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  • I have no motivation today. I cannot work.This is bad, I am quite behind with my work and all I can think is I need a holiday which I cannot take because I only have 2 days holidays left until Dec 23rd...

    I went to a meeting today about 'How to Manage Difficult Beheviour' , although discussion was good, I am still in the dark. After meeting , I went to work... My mood went into dark places. It must be weather. It is so dark here...

    I am going to go to College tonight. It will be interesting. I think, I already made an enemy on the basis that how I look and how I came a cross as a person without openning my mouth... I was the only one in the class with a laptop, typing my way. I know I looked like a right snop , but this has practical reasons- 1* I don't have time to type my notes after the class 2* I am not confident with my spelling and if I type and make an error I can always spell check afterwards...This guy gave me evil looks , I am a bit intimidated but hey I have so much in my plate to worry about that...

    As I said, today no motivation what so ever.
    I shall really do a reality check with my finances. My signature says it all but I actually paid more then what is in my signature- I only reduced CC payments but forgatten about the payments I made towards reducing my gas and electricty debt along with house maintanence... I will recalculate...Just not today.

    God please give me strenght to finish today without falling a sleep...
    Don't forget smiling :):):)
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    Hope you make it through the day.
    Keep plodding!
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  • Plaese give me strenght to finish today without falling a sleep...

    Haha, I think he heard me, it is 00.37 and I cannot sleep...
    Plodding beanielou, still plodding ...
    Don't forget smiling :):):)
  • jwil
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    Hello Jwil Just read your diary... You are a bookworm but the way you are selling them is amazing...I cannot be parted with my books somehow, everything can be taken but not my books Mine wouldn't sell anyway , they are mostly in a foreign language but I should get into gear and do car boat sales to sell my cloths... I have far too many, I de cluttered the house , meaning everything is in the garage LOL

    Anyway, what I really want to say is, I am not so sure if I am very strong or not but because you guys are telling me that I feel good about myself. Thank you, and I really mean it....

    I used to be the same, but I've really got so much clutter, that I need to get rid, also I really need to clear my debt! There are some books that will never leave this house, but the ones I know I won't read again are gone.

    I've had some luck with foreign language ones too though!

    The way you are handling the situation you are in means you are strong, and you should be proud of yourself!
    "Good financial planning is about not spending money on things that add no value to your life in order to have more money for the things that do". Eoin McGee
  • jwil
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    I have no motivation today. I cannot work.This is bad, I am quite behind with my work and all I can think is I need a holiday which I cannot take because I only have 2 days holidays left until Dec 23rd...

    I went to a meeting today about 'How to Manage Difficult Beheviour' , although discussion was good, I am still in the dark. After meeting , I went to work... My mood went into dark places. It must be weather. It is so dark here...

    I am going to go to College tonight. It will be interesting. I think, I already made an enemy on the basis that how I look and how I came a cross as a person without openning my mouth... I was the only one in the class with a laptop, typing my way. I know I looked like a right snop , but this has practical reasons- 1* I don't have time to type my notes after the class 2* I am not confident with my spelling and if I type and make an error I can always spell check afterwards...This guy gave me evil looks , I am a bit intimidated but hey I have so much in my plate to worry about that...

    As I said, today no motivation what so ever.
    I shall really do a reality check with my finances. My signature says it all but I actually paid more then what is in my signature- I only reduced CC payments but forgatten about the payments I made towards reducing my gas and electricty debt along with house maintanence... I will recalculate...Just not today.

    God please give me strenght to finish today without falling a sleep...

    Hope you made it through the day ok. The chap that was giving you dirty looks for having a laptop - well, that just says a lot about him not you! I can see a million reasons why it makes sense just to type your notes straight out rather than having to decipher them afterwards - which if you are anything like me, means that they make no sense whatsoever :rotfl:
    "Good financial planning is about not spending money on things that add no value to your life in order to have more money for the things that do". Eoin McGee
  • jwil
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    Plaese give me strenght to finish today without falling a sleep...

    Haha, I think he heard me, it is 00.37 and I cannot sleep...
    Plodding beanielou, still plodding ...

    Hope you had some sleep eventually. I'm shattered today...
    "Good financial planning is about not spending money on things that add no value to your life in order to have more money for the things that do". Eoin McGee
  • Ah , I was off line for a while- Now I understand why I was so restless... It was my warning that I was going to be ill. I was so sick - unbeliavable...

    Anyway, there was no money saving here - if anything; I had to spend fortune on medication. And garlic ;-)) My friend was keep poping garlic to my nose , I was so ill to argue with her , just accepted my fate.The worst remedy was the crashed garlic with honey. That was truely disgusting and it sent me to a coma , aham I mean sleep than when I woken up my headache was gone...

    I hope I can catch up with work and life soon
    Don't forget smiling :):):)
  • jwil wrote: »
    Hope you had some sleep eventually. I'm shattered today...

    Sorry I did not reply to you before.I hope you are feeling better and not too tired now.
    Don't forget smiling :):):)
  • jwil
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    Hope you are feeling better now, that sounds nasty! I'm ok thanks, looking forward to the weekend!
    "Good financial planning is about not spending money on things that add no value to your life in order to have more money for the things that do". Eoin McGee
  • I have some mad calculations over the weekend- I meant to re-do my SOA as well, instead I locked myself into my bedroom and red MSE all day long - Well saved me from going out and spending my money but I somehow agreed to go to a Swarovski party tonight apperently prices are 25% less. Why did I agree to go? I thought it would be good idea to have a look at. I must be strong tonight and not spend any money. Although I might just buy a Christmas gift for a friend who helped me a lot during very difficult times.

    I am turning into a very boring person, not wanting to spend any money on anything except necessary food and petrol. This cannot be good.
    Don't forget smiling :):):)
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