I have done nothing yet but writting here is the only way that will make me do stg...

Want_to_be_free

My good friend is travelling today- She left the house in a bombshell.
My son was around this weekend, left about lunch time. He left the house in a bombshell.
Errrr I am stressed out, I so don't want to tidy up now but I don't do mess very well.:o:o:o

jwil

Want_to_be_free wrote: »

My good friend is travelling today- She left the house in a bombshell.
My son was around this weekend, left about lunch time. He left the house in a bombshell.
Errrr I am stressed out, I so don't want to tidy up now but I don't do mess very well.:o:o:o

That would really nark me too WTBF!

Bargain of the week on the straighteners though!

That was a good reaction that NSLB had to the game, is he still as agreeable?

Want_to_be_free

The only productive thing I did this week was to take the hair straighteners back. My hair dryer blown up. So took the straighteners back to Tesco, instead got cheaper version but also got the hair dryer , still had to pay additional £6 but not too bad for good quality Nicky Clark straightener & Babyliss hair dryer. I know I am sad!

Apart from that , I tried to get some rest, unseccesfully. too tired from the week and I am still tired. At work my systems were not working so missed two deadlines and this week not only those missed one I have the third one to complete. And I have to teach etc...It is going to be another fun (!) week. I sound like a write old bag but I need a holiday.

My prince in white flying horse, I think called Pegasus, come and take me to Miami LOL x

jwil

I need a holiday too WTBF. Try and get some time to yourself if you can so you don't overdo it.

Want_to_be_free

My God!!! Is there anybody out there like me who stops writing to her diary long periods of time then comes back again.
Maybe I shall scrap this diary and start a new one? But when? Right now , I want to be lazy , but still too much happening for me. Too much to do. Well, I have a new job but no pay rise yet. So no redundancy here.My course is almost finished , I will be qualified CELTA teacher soon...My son now lives with his father and spends the weekends with me ( how did this happen?) , I am actually very happy about it because I can relax about him a bit ;-) I am paying my debts reqularly , and not only paid over £3000 in one year but also managed to not got into any more debt, even though I paid over £900 for my course fee ;-)) Although I think that must try harder this year , I have not been trying that hard.

Eager_Elephant

Hi WTBF

Good to see you back.

Loads of people don't have time to post on their diary regularly so don't worry about it.

Good to see that life is improving - I hope your son is settled with his father.

Well done for paying £3000 off your debt - that's brilliant progress.

EE

jwil

Well done on the new job and paying off £3000 in a year!

Want_to_be_free

Thank you Eager_Elephant- My life went from hectic to chaotic a bit hence did not have time time update my diary... I think in July I will have time to do yearly Finance MOT... I am travelling with my job and going to Romania for few weeks in July , nearly 4 weeks really. So I guess , I will have time during long and lonely ( ;-p) Romanian nights ....

Hey JWIL , do you know what I actually thought of you several times - I am sure you are still doing great with your carboat and eBay sales ;-) I still didn't do any - mmmm , I will schedule one or two in August - My garage is full again? How come ? God knows... I empthy and clean it every year during summer and it gets full again year after....

I did something funny last night, I went to speed dating event - oh well because tickets were free for me and my friend. It was in a very nice pub in a famous town where our dear queen has a little house ;-))) I met an Italian guy , wow ... Actually quite funny... I cannot believe I started to have some interest to opposite sex... Well still tiny interest .... Well I cannot believe how my life changed withing 18 months either ....

Want_to_be_free

Another long break and here I am again...Do I like writting ? Don't I like writting? Time to time I do I guess, it is not a habit of mine. I do too much of it at work , then don't want to type again when at home...

I have been thinking of starting a new diary, I somehow disconnected with this one. I shall get into habit of writting - liking or not , I know it helps me to cler my thoughts. Do you know what my problem is? I want to 'do' so much , then I push, result well usually none because I finish up my fuel too quickly before seing any results...

My mind is crambling today, without reasons. I am not in a bad mood or anything just indecisive...
I am talking rubish , but as one allowed...
t is not true that I don't get results.
I completed my Celta , didn't I? I changed my job too. I made lots of changes in my life... So why is this heavy feeling inside? Stopping me wanting to do more? I stopped going out , don't even go to gym any more...I need to shake this mood. Maybe I am lonely , but this is different type. I just don't know what I want.I am talking rubish because I always thought I knew what I wanted in life! Now , what is happenning to me?

Want_to_be_free

I did it !!!Officially closing this diary as it served its purposed at the time but it feels just too heavy now...I just need a new beginning , and it will take more then colouring my hair ...