Memorygirls - The Matrix Re-inspired

Triciaxx

It's 21:25 (according to my clock) I'll stay on line for a while in case Fantasia needs to contact anyone.

I have a lot of feeling for your position, Fantasia and wish I had had a similar network when I needed it.

MrsMoo2U

Back and will be around checking in. PM if you need to contact me and talk.

fantasia322

I am still around and reading and so grateful for the support I am in tears again, thank you all so much. Am not thinking very rationally at the moment, so forgive me for waffling. I have to say thoughm that while i'm hurting, it takes two to cause a situation and I think I played a large part in the circumstances which led to what happened with me and other half. I said some pretty hurtful things also so am not blameless. Not defending, just being honest. Thing is, I think its too late to put it right, you cant go back, only forwards and I'm not thinking straight right now, if that makes sense.

Thank you to everyone. I wont post again tonight, am working tomorrow and I have to try and get some sleep.

Marru

Go and give Leyla a huuuuuuge hug. She understands and it will make you feel better. And see how much love you have had to give. She looks like a different dog after the time she has been with you.

Karmacat

I'm glad to see your post, fantasia, I'll sign off now myself .... I'm sure sleep is the best thing for you, hope you *can*, once you put your head down.

MrsMoo2U

Fantasia, even in the depths of despair you are managing to stay coherent. You know I am around if you need somebody to talk to. Marru's earlier post is so relevant regarding the mid life crisis. Even if you have added to the current situation there is reason in everything. Stay strong (you are strong), try not to have any more ciggies ;, give Leyla a big hug.
Mr C sends his support too and says that you are always welcome to come here for a break, he says bring Leyla if you want to and have time and space to think things through. Sometimes we all hurt those closest to us and just need space. XXXX

clairewop

Talking of sleep I'm shattered it's been a long day and I have got another one tomorrow. So I'm going to say goodnight.

MrsMoo2U

Goodnight Claire,

Night everybody else. Thank you for being such a fabulous network of women as always. I am proud to *know* you all.

oceanspirit

Just been catching up with today's posts. Fantasia, I am so sorry to hear of your situation.

fantasia322 wrote: »

Nope, totally on my own. Seems to be the way things are for my, he is probably right about me alienating everyone.

I seem to remember you were invited back to work for a company that you had previously left? That tells me that the above quote is definitely not true. And you are wanted by all of us here and have been missed recently.

I do hope things will look better in the morning. Do give yourself time to think and don't make any decisions in a hurry. Will keep a closer eye on the thread tomorrow to see if I can help in any way.

Have a dodgy hug :grouphug: and we'll be around for you tomorrow.

Willow92

Fantasia - I have no idea what's happened but everyone on this thread is here for you and I hope things get better for you soon