depression

Horasio

mclaren wrote:

I dont know what i should do now - if i should report this episode to the docs or not - im unsure.

as for hiding, i always have cos i dont wana b known as weak. but with certain thoughts in my head today - i just got really scared and luckly i had somebody to talk to - if i didnt - dont know what i would have done, thus scared

There is someone to talk to on here too.

Horasio

sleepy wrote:

Morning.
My mum came up to see me yesturday which kept me busy. It was really nice to feel so cared about. But then when she went, my OH went to his works christmas party and I went from having a full house to an empty one and felt really down again.
I feel at the moment like I have good days and bad days and I have no control over it.

I do hate Christmas parties that exclude partners.

I'm glad you feel cared for by your mum, that is a great feeling.

Horasio

mclaren wrote:

had to walk past it to get to the train station as it is on the pavements - and it has no protective coverings over it atall - and as i walked past, a bolt that was sticking out of it about 2 inches ripped in to my arm. you know the bolts that hold the joins in the poles? one of those.

Sue them - it could have had your eye out.

Was this in Edinburgh?

Miroslav

Well, just about an hour until I leave, and I'm bricking it

How can two people, who say they care about each other and like meeting each other, be so nervous, scared and anxious about going out for a coffee?

I'm fearing another bad experience. If it is bad, maybe it'll never work out

feelinggood_2

Guys, I just want you to know that I'm gonna be leaving for a while, and I don't think I can stick around to read things.
Things are hurting too bad, I feel I've got to withdraw - hope you understand.
Its nothing to do with anyone else, its me and my thoughts that are the problem.
I won't be responding to any PM's or things, but most of you guys have got other ways to get in touch, so yadda yadda yadda and all that.
Thanks for the support, but its time I went at this alone - I CAN'T rely on anyone, hurts too damn much
Take care everyone, I wish you the best of luck on your journeys xxx

Miroslav

geminilady wrote:

My son uses africa,i like it but he tends to use half the can lol.Hope it goes well tomorrow.Think positive!

I use alot too, must be a smelly man thing

20 minutes 'til I leave.........I'm so nervous

Miroslav

Tiff wrote:

Ooooooh Miiiirrroooooo - I'm baa-aack!


Here's a Tiff hug just for you. "It's okay, Tiff can be another stool..."- put your feet on that!:D


I think we need a little chat hun, don't you?! Come on over...

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Hey miro hope you're well hun. Have been reading back through this weeks' posts since 5.45a.m. And you're first.:D
Catch you up later hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

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Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

Avoid them then, maybe they trigger bad memories

Africa sounds exotic

They probably do, but at this rate i'll be avoiding all kinds of toiletries, and i'll never attract 'S', or another lady because of the fact I would smell not very nice

Africa..........hmmmm, it is strong, possibly the strongest. Was my 3rd fave, but got a bit bored now, and 'S' never comments on it

Java and Dimension, my 2 faves, I can never get anywhere now

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

I use alot too, must be a smelly man thing

20 minutes 'til I leave.........I'm so nervous

good luck hun xxx

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Guys, I just want you to know that I'm gonna be leaving for a while, and I don't think I can stick around to read things.
Things are hurting too bad, I feel I've got to withdraw - hope you understand.
Its nothing to do with anyone else, its me and my thoughts that are the problem.
I won't be responding to any PM's or things, but most of you guys have got other ways to get in touch, so yadda yadda yadda and all that.
Thanks for the support, but its time I went at this alone - I CAN'T rely on anyone, hurts too damn much
Take care everyone, I wish you the best of luck on your journeys xxx

Understand why you may need some time away, but no-one has to do things on there own. 'S' always says the same thing, and it's not true, because people do care about you here.

Hope you come back soon and continue to post