depression

Sazbo

Gillette I'm glad you decided to stay. I think in the end it matters not whether anyone's a bloke or a girl, everyone can be supportive and understanding, as these last few messages, yours included, have clearly shown. So please stay.

rose - I can only echo what these other good people have said - it was not in anyway your fault what happened. I know our instinct is to blame ourselves, but please don't. You had as much right to be in that club last night enjoying yourself. Those guys should have been hauled out on their @rses and giving what for. Makes me very angry... :mad:

gillette147

feelinggood wrote:

19 now, it was 6 years ago.

The drinking is numbing it a little bit. Helping. Got to make sure I don't drink too much otherwise I'll be silly and go and find my hidden craft knife :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

Do you get drunk or just take the edge off?

(and please take the edge off the knife)

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

My neighbours are moving
I'm a bit worried, that as its a 3 bedroom house, it is likely to be a family. And if it is a family, there will be kids so someone will be at home all day. I kinda like the way that during the day, its just me about.
But at least I'm not stressing too much about the future, found out last week that we are here till atleast may - nice to have an idea of how long we'll be here.

Neighbours sometimes just seem a bit thick dont they? how can they not realise what hassel/annoyance/upset they are causing?

All my young life when I was at home all day, everyone was at work and felt lonely.

I got used to it when I got older and started to enjoy it.

Since 1997, there have been people around me at home all day. They are a pain in the a$$. This place is the same. I only have three neighbours and one of them just has to annoy me when I want peace in the garden.

I never understand why they never see their error. If anyone makes a noise, they are usually defensive about it and don't care. I have complained to them all about their noise. The parents behind do seem to have made more effort but when they go away, their 'adult' kids have wild parties whenever they feel like it. My husband went round and they threatened to beat him up and do things to me. We didn't tell the parents but rang the police. We figured we want to sell, so would rather just go without getting people involved.

The man with the shed had screaming kids last summer that you could hear indoors. His attitude 'it isn't that bad' - I wanted to hit him. It is that bad you thick idiot! and he is a university lecturer:mad:

I long for the days where I could sit in my garden and get some peace during the day, so understand your worry about screaming kids living next door.

feelinggood_2

gillette147 wrote:

Do you get drunk or just take the edge off?

(and please take the edge off the knife)

I don't drink very much. Once a week or once a fortnight usually. I have been 17 weeks without it before. The past few weeks, I'm getting drunk about 3 times a week. Usually start at about 2pm, drink till 6 or 7pm, then sober up. I dont get as drunk as I want - thats more cicrumstance than wil power tho.
And I'm unlike to actually SH, haven't done that in a long time

feelinggood_2

Oh two more things.
Trying to work out if it is anxiety related or not.
1) I've got a twitch. Just in my eyelid, but it swaps from top/bottom left/right. Very annoying. That is probably just stress isn't it? Had it for almost a week.
2) Ikeep waking up at 3am, and being incredibly queasy for about 2 hours. Its happened for almost a week as well - it isn't anything I've eaten and it isn't alcohol. I'll have been asleep for ages, then wake up feeling really really really sick. Not actually been sick tho.
Any ideas?
I really should be organised and write it down to take with me to the docs.

Sazbo

Why are so many neighbours just insensitive jerks? I live in a flat and constantly having to ask my upstairs neighbours if they would mind stop dancing to trance music at 3am because i have to be up a 6am, and asking my next door neighbour not to put her dryer on at 1am. Unbelievable. I can't move any time soon, but at least CCS you know you'll be moving soonish although I know it's a pain having to wait it out...

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

19 now, it was 6 years ago.

The drinking is numbing it a little bit. Helping. Got to make sure I don't drink too much otherwise I'll be silly and go and find my hidden craft knife :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

Aw you are about the same age as my son. I thought you were older, you sound very mature in your posts. I was the same at 19, people thought I was older. Low feelings hit anyone at any age. I had some right troughs then, caused by my fluctuating hormones. My son seems to have the mental age of about 14.

Drinking can be a bit dodgy, it can have a nasty kick and you can feel worse. Mind you I sometimes get the wine out when I have had enough and it really can help.

Horasio

Sazbo wrote:

Why are so many neighbours just insensitive jerks? I live in a flat and constantly having to ask my upstairs neighbours if they would mind stop dancing to trance music at 3am because i have to be up a 6am, and asking my next door neighbour not to put her dryer on at 1am. Unbelievable. I can't move any time soon, but at least CCS you know you'll be moving soonish although I know it's a pain having to wait it out...

The idiots.:mad: I'm surprised you could hear the hair dryer tho'.

You must have felt crap having to get up at 6am.

I have to wait to put the place up for sale, then wait till it sells, so likely to be around April if it sells quickly. Too blooming long:mad:

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Oh two more things.
Trying to work out if it is anxiety related or not.
1) I've got a twitch. Just in my eyelid, but it swaps from top/bottom left/right. Very annoying. That is probably just stress isn't it? Had it for almost a week.
2) Ikeep waking up at 3am, and being incredibly queasy for about 2 hours. Its happened for almost a week as well - it isn't anything I've eaten and it isn't alcohol. I'll have been asleep for ages, then wake up feeling really really really sick. Not actually been sick tho.
Any ideas?
I really should be organised and write it down to take with me to the docs.

Might be a good idea to mention the queasiness to the doc fg. Think the eyelid twitch might be stress.

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Oh two more things.
Trying to work out if it is anxiety related or not.
1) I've got a twitch. Just in my eyelid, but it swaps from top/bottom left/right. Very annoying. That is probably just stress isn't it? Had it for almost a week.
2) Ikeep waking up at 3am, and being incredibly queasy for about 2 hours. Its happened for almost a week as well - it isn't anything I've eaten and it isn't alcohol. I'll have been asleep for ages, then wake up feeling really really really sick. Not actually been sick tho.
Any ideas?
I really should be organised and write it down to take with me to the docs.

Twitching eye is usually tiredness. You wake in the night and not get back off straight away.

Do you think you might be pregnant?