depression

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

Evenin sazbomb xx

Howdy hunnie xx You been out today? Nightmare tryin to post - site's doolally innit?

EthelBloggs

its bloody awful!!!!!!!

rose07

TIFF, TIFF, TIFF

Hun i want ya to listen to Rosie now i got ya attention

This is something one of my closest friends texted me on New Year, i realise it may not be suitable for this thread but i wanted to share it with all of my friends here, yes all of you xxx

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss slowly
Love truly
Laugh uncontrollably
And never regret anything
or anyone that made you smile

Tiff hun, I am up seeing MC as he is not ok at the moment, (very bad memories for him) I will come down and see you, take you out, and we can have a takeaway , Rosie will show you hun. I know being out is hard for you and your pain is immense but look at how far you have came me huni, i am soo proud of you. And I can show you some ways that will help hun. Hey rosie will do a depression thread tour :rotfl:

And I aint going anywhere hun, I am here for you, you aint alone, you know where I am if you need to talk, you got all my details :eek: :eek: :eek: :rotfl: , i may not be on much over the next little while, as I am going up to me grans and in alot of trouble as far as love is concerned (will explain in a min), my gran is not well as i have prob said before and i am going to see her as a possible goodbye, soo very hard , plus i am also needing to get away from a confusing situation xxx

OK will put some extra milk out for you tonight huni xxx

http://www.bbc.co.uk/health/images/300/milk_doorstep.jpg

much love me hun xxx

rose07

god this site is slow tonight

Hi Saz and Ethel, i hope you both are ok?

xxxxx

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

god this site is slow tonight

Hi Saz and Ethel, i hope you both are ok?

xxxxx

Hiya rosie. I'm a bit tired, to be honest. Back at work today and it's been rather taxing. Also the site's doing my head in, so I gonna crash in a min, hunnie. Big hugs and much love to ya, Sazzy xxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Howdy hunnie xx You been out today? Nightmare tryin to post - site's doolally innit?

yeah.. hd to go to a meeting about my daughter... the doctors are making it sound very bleak for her future, as far as saying that I could expect to be burying her in the not too distant future and there's nothing can be done to prevent it

EthelBloggs

rose07 wrote:

god this site is slow tonight

Hi Saz and Ethel, i hope you both are ok?

xxxxx

I duno what i am to be honest..

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

yeah.. hd to go to a meeting about my daughter... the doctors are making it sound very bleak for her future, as far as saying that I could expect to be burying her in the not too distant future and there's nothing can be done to prevent it

Oh hun, I'm so sorry. I don't understand their attitude. You're still only trying to sort out care options for her right now, aren't you? Make them uphold their duty of care to her, I know you must be at such a low ebb right now and I'm so sorry about that. But this is not all that can be done for her, please keep fighting, I know it's hard. Big big hugs, wish I could do more. Sazbomb xxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Oh hun, I'm so sorry. I don't understand their attitude. You're still only trying to sort out care options for her right now, aren't you? Make them uphold their duty of care to her, I know you must be at such a low ebb right now and I'm so sorry about that. But this is not all that can be done for her, please keep fighting, I know it's hard. Big big hugs, wish I could do more. Sazbomb xxx

is ok.. I am fighting.. got a lot of phone calls to make and possibly contact our local MP too... they have a duty of care and are not fulfilling it.. they also have put a block on her going back to the place where she was before and was doing well at :mad:

hopefully we'll prove them wrong eh?

rose07

geminilady wrote:

Love can be the cause of the greatest pain but also the greatest joy,physical pain is a differant matter,are you on medication for it?or can you take some pain killers.Sorry you are not fealing so good not a great start to the new year.I know you did not sleep last night hope you caught some today,lack of sleep can make everything seem worse.

My physical pain, na no medication as it not really treatable, I have a prob with my back, am waiting for a life changin operation and my heart is breaking amongst a few things like joint aches and things

Love is a strange thing aint it? I think I am one of these people destined to be alone though. . I either cause people pain through love or i get hurt through love.:o. I just dont understand it, my last relatiionship who was a woman, and i was with her for ages, she broke my heart and i never thought i would love again, now i am caught up in a love triangle. And Rosie dont know what the f*ck to do and cant handle it, the one thing i am not good at is love, i !!!! up all the time with it, people get hurt. and its aways my fault!!!

I am much better on me own, then no one will get hurt, Last night I hurt someone that means soo much to me, they hurt me too, like a stab in the heart, it hurts, see i told you I f*ck it up.

I am happy that there are a few people here that have found someone, and I hope one day I may find the person that is right for me.

But love is too much effort, it causes pain and upset. I have been in love before and had my heart broken soo much, it broke rosie apart hurt more than anything including the attack, and the pain i feel now is 60% towards feeling that same pain , love is one of the main things that goes towards my depression, hmmmm

I have soo much love for the special people in my life that as soon as i let them in or open up, i seem to loose them, or hurt them, try and tell them how you feel and it hurts if they dont feel the same it hurts and if they push you away it hurts.

Im soz to write such a sad post Rosie just soo confused and upset she dont know what to do xxx, i will shut up in a min

Going to see my gran will be soo painful, as she is soo ill , my mum is there now and leaving on thursday, and i am going up on friday, so any positive vibes much appreciated as my head in soo much pain i dont know how me gonna see it through, i was asked by some friends if i wanted to stay with them when i am there, as things are soo hard with my gran its hard to cope, but i gotta do it, as the thing with me is i never give up on people, i stayed by my nans beside to the last minute, and i seen her die slowly, but at least i was there for her, as long as people let me i will be there for them. god it sinking in now that im going to see her, i dunno what she gonna be like, the last time i seen her we argued. so hope things will be ok.

soz to write a long post just thinking lots tonight and as i say MC not the person to talk to, and no i aint talking bout MC, he a great guy, with a big heart, but i love someone else xxx, plus he has some bad habits, lol. but dont we all :rotfl:

As i say im sorry just need some help on this one

xxxxxxx :grouphug: