Life after bankruptcy?

So_Sad_Angel

Nohope wrote: »

Thanks Angie x

Good luck with Mam Tor. I'd aim for sunday if i were you. Its going to be s****y tomorrow but fine on sunday. It does'nt matter how much you do, as long as you feel the benefits, ( says me who was determined to do the whole ridge). Anyway, once i was committed, there was no going back,for me.

Thanks for the advice & I didn`t walk it today.....it rained & rained all day here:eek::eek::eek:

Hope you are having a good day NH & getting lots done. Nothing like a rainy day to make you get on with stuff indoors.

Angiexx

ani_26

I give up now. Just roll on the week from hell.

Should be a good day for walking tomorrow, keep fingers crossed, you can do it Angie xx

If i can, anyone can

Woowoo

Morning NH

What's the plan of action for today? I hope you factor in time for your walk x

ani_26

Thankyou woowoo xx

I'm in one of those places today, where i simply can't decide what to do first. So many things going round my mind. I'm running short of time. All hell is going to break loose this week. But its a time for moving on. I mean really moving on, in my head too. I've got to take this opportunity, but now i wish i had'nt. I'm scared, really scared, i feel i'm being set up. But i've got to turn it around and take the positives from it, have'nt i? Oh my gawd, that 6 weeks has gone really quickly. I feel as if i've done nothing. I feel as if i should do nothing, now. Just let it all go.


I'm really upset by what happened on the forum yesterday, with seemingly, uncaring people. People who are too wrapped up in games of their own, to feel any compassion for who they think is a troll. A nutter. Deep down, i know that its i, who should feel sorry for them. but its yet another hurt. I know i should'nt dwell on it, as i should be dwelling on other things.

It is another beautiful day here, and i want to go on the walk i went for last sunday. But it will take most of the day, again. Maybe i should just go for a soak in my bath, and take a shorter walk, today. Then carry on with whats still got to be done. Maybe it will be beautiful again next weekend, when all this is out of the way, and i really can go and appreciate my walk.

Woowoo

I don't know what happened on her yesterday NH?

It sounds like you are a bit more mentally prepared for the week ahead, perhaps you should cease upon this feeling, spend the majority of the day packing and then go for a late afternoon walk x

crumbling

sunshine days:) and the WILL be many more nohope xxx

EB69

I've finished reading through now Nohope and your story is so moving, so touching. I can't begin to know what you are going through, my problems are all of my own making because I am a selfish spoiled little madam. You have been through so much and come so far and you are turning the corner. The future is as bright as the past has been bleak. My thoughts are with you. I may not always post but I will always be reading x

backinbusiness

NH - just stumbled across your thread. My very best wishes for the next few days.

ani_26

Thanks for your comments xx

I just feel too emotionaly drained at the moment, reality is starting to kick in now. I've got a tough week ahead, i'm worried about tomorrow, i now can't believe what i've let myself in for. I don't know how i'm going to cope with it. What a stupid thing to do, and i'm sure i've been set up. I suppose i'll find out for sure, tomorrow. Probably the last sunday night in my home, tonight. I wish i could stop looking back, and start moving forward. How am i going to get through the next two days, just how am i going to get through this. What an insane thing to do. But i had no option, did i ? Only i, could end up in a situation like this. Why do i get myself in these messes.

Woowoo

NH you do not strike me as someone stupid, in fact you come across quite the opposite.

You may have made some mistakes and ended up in this awful situation, but please don't be so hard on yourself.

I think we all need to forgive ourselves a little more, we are after all only human and were all learning as we go along x