depression

elona

(((((((tiff))))))

I had no idea how bad you were feeling.Just wanted to send you a big hug and hope that things get better for you.

Belated Happy New Year to everybody -especially those who are finding things difficult.

Tiff_2

Hi coggi! :hello:(thanks saz - better than inc.,!:D )

Inc0gnit0 wrote:

...and Tiffy... I'm so sorry.... I had no idea how things were for you.. because we don't see much of you I tend to assume you have a pretty full life. I feel as tho I've been really selfish now and again I am truly sorry.
Oooh - Tiff's gone and done it now!

I am so embarrassed! And sorry! Don't feel sorry for me hun bless you. The reasons my posts have started coming in chunks is down to medical appts., going shopping with support worker to get over agrophobia etc, dealing with my physical stuff and my currently erratic sleep patterns!:rolleyes: I don't think there is anyone on this thread who would ever call you or anyone else, selfish hun!
You both are extremely important people for all of us and the fact that maybe I've played a part in either one of you feeling worse, even for a second that makes me feel really sh1tty...
Big huggs for everyone

You have nothing to worry about hun in any way! No-one makes me feel
worse and now I'm gonna have to go on several guilt trips -& you know how much us agrophobics hate going out! - because I've made you feel sh!tty!
Coggi hun, and cc and everyone else, I'm so sorry for upsetting you. I didn't mean it to be a post about my problems.
Will come back later guys.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

stenny wrote:

Nice to see you back hun, did u have a good time?
We had a bad quarrel so just got up and came down.

Hi stenny!:hello:
Are you ok angel? Sorry about your row hun - tis the season it seems.:rolleyes:
Is OH behaving themselves? You're a fighter that's for sure - hang in there hun - it'll all come through when it's meant to be. Tiff hugs hun.

Much Love,
Tiff xxx

stenny_2

Tiff wrote:

Hi stenny!:hello:
Are you ok angel? Sorry about your row hun - tis the season it seems.:rolleyes:
Is OH behaving themselves? You're a fighter that's for sure - hang in there hun - it'll all come through when it's meant to be. Tiff hugs hun.

Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Hi Hun, Hope your ok! :A

I'm Just fed up leading this secret life, he was suppose to tell his stepson in between xmas and new year of our relationship, i guess i already knew he wouldn't do it so it's back to square one!
It will sort itself out.

It's always a pleasure reading your posts, you take care :A
xxx

mclaren_2

Hi every1

Hope everyone is okay

Both myself and Rose went to Edinburgh Zoo today We had a fantastic time

Below is a small selection of shots we took

Hope they chear you up

All shots - manual, variable apature / shutter speed, D50 w 70-300

Horasio

I am still feeling very angry. I don't like people saying there are people worse off, it never helps and I find it patronising. I know you care but it was clumsily written. I can't deal with it just now.

I am finding it hard to cope just now. The neighbours are being annoying with texts. They didn't send us a Christmas card for the first time this year. They wished us a happy new year by text, we ignored it. I'm not a hypocrite. Then they are sarcastic to us in a text. They only text when they want something or going to do something annoying. I can't take this on top of a long draining cold, being without heat and power

We are wanting to sell our house and if they jeopardise it, I will kill then.

My husband has been in bed all day doing sweet fa, sure it has been stressful for him but the way he said, he wouldn't do any packing really annoyed me. He will then stall by saying he's tired thro working. I had an idea about our son's pocket money but oh no, he has to be disagreeable. It is like he knows I'm tired and low but hey let's stress her some more. I don't want a 'yes' man but he is such a 'no' man. He is soft on others but tough on me. It should be the other way round!

I can't wait for him to go back to work. I hate lingering males hanging around the house doing sweet FA. I hate noisy kids playing right by my house when they have acres of other area to play in their garden.

I want to run away and never come back. I am only happy when I am out.

Horasio

Lovely pictures - how did you put them in the text?

gillette147

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr

The site crashed and wiped my huge post for you all!
Start again.....

CC
I've hardly been around over xmas and new year. I had to readback through about 12 pages on new years eve. If I missed you out i'm sorry. I always mention you by name in my posts and I always care about you xx

Tiff
I am not having this girlie xx
You are such a help on here. I am annoyed that you never let on how down you were. Big hug and xx for you. I always hoped you were one of the thread's success story. I like it when someone on here is doing well - like Blinky's love life.
PS Where in the mids are you? Next time i'm in brum I'll buy you a hot chocolate (1st in my depression thread world tour maybe).

macca and rose
Great pics - much flasher than i'd have done with my phone camera.

feelie - come out, come out, where ever you are xx

elona, ethel, stenny, gemini, miro, blinky and the gorgeous sazzy - Hugs and Happy New Years xx

To the newbies - welcome xx
To any I have missed - sorry, I do have a bad headache.

xxxx

gillette147

Well,

I had a load of hassle from the dole today. Grrrrrrr
Then went down the docs.

Got my fave doctor today. Talked about my ear first which meant it was the thing he focussed on. I'm glad coz it is my biggest problem.

Anyway I think he's read my notes about the depression because hes given me AMITRIPTYLINE. It's an AD but with pain killing properties. So it will reduce my headaches, reduce my tinnatus, reduce back pain AND have some AD effects apparrently.

Either it's a miracle drug or I've been given smarties.

PS and a 4 weeks note - which takes the pressure off me as far as dole is concerned (I hope).

blinky

gillette147 wrote:

Well,

I had a load of hassle from the dole today. Grrrrrrr
Then went down the docs.

Got my fave doctor today. Talked about my ear first which meant it was the thing he focussed on. I'm glad coz it is my biggest problem.

Anyway I think he's read my notes about the depression because hes given me AMITRIPTYLINE. It's an AD but with pain killing properties. So it will reduce my headaches, reduce my tinnatus, reduce back pain AND have some AD effects apparrently.

Either it's a miracle drug or I've been given smarties.

PS and a 4 weeks note - which takes the pressure off me as far as dole is concerned (I hope).

I'm sure someone else recently has talking about using this medication for its dual . Glad you got a sick note to keep the dole off your back