Miscarriage support

ttc39

Hi all, hope everyone ok xx

Rosie please try to see that if you read a message from me saying hubbie not wanting me on here - what would you think?.? I read the thread before about your dad Hun and I think your boyfriend sounds very controlling too :-(. Big hugs xxx it's not easy to get out of a controlling relationship but we are all here to support you xxx

please-let-me-be-lucky

Rosie, I hope my last pm didn't offend. I think you need all the support you can get right now and it's just plain wrong you are being denied that. I agree with everyone else, this doesn't sound like a positive or healthy relationship for you to be in and we are all here for you if you need us.

Lara, yay for ttc :j.

Ttc, glad you had a good weekend.

Hugs to all that need them.

I just did a clear blue digi. Not pregnant. Back to waiting for AF then!

ttc39

Huge hugs Plmbl xx

i am so annoyed withmyself.. as i had said Af started wed... and i totally forgot about setting up cbfm until last night.. then it wouldnt play ball and reset.. (i had lent it to friend for the month i was preggers) and when it did i realised that it was now pointless for this cycle.. as it sets a time window and has to be morning urine.. so big grrrrs... so this cycle will not be using the cbfm !!! Rant over LOL

but last night had a complete meltdown.. was running my bath and then the tears started... was so angry that i am no longer pregnant.. :-( just proved to me that although back at work, putting on a happy face, inside i am still far from that point.

seems as though even those close to me , think i am over it and it was a
long time ago :-(

never mind. that is why i am glad i come on here. might be months/years before we ever feel ok again about it.. I want my forever baby !!! and for all of us too !! xx

please-let-me-be-lucky

Hugs back to you ttc. I think we all feel that way at one point or another, others around us move on and 'forget' but of course we never do. It doesn't 'go away' it just gets less painful to remember, though that in itself takes a long time to achieve.

Fingers crossed you get lucky this cycle Xx

Lara44

I'm having a sad day today for what might have been as well. Hugs to us all xxx

ttc39

Sorry you are having a sad day too Lara xx

Thanks PLMBL xxx I want us all to get pregnant before Xmas ! No pressure lol xx

Rosie hope u are ok xx

rosie_78

He is a little controlling. sorry. I don't know what is wrong with him. he's just been getting worse over past year or so. x

I hope everyone is ok?

ttc39 - this is exactly how I feel most days.

ttc39 wrote: »

seems as though even those close to me , think i am over it and it was a long time ago :-(

plmbl sorry to hear it's neg test result xx xx

Lara44

Me too TTC39 That would be awesome!

rosie_78

Just started bleeding again. Is this normal?
ERPC was on 4th Sept for mmc

It's bright blood too. Not sure if I should call doc tomorrow or leave it

sweaty_betty

rosie_78 wrote: »

Just started bleeding again. Is this normal?
ERPC was on 4th Sept for mmc

It's bright blood too. Not sure if I should call doc tomorrow or leave it

Call the doctor tomorrow, or NHS direct now if you're still awake. Worth getting checked out asap with things like this.