determined to be debtfree!

choogirl

I love Next home as well!

Happy Mothers Day DFW xxx

debtfreewannabe321

oh no!! How i wish i could go back in time and NOT go into next (and matalan & sainsburys home dept) the battery on the car has died a sad death today -£90 for a new battery!!!!!!!!!!!! :eek:

DH moaning about it now. I'm not talking to him because i'm sick of getting the blame for everything so the atmosphere in the house is akin to a primary school playground right now. Que sara.....

I've got a DD due out tomorrow £45 for the phone bill (because they didnt take last months so is two months worth ) and then i will have £30 left to last the week!!!! Am really hoping the funeral is NOT this week nor next. We will be paid next friday wonder if they will hold it off that long??? Hmm doubt it.

Really, properly, completely fed up today !!!!!!!

PinotGrigio41

Oh dear you are fed up arent you ? I'm sorry things arent good for you and you feel so rubbish. Moan away to your hearts content , we are happy to listen ! Look at me last week, I just couldnt stop .....moaning that is !!

debtfreewannabe321

PinotGrigio41 wrote: »

Oh dear you are fed up arent you ? I'm sorry things arent good for you and you feel so rubbish. Moan away to your hearts content , we are happy to listen ! Look at me last week, I just couldnt stop .....moaning that is !!

Thank you pinot

And the stupid thing is i couldn't tell you what is wrong with me I could easily blame it all on mr dfw being harsh earlier but tbh he was no different to usual and i usually just ignore it or have a comeback but feeling very sensitive & down atm. Not sure if it is because of my reiki attunement, wrong time of month or tablets being lowered or something else. I have just sent the longest email in the world to my reiki teacher (lucky her ) funny thing is (or not) on monday and tuesday straight after the attunement i felt on top of the world. had tonnes of energy, felt happy, felt like i had a purpose and slowly as the days have passed i've started eating bad foods again, feeling sorry for myself, doing less self treatment on myself telling myself i'm not worth it i don't have the time etc etc proper feeling sorry for myself! I'm hoping she has an inspiring reply to cheer me up. I so wish i could afford a retreat day once a month. I'm the sort of person who regularly needs her batteries recharging through a whole day of meditation & peace :rotfl:

abba1772

aww you weren't to know that your car battery would die xxx can you not take some of the stuff you bought back to the shops????

hope your teacher replys to your email quickly as it sounds like you need cheering up xxxx

debtfreewannabe321

abba1772 wrote: »

aww you weren't to know that your car battery would die xxx can you not take some of the stuff you bought back to the shops????

hope your teacher replys to your email quickly as it sounds like you need cheering up xxxx

can't return anything, threw away all the packaging and have used everything i bought already :eek::o!!

SHe has replied already :j and made me feel a little better. Am pleased to hear it's not just all in my head but some of the other students are going through similar highs and lows straight after ....it should last 21 days and then my chakras should be cleansed and ready to go :eek: sorry all a little too spiritual for some of you i bet. I've already had dh laugh at me for being 'kooky' and my father - ooooh suppose you reckon your jesus now with the hands on healing- hmmmmmmmmmmm not quite :rotfl: some people eh, ignorance is their bliss xx

abba1772

debtfreewannabe321 wrote: »

can't return anything, threw away all the packaging and have used everything i bought already :eek::o!!

I do that too :rotfl:

brizzledfw

Hope you feel more 'balanced' soon dFW!

Sometimes there is just no reason for feeling a bit overwhelmed. I do, regularly, and there is not necessarily a single big reason for it, perhaps just a build up of little pressures and niggles.

Hope the rest of the week is better

Brizzle

debtfreewannabe321

just redeemed a five pound amazon voucher. only took me 20 million surveys and 50 hours of my time to get it. Isn't being a dfw such fun lol.

debtfreewannabe321

brizzledfw wrote: »

Hope you feel more 'balanced' soon dFW!

Sometimes there is just no reason for feeling a bit overwhelmed. I do, regularly, and there is not necessarily a single big reason for it, perhaps just a build up of little pressures and niggles.

Hope the rest of the week is better

Brizzle

feeling much better now, i really was in a mood earlier! And i think the fact i was on such a high at the beginning of the week just the smallest niggle has sent me crashing back to earth :rotfl: