Life after bankruptcy?

kerri_gt

beanielou wrote: »

ani~Im not sure what has been happenning but please remember a couple of wee things.It is never too late & you have done nothing to be ashamed of so really at the end of the day it doesent matter what your neighbours may think they know they have no idea of your courage & strength.I hope this makes a wee bit of sense to you.
Keep plodding xxx

wise words Beanie - and Ani, whether the judge you or not you don't know what goes on behind their closed doors xx

My tomatoes are growing slowly atm ani, managed to keep these away from the sc but they are tiny and I'm not sure whether there will be enough warm days left for them to turn into anything edible.

just wanted to drop in and say I've not abandoned you ani and give you a big hug - you're a very brave individual that has shown an enourmous amount of courage sharing your journey with us - if it has helped just one other person I hope you will feel it is worthwhile xx

recoverydust

Ani, I understand your fears. I too am all too readily identified on the Internet and I am not very brave or well. I for one, was one of those people who became empowered and emboldened by reading your diary, so please consider continuing even with a new identity.

Sorry to hear about the benefits, perhaps consider not paying the rent and ct as you are entitled to those benefits.

You remain very welcome to come here for a break should you want to come
Xxx

recoverydust

The oh and me are travelling down to Manchester and Leicester this month if anyone near those places wants to meet for coffee
Xxx

ani_26

Booga helping other people. I, need help. This week has taught me i am a liabilty to myself, and others. I'm a shadow of my former self. Where is the way back from all this? How do you recover from complete burn out? There is no instruction manual. I'm sure beanie mentioned a book by Paul McKenna, some time in the deep and distant past? Change your life in 7 days? Yeah right. I've bought it for 50p. I don't believe in following other people's philosophies, and there doesn't look as if there is anything in there, which common sense doesn't tell me already. Maybe i haven't reached the stage where i can luxuriate in doing. Nothing.

Nothing, nothing, nothing. One can't go through life doing nothing, can one? Unless you reach this point, that is.

I did a small amount of gardening today. I now have two bigger tiny tomatoes, and two more minute tomatoes, tens of b* y cucumbers, and lots of autumn onions. I'll probably lose the lot when the weather turns, like it's supposed to, this week. What a waste of time and energy?

Aesop

ani_26 wrote: »

I did a small amount of gardening today. I now have two bigger tiny tomatoes, and two more minute tomatoes, tens of b* y cucumbers, and lots of autumn onions. I'll probably lose the lot when the weather turns, like it's supposed to, this week. What a waste of time and energy?

send them to me, better than the weeds in my garden!

RD - too far from me I am afraid, otherwise would have been nice to meet.

Rainbow_Bridge

Morning x

Can you not harvest them, before the weather turns, and have the most amazing bijou, autumnal salad, savouring all your hard work as you ..... eat it?

So_Sad_Angel

Hi Ani,

How are you ? Is the kitchen in yet? I hope that you are organised on that one.

I hope that you had a lovely weekend. The gardens are growing like mad so I hope that your flowers are getting second wind and will give you more blooms.

I have been so busy here recovering from my sons wedding , getting another beautiful border collie and looking for another job...so its been non-stop here! Finally managed to get this week off though so this is the first time I have had any `me-time` in weeks!

Have a good monday .

Angiexx


Ps - Do you fancy a catch up soon? ... I really must get some more of that chilli fudge...was yummy:D

ani_26

So_Sad_Angel wrote: »

Ps - Do you fancy a catch up soon? ... I really must get some more of that chilli fudge...was yummy:D

Fudge? Sounds good to me. I could use some companionship. I'm fed up of being on my own. xx

So_Sad_Angel

ani_26 wrote: »

Fudge? Sounds good to me. I could use some companionship. I'm fed up of being on my own. xx

I`m off all week and got a couple of job interviews so will text you. Keep smiling

miggy

All very quiet here and I haven't been on line much myself so hoping you are okay ani and maybe managed to get out and eat chilli fudge.

I'm sorry Monday didn't work out. I am doing some thinking.

Angie, all the best for the interviews.

I'm back into the tunnel I call work for a couple of nights and days then away briefly but I'll drop in when I can.

xx