depression

Horasio

mclaren wrote:

yes - i have taken a pic of both - my injurys and the danger - i plan to talk to a lawyer about it - but its something that i dont know if it is worth doing.

Edinburgh - capital of Scotland ... and scaffolding

Those crumbling buildings eh?

Try for compo. We pay enough council tax in this city!

Horasio

Sazbo wrote:

You could get someone to pursue your case on a no win-no fee basis perhaps?

Yes we had to sue someone for negligence in our rental property in Edinburgh - PM me if you want details.

It was all amicable, they had insurance and the guy who owned the flat is loaded!

Horasio

Sazbo wrote:

Hi Ethel hun. Well, splitting in any circumstance is not the happiest of experiences, but you don't deserve to be put through all that with him. hugs xxx

I agree, see how it goes over Christmas, then decide in the new year!

rose07

hi everyone, i just wanna pop on for a bit to say a few things, hello to ethel, ccstar, gillette, mc, tiff, saz, feelie, miro, blinky, betty, mrs a, sleepy, well all of you get the jist.

xxx

I am soz i have not been on in a while gillette thanks for asking, you are a truly lovely guy, i have met sooo many lovely people here, you are all wonderful, gillette i hope you are ok. xxx i am strong at heart hun so i will get there its just a long road, i possibly have bi polar, and a few other things.

i seen some of you have been doing a how depressed am i thingy, i got that test when i went into the ward i scored 67, lol. oh joy.

ccstar, ethel, i hope things are going ok with oh, but you know its whats in your heart at the moment xxx

mrs a, betty, i hope you are ok, thinking of you xxx

im afraid being in the ward isnt helping me, one of the patients slapped a nurse this week, i also went awol this week, no i didnt smack the nurse i dont do that. but i did end up in serious danger. i am now at a point where i am isolating myself so for this reason i am saying bye bye.

there are a few people i am letting inside my wall/mask, and you know who you guys are.

tiff, hows my hun? now i will be keeping an eye on you remember i know where you live i will put lots a milk out so you know where i am xxx

saz hun, i hope you are ok, your a strong thing, i know you will get through things. thinkin of you xxx

elona, geminilady and miro, blinky you are all wonderful people, every single one of you, (yes including you tiff)you have all helped me soo much, but a bit like feelie i cant let you all in anymore its too painful, your all wonderful people, keep going. xxx

now feelie hun, my sister forever, just remember how special you are xxx
you know where i am if EVER you need me. but i understand how you feel im exactly the same atm. so hun just remember how much i love you and that we will get there, you may wanna push me away but im still gonna be there holding your hand. you just gotta let me in huni , i love you xxxxxxx

MC. now everyone i want you to take good care of MC. if you ever need me MC will know where i am. so just ask him. i am going through the most pain, the biggest hill, and a mega tornodo, but there are a few people that do get in me wall. d*m you, lol xxx

now everyone, i want you to know how special each and everyone of you is. you all have a place in me heart, you are all strong, and we will get through this, some of us have been through awful things, but if we can get through them and still be alive, then we can get through this, we aint gonna let it beat us alright?

love you all always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Horasio

!!!!!! is going on - why are you all leaving?:eek:

Take care and do post soon

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

I'll be thinking of you, let us know how it goes. Will be listening to chelsea/arsenal match at my folks this afternoon, so will be around till 2ish, then later this evening. Take care Sxxx

Mixed afternoon. Alot of good, some not so great, will explain more later.

We parted on good terms at least.

No bad words were exchanged, the bad things are my feelings more than anything.

blinky

feelinggood wrote:

Guys, I just want you to know that I'm gonna be leaving for a while, and I don't think I can stick around to read things.
Things are hurting too bad, I feel I've got to withdraw - hope you understand.
Its nothing to do with anyone else, its me and my thoughts that are the problem.
I won't be responding to any PM's or things, but most of you guys have got other ways to get in touch, so yadda yadda yadda and all that.
Thanks for the support, but its time I went at this alone - I CAN'T rely on anyone, hurts too damn much
Take care everyone, I wish you the best of luck on your journeys xxx

Good luck feelinggood - you know there's always support here if you need it.

gillette147 wrote:

Hi,

Black cloud day today - seems to happen on weekends.
Went for a coffee - fine. Then walking round shops i could feel myself change. Started walking round slower - feeling weird - black and depressed.
Walked round longer than intended and got a parking ticket!!

Argued with the bloke but no dice - no more than 5mins over!!

I'm a bit better now - sort of in the middle weird.

I hope you are all doing ok.

xx

Hope you're feeling better soon Gillette

I've been really lucky with tickets recently. Twice I've gone back to the car late, fully expecting to have a ticket on the windscreen but none there.

Sazbo wrote:

Remember though you've said yourself, in the past people probably were interested in you but you did not want to see it, weren't ready to see it, but now you are, and starting to notice that people are interested. And also attraction is not about looks - but I know you know that, tsk, tsk, Mr Miro!

Quite possibly true about not noticing people weren't interested but in my case I doubt that was true . Attraction is certainly not just about looks. For me it's the personality which is matters the most.

Miroslav wrote:

Yeah, I know. I just have got used to no-one wanting me, why would she be any different?

I'd love it if she said she wanted to be with me, and i'll keep hoping, but realistically, she's too good for me, looks wise anyway.

