen

Thank You Crimson Addict hun....I really appreciate it....And I'm not sure I'm an inspiration but if I am then that's good....And no, I'm NOT going to just lay down and die....I'm going to LIVE....

And of course you can join in the Weight Loss thing Crimson and NikNok....We can all spur each other on....Give me a couple of Weeks and then I'll go and Join Slimming World and really GO FOR IT!!!

Finally managed to get some sleep last night....So I feel a bit better this morning.....I think my Cold is on it's way out so that's good....

Feeling a bit strange this morning actually....It's like I can't truly get into my head what has happened this Week....but I'm sure it will sink in over the next few Weeks...and things will settle back down....

So that's me....xxx

diamond_sky

Coming out of lurking (that sounds creepy, doesn't it!). I haven't posted on this forum much, but often read when I'm bored (at work :shhh:) and I'm just so amazed at how you're coping with things. You aren't a victim hon, you're a survivor. I so hope things will turn around for you from now on. xxxx

DreamerHelen

diamond_sky wrote: »

Coming out of lurking (that sounds creepy, doesn't it!). I haven't posted on this forum much, but often read when I'm bored (at work :shhh:) and I'm just so amazed at how you're coping with things. You aren't a victim hon, you're a survivor. I so hope things will turn around for you from now on. xxxx

Thank you for de-lurking....I often lurk too so don't worry!! LoL I also read when I'm bored or just chilling out....and usually when I'm supposed to be Working!!

Thank You for your lovely Words....I HATE the word "victim"...I'm NOT a victim...I'm a SURVIVOR....and I will survive this....It's time to move on now...and rebuild my Life...

Do feel free to Post whenever you would like to....

Upsidedown_Bear

Dropping in to say hello :hello:

Glad you got some sleep and hope your cold goes away quickly

DreamerHelen

Upsidedown_Bear wrote: »

Dropping in to say hello :hello:

Glad you got some sleep and hope your cold goes away quickly

Hey Sweetie..... :beer:

My Cold seems to be getting worse this Afternoon and NOT better as I had originally thought when I woke up this morning....so I'm feeling pretty rubbish physically.

I spoke with the Arresting Officer today (who has been BRILLIANT!!)....He confirmed that Mace and Pepper Spray are illegal....but said that apparently "he" broke down in the Dock yesterday when the Verdict was given....and the Arresting Officer said that he thinks that "he" is just so relieved to have gotten off that if he should come face to face with me where I live he would probably turn and run in the opposite direction for fear of being taken back to Court!! So that's made me feel a bit better....

I am STILL going to go to Self Defence Classes...I have found a "Krav Maga" Class which has appealed to me for a while after reading a Book where the main Character did this type of Self Defence and I've found a place in London that does it cheaply....It's £30 for an Initial 3-Hour Class where they teach you the basics...and then £10 every Week for a 2-Hour Class...so I didn't think that was too bad....and apparently you lose weight and get fitter doing it too....so I'm going to do that in the next couple of months, once I start on my Diet...

Just about to start Work for a couple of hours...hopefully I can still sound sexy while sniffing, coughing and sneezing!! LoL

Upsidedown_Bear

DreamerHelen wrote: »

Hey Sweetie..... :beer:

My Cold seems to be getting worse this Afternoon and NOT better as I had originally thought when I woke up this morning....so I'm feeling pretty rubbish physically.

I spoke with the Arresting Officer today (who has been BRILLIANT!!)....He confirmed that Mace and Pepper Spray are illegal....but said that apparently "he" broke down in the Dock yesterday when the Verdict was given....and the Arresting Officer said that he thinks that "he" is just so relieved to have gotten off that if he should come face to face with me where I live he would probably turn and run in the opposite direction for fear of being taken back to Court!! So that's made me feel a bit better....

I am STILL going to go to Self Defence Classes...I have found a "Krav Maga" Class which has appealed to me for a while after reading a Book where the main Character did this type of Self Defence and I've found a place in London that does it cheaply....It's £30 for an Initial 3-Hour Class where they teach you the basics...and then £10 every Week for a 2-Hour Class...so I didn't think that was too bad....and apparently you lose weight and get fitter doing it too....so I'm going to do that in the next couple of months, once I start on my Diet...

Just about to start Work for a couple of hours...hopefully I can still sound sexy while sniffing, coughing and sneezing!! LoL

I'm sure you can some men probably really like it...:D:eek:

It's good to hear what the arresting officer had to say.

Just had a look at Krav Maga on yootube. Looks very :eek:
I wouldn't be arguing with you :rotfl:

DreamerHelen

LoL Hun....some probably WOULD enjoy it....but I just had a sneezing fit and now a coughing fit so I'm going to leave it until a bit later....when hopefully I'll feel a bit better....

Yep, Krav Maga is supposed to be pretty hardcore....but if it's done properly I might never need to be scared ever again!!

Right....Going to finish watching Masterchef from last night and then get some sleep so I can try and do a Night Shift tonight...

Catch you all later on xxx

The_Dragon

If I had some pompoms I would be waving them (followed by falling over and waiting for Dr Dragon to get home and help me off the floor! Meanwhile the Cairn Terrier would be licking me to giggling overload! )

I luuuurve the way you are surviving and hope one day to meet you in real life!

DreamerHelen

The_Dragon wrote: »

If I had some pompoms I would be waving them (followed by falling over and waiting for Dr Dragon to get home and help me off the floor! Meanwhile the Cairn Terrier would be licking me to giggling overload! )

I luuuurve the way you are surviving and hope one day to meet you in real life!

Aww hun thank you for your words...you're very sweet and it would be an honour to meet with you....Having read some of your Diary I think you are VERY brave yourself!!

Managed to get a little bit of sleep this Afternoon so I am awake now....Not sure about raring to go but I MUST work tonight....so I'm going to give it a few hours and then do some Work....Just hope I can make it through a Night Shift on the Phones as I'm already exhausted and feeling rubbish...but we'll see how i get on with it....

Just wish this blasted cold would go away...I really did think it was on it's way out this morning but it seems to still be around and not going anywhere right now....Hopefully it will go soon so I can get back to normal....

Feeling okay right now in terms of what has happened....but that could change....All I know right now is that he is still in Prison until 7th June...and after that I don't know what will happen....

But I'll get there....even if it is slowly....