DreamerHelen's New Diary - "Ad Astra per Aspera"

DreamerHelen

Upsidedown Bear....I respect you and respect your decision....I won't say anymore on the Subject except that I also wish you well.

Crimson Addict....I will take your help gladly and willingly....Tonight I will put together a Post to PM you with listing everything that needs paying over the rest of July and August and maybe you can help me to sort it out - I would be very grateful.

Mara....Thank You for your continued Support, I really appreciate it.

Shovel Lad....Yes, that is about the lot and I can add in some Figures there which I can PM to Crimson Addict and will do later on.

I feel that I HAVE done well this Week so far and will continue to do well and will continue to work towards my Target....

At the end of the day....I know that you Guys are rooting for me....Maybe I need to start rooting for myself and actually believing I can make more out of my Life....I have such low self-esteem and I give up too easily....Well this Week I am NOT giving up....

I'm going to go and grab a bite to eat....then log on at 8pm and while I'm Working I shall Work on that PM to you Crimson Addict....Beware - It's likely to be a long one!!

Thank You to Everyone again. My Life is constantly about screwing up and trying to make it right....Maybe this time I CAN make it right....xXx

PestoPasta

OK, Helen, I second Crimson Additcts challenge to your to make £35 tonight. Get on the phone missy!

DreamerHelen

PestoPasta wrote: »

OK, Helen, I second Crimson Additcts challenge to your to make £35 tonight. Get on the phone missy!

Done on the £35....will do with no problems whatsoever!!

And I DO need to eat....but promise to Log On by 8pm tonight....for the duration....until I've earned at least £35....

crimson.addict

Helen please add dates also of when they come out your bank so that I can make sure you are properly prepared.

I should be able to get it sorted for you by Sunday so we can work out what you need to earn for next week and what we need to add on from this week

X

DreamerHelen

crimson.addict wrote: »

Helen please add dates also of when they come out your bank so that I can make sure you are properly prepared.

I should be able to get it sorted for you by Sunday so we can work out what you need to earn for next week and what we need to add on from this week

X

Thank You so much hun....I really appreciate all the help.....I don't deserve it....Actually, no, I DO deserve it....I deserve some help and I am going to take it gratefully....

I have logged in and it seems busy....So I'm aiming for £35....and I'm aiming for it in 5 hours....So that's £7 per hour to aim for....although obviously I can't control who Calls me....but it's nice to have something to aim for!! And I won't quit until I've got my £35....and I hope to get more than that...

diamond_sky

crimson you're a star :j

Sorry I haven't posted for ages, been so busy with uni work. I too cringed when you mentioned the scratchcard, yes it came good this time but when they don't...it's just throwing money away.

I know your area of London well, my ex lives by the docklands, do miss going to London regularly, although know how expensieve it is to live there.

DreamerHelen

diamond_sky wrote: »

crimson you're a star :j

Sorry I haven't posted for ages, been so busy with uni work. I too cringed when you mentioned the scratchcard, yes it came good this time but when they don't...it's just throwing money away.

I know your area of London well, my ex lives by the docklands, do miss going to London regularly, although know how expensieve it is to live there.

Hi There....

Yes, Crimson is AMAZING....and she is really helping me out of a hole....And it's a deep messy hole full of rubbish....but she's helping to pull me out bit by bit....

Yes you're right about the Scratchcard....I agree....It was silly...

It's not very busy tonight but I'm NOT giving up....I'll get that £35 come hell or high water!!

Mara_uk7

Well.. Look at you ! Lol I'm out for a while and you're all sorted out, What a lovely kind offer from Crimson, hopefully this might focus your mind.
Tonights target seems very reasonable, i do hope you smash it, that will give your self esteem a boost. And Goodness knows you need that. Ive almost lost track, how much do you need for the week, and when will you actually see the wages in your account ?

Well, time to go for a bath and bed, another early start tomorrow, but on the bright side, it is Friday ! Good luck for tonight. Xx

DreamerHelen

Well I had a disasterous night last night....My Internet, TV and Phone all went down.....good old Virgin!! :mad: And I had only made a fiver!!! :mad:

So I wasn't best impressed....AT ALL!!

So I'm playing catch-up this Morning.....The good thing is that I managed to get some sleep which is good because it means that I can Work all day today AND tonight without needing sleep....I'll get some sleep tomorrow morning after the Night Shift tonight....

So, my Plan for today....

Make £30 without a break - That will take me up to the £35 I should have made last night....

Then Work throughout the day making as much money as I can do....AND Work tonight....

I'll have a clearer idea of what I'm doing today after I've made my £30....cause I don't know how long that will take me during the day....Just hope it's busy this morning!!

I'm so gutted....I was all fired up last night and then everything went down....It was soooooooooo frustrating!! All that Virgin could tell me was "Our engineers are working on it!!"

So I'm NOT happy this morning....But, I just have to keep on plugging away....I'm NOT going to give up....

Onwards and Upwards.....

Mara_uk7

In the words of the famous Victor Meldrew ... I dont bloody believe it !!!