I was the same for years. Even now at times I can find it hard that 'R' wants to be with me and she is aware of it. I also feel she could do better and she knows I feel like that at times but I also know she only wants to be with me.

miro wrote:

I'm so confused

I saw her in town today and she came and said hello to me and my flatmate and gave me a hug, but I felt like poo afterwards. No idea why, but flatmate noticed and reckons I like her more than just a friend and that's why i'm so nervous around her and find it hard to be with her knowing how much I care, not knowing if she likes me or not. She keeps saying she's not ready for a relationship, but there is chemistry there :eek:

I think you're flatmate is right, you're feeling poo-ey even after hugging 'S' because you feel as if the feelings are one way at the moment. You need to give 'S' some time. People's feeling's change and hopefully her's will grow for you.

Ethel - didn't have you down as a dirty stop-out :eek: Hope you had a good time.

Sazbo wrote:

The way things are going round here, I'll have to buy me a hat for blinky/R and you/S! xx

Miroslav wrote:

Well, blinky is an almost cert at this rate, but 'S' and I, nah, won't happen.

I'd be happy with a partnership and lots of kisses and cuddles.

Marriage :eek:

How do you know it won't happen?

Just to let you all know I spent a fabulous weekend away with 'R' and, yes, we did make it out of the hotel room so you can stop sniggering. :eek:

We are very much in love at the moment and are looking forward to the future together. :kisses2: :happyhear

Funny you should mention marriage... no, it's far too early for that but we both admitted we could see us being married in the future. Definitely no need to start a hat fund yet.

Her feelings are a bit a head of mine but I'm happy to play catch-up. Not going to post here what she's said to me coming from one of the most level headed people I know it made me very very happy and I'm delighted she's my girlfriend. (it was nothing dirty just private so I won't post them publically). :blushing:

Sorry guys, we are completely loved up on each other at the moment. :happyhear :happyhear . This is going to be the best christmas I've had in years.

I have read all the posts but I can only reply to so many, sorry . Thinking of you all.

Miroslav

blinky wrote:

I think you're flatmate is right, you're feeling poo-ey even after hugging 'S' because you feel as if the feelings are one way at the moment. You need to give 'S' some time. People's feeling's change and hopefully her's will grow for you.

How do you know it won't happen?

Just to let you all know I spent a fabulous weekend away with 'R' and, yes, we did make it out of the hotel room so you can stop sniggering. :eek:

We are very much in love at the moment and are looking forward to the future together. :kisses2: :happyhear

Funny you should mention marriage... no, it's far too early for that but we both admitted we could see us being married in the future. Definitely no need to start a hat fund yet.

Her feelings are a bit a head of mine but I'm happy to play catch-up. Not going to post here what she's said to me coming from one of the most level headed people I know it made me very very happy and I'm delighted she's my girlfriend. (it was nothing dirty just private so I won't post them publically). :blushing:

Sorry guys, we are completely loved up on each other at the moment. :happyhear :happyhear . This is going to be the best christmas I've had in years.

I doubt her feelings will change, maybe because she's too good for me

Trust me, it won't. She gives no indication she likes me like that. In fact, she just says that I will find someone, with no emotion.

Really pleased for you, that you have found 'R'. I believe i'm 3 or 4 years younger than you (30) so it gives me a little hope that maybe someone will one day think i'm okay.

Really pleased as I say for you, enjoy your Christmas together!

Miroslav

Right.......my afternoon.

I got there 18 minutes early (Yes I checked the time!) and waited and waited and waited.........

12pm, nothing........12.30 I was about to leave, when she arrived. We said Hi, but no hug She was a bit flustered though. She looked at her watch, and said, oh I am on time, so she must have got confused

I was in a bad mood as I thought she had stood me up, but managed to hide it.

We went to Costa, got in the queue, but then she decided she wanted food.....so, she suggested Woolworths. I had asked her nicely recently if we could avoid places with alcohol for obvious reasons. So she suggested Wetherspoon's eventually :eek: I just agreed but was very annoyed as I had hoped she'd respect my reasons.........clearly not! I could have got annoyed with her, but kept it in.

Anyway, we went and ate in Wetherspoons, and we both drank water.

We then looked around some shops......before going to BHS for a Cup of Tea.

About 30-40 minutes before we ended the day, we were drinking tea. The whole time, we had talked about her. Suddenly, she started talking about the falling out we had, started apologising and only then did we start having more meaningful conversation.

I was honest, told her it upset me, she explained and took all the blame.

We talked for a bit about me (woo!)

She then nervously asked to borrow some money, she really went around the houses with it though So I lent her some cash

Was going really well, hugged each other 3 or 4 times goodbye and she hugged me again for buying her a small cheap teddy bear.

It turned out well, but she didn't show much emotion towards me, but she is quite unemotional about other people at times.

I just think any feeling she may have had towards me, is now officially dead.

No idea how I feel about her, I know I am massively fond of her.

As said before, the attraction doesn't take in looks, and she is no stunner. She has something about her, maybe it's the oddballness :rotfl: Well it can;t be the looks or the thoughtfulness/tact :rotfl: She really doesn't think before she speaks sometimes. Don't get me wrong, she's not 'ugly', she's cute girl next door, but she's putting on weight too, and her makeup makes her look like Elvira sometimes :rotfl:

Very short fuse on her too. When in queues, she starts getting impatient :rotfl:

Oh dear, I'm crazy about an odd girl but she doesn't like me. Great!

blinky

Miroslav wrote:

Oh dear, I'm crazy about an odd girl but she doesn't like me. Great!

No, she does like you.

It's just that her feelings aren't as strong as yours are for her now. In time they may grow. It's not that common for two people's feelngs to be exactly the same at the same time.