depression

Tiff_2

razorbladekisses wrote:

Yes CCStar, you can if you wish tell us about your situation and we all just generally try to support each other.

Welcome to the thread

Hi razor! Good to hear from you - hope you're okay hun? Was just on my way out when I saw your post. Glad you're still around. Best wishes
Tiff xxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hello Tiff Hope you are well...I will post on here later this week.
Take care.
xxx

Miroslav

Miroslav wrote:

I've reached the moment where I have snapped and really can't be bothered anymore. I've tried being nice and helping people in life, but everyone seems to take take take in the real world and give nothing back.

Thanks to all for their advice over the past few days/weeks/months and hope everything works out for you all, you all deserve happiness and success in everything that you do.

Miroslav :wave:

:wave: all

I will reply to individual posts tomorrow, i'm very tired now, having had a very bad weekend and it's all come out in an arguement or three

Anyway, why I was so upset, was that the girl I often talk about told my flatmate she wanted to meet up with me and wait for it................. thinks I am GOODLOOKING :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: Have you heard anything so silly

Anyway, my flatmate said she didn't think I liked her and that i'd think it was a bad idea :mad: :mad:

I went absolutely mad

Anyway, tonight I have spoken (well after an arguement) to my flatmate and told her, well actually, i'd like to meet her.

She is going to phone or text her tomorrow..........she probably won't wanna meet now :rolleyes: :eek: which will absolutely gut me as i've waited around 3+ years for this moment. 3+ years she's been too frightened of me, and now the opportunity arrives, it may be over before it's begun, as my flatmate has told her she doesn't think I like her (Not sure if she means fancy or just like)

Hopefully she'll still wanna meet. I don't think she will now, as it would have taken alot of courage for her to even mention it to my flatmate

Anyway, i'm now on edge, waiting for the inevitable 'no'

Apparently, and I only found this out tonight, she has a reputation for being "one drink and she'll let anyone abuse her", so even if she does meet me, i'll be on my best behaviour as she's a lovely sweet girl from the bits i've seen/heard, but has been abused too much I just wanna look after her, for a bit of friendship in return.

As I say, she'll probably not wanna meet now, and i'll be worse than I was yesterday

Fingers Crossed

Tiff_2

Hi Miroslav. Thank God you're all right.
Do you know how many of us were worried and upset about you?! We have been in tears! I can understand things going on with this girl, as I'd thought, but please don't post like that again!
I guess that's the trouble with the Internet, you can't tell speech patterns or tone of voice. I am glad you're okay hun - I really am. I know the group will be relieved too! people were really frightened. i do wish you good luck with the girl involved angel. When you get a minute, please go back and read your own post and then all of our replies. Can you see why we were all so worried? I don't know whether to hug you or slap you! I'm upset because we all care for you and we thought we'd lost you.
I am so glad you're back and that you're safe but I'm a truly ticked off tearful Tiff!
Talk later. Tiff x

flis21

I second Tiff's post. So relieved that you are ok miroslav, we were all really worried about you.

Hello to all the new people, hope to catch up with you all soon and get to know you a bit better.

Well, am starting my new job in an hour. Feeling really nervous now. Had a horrendous nightmare last night about turning up late and them all hating me!! I am sure that is just my nerves tho!

Well, wish me luck. Will post tonight and let you know how I get on. And who was it who suggested I go back to my old job?!! Should have you horse whipped for even thinking it!!!!!!

Tiff_2

flis21 wrote:

I second Tiff's post. So relieved that you are ok miroslav, we were all really worried about you.

Hello to all the new people, hope to catch up with you all soon and get to know you a bit better.

Well, am starting my new job in an hour. Feeling really nervous now. Had a horrendous nightmare last night about turning up late and them all hating me!! I am sure that is just my nerves tho!

Well, wish me luck. Will post tonight and let you know how I get on. And who was it who suggested I go back to my old job?!! Should have you horse whipped for even thinking it!!!!!!

TIFF GUILTY! :eek:
Very best wishes for today Flis, read my post last night to keep you going till later. Here's to your fresh start hun !
Much Love, Tiff xxx

feelinggood_2

Morning everyone
I'm feeling a bit 'odd' today. Not depressed as such, just a bit dead inside. Don't want to do anything at all really. Just lie in bed. Gotta fight it!

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Morning everyone
I'm feeling a bit 'odd' today. Not depressed as such, just a bit dead inside. Don't want to do anything at all really. Just lie in bed. Gotta fight it!

Good morning

Hi, it is Monday and it is October, two good reasons to feel that way. What do you have to do and what do you want to do?

I feel that when I first wake up most days, till I have had breakfast.

Horasio

flis21 wrote:

I second Tiff's post. So relieved that you are ok miroslav, we were all really worried about you.

Hello to all the new people, hope to catch up with you all soon and get to know you a bit better.

Well, am starting my new job in an hour. Feeling really nervous now. Had a horrendous nightmare last night about turning up late and them all hating me!! I am sure that is just my nerves tho!

Well, wish me luck. Will post tonight and let you know how I get on. And who was it who suggested I go back to my old job?!! Should have you horse whipped for even thinking it!!!!!!

I hope goes well in your new job. It is understandable feeling nervous.

I look forward to hearing about your day:)

feelinggood_2

CCStar wrote:

Good morning

Hi, it is Monday and it is October, two good reasons to feel that way. What do you have to do and what do you want to do?

I feel that when I first wake up most days, till I have had breakfast.

I've got to put away the shopping and do all the housework. Also have a shower. Nothing too big, sometimes the thought of having to do anything just fills me with panic! So I leave it a bit, then its nearly time for OH to come back, so I panic a bit more!

Should I keep fighting? I wonder if the depression is going to win anyway, should I not just revert back to not doing anything and wait for it to pass? Is there any point fighting?