depression

EthelBloggs

gillette147 wrote:

They didn't fit but you still got 31...well done (joke).
I've had a carp carp day. But actually the black cloud has lifted despite it all.

Actually getting a high score on the other depression test I did cheered me up - perverse or what? Made me feel that I wasn't making it up.

Feel I can talk to the doctor monday without being slapped or laughed at.

Is your day from hell completed?

I think doctors are a lot more clued in about depression n stuff these days.. no one will laugh or slap you (unless you ask very nicely )

I know what you mean bout the scores.. it's reassuring to know it's real, kinda

Nah.. day from hell is likely to continue if I come out of hiding! I'm in the doghouse because of staying out til 2 the other night, lol.. then there's been lots of ppl coming and going today.. just one of those days where ppl been popping in for a cuppa and a chat... b/f aka (_|_) has the hump cos I'm "selfish, disrespectful and inconsiderate" and should know that he wants a bit of peace after working all week :rolleyes: and that he feels forced to stay in the bedroom to get it. No mention of the fact that he stays in the bedroom cos he plays on the PC til all hours, lmfao

I think I shall be single again very soon, and I'm sorry that I can't say I'm particularly sad about it

gillette147

EthelBloggs wrote:

I think doctors are a lot more clued in about depression n stuff these days.. no one will laugh or slap you (unless you ask very nicely )

I know what you mean bout the scores.. it's reassuring to know it's real, kinda

Nah.. day from hell is likely to continue if I come out of hiding! I'm in the doghouse because of staying out til 2 the other night, lol.. then there's been lots of ppl coming and going today.. just one of those days where ppl been popping in for a cuppa and a chat... b/f aka (_|_) has the hump cos I'm "selfish, disrespectful and inconsiderate" and should know that he wants a bit of peace after working all week :rolleyes: and that he feels forced to stay in the bedroom to get it. No mention of the fact that he stays in the bedroom cos he plays on the PC til all hours, lmfao

I think I shall be single again very soon, and I'm sorry that I can't say I'm particularly sad about it

Oh dear.
It just sounds like a brief shower rather than a thunderstorm - but I'm not sure what you are rooting for. The whole thing sounds funny as an outsider - has he got no sense of humour? He sounds like he's 50 - lol.

I think you're coping with hell day quite well xx

Has anyone heard from Rose, or sleepy today?
I'm new to this but it's the ones who don't post that I worry about.

EthelBloggs

gillette147 wrote:

Oh dear.
It just sounds like a brief shower rather than a thunderstorm - but I'm not sure what you are rooting for. The whole thing sounds funny as an outsider - has he got no sense of humour? He sounds like he's 50 - lol.

I think you're coping with hell day quite well xx

Has anyone heard from Rose, or sleepy today?
I'm new to this but it's the ones who don't post that I worry about.

nah.. it's a constant drip drip drip.. funnily enough sometimes I call him the little black raincloud, lol. He doesn't seem to have a sense of humour at all.. he's only 24! I tend to deal with things with humour cos that's the only way to cope innit

I don't really know who's posted today.. I didn't get near me lappy til about midnight and I didn't read back

Think I'm gonna head off to bed.. my eyes are watering with sleepiness now

cya tomorrow xx

mclaren_2

gillette147 wrote:

Has anyone heard from Rose, or sleepy today?
I'm new to this but it's the ones who don't post that I worry about.

I have heard from rose, she is okay

mclaren_2

I dont know what i should do now - if i should report this episode to the docs or not - im unsure.

as for hiding, i always have cos i dont wana b known as weak. but with certain thoughts in my head today - i just got really scared and luckly i had somebody to talk to - if i didnt - dont know what i would have done, thus scared

sleepy

Morning.
My mum came up to see me yesturday which kept me busy. It was really nice to feel so cared about. But then when she went, my OH went to his works christmas party and I went from having a full house to an empty one and felt really down again.
I feel at the moment like I have good days and bad days and I have no control over it.

Tiff_2

Miroslav wrote:

You been looking at my belly again? :rolleyes:
News will likely be terrible

It's okay, Tiff can be another stool. You can never have too many

Ooooooh Miiiirrroooooo - I'm baa-aack!


Here's a Tiff hug just for you. "It's okay, Tiff can be another stool..."- put your feet on that!:D


I think we need a little chat hun, don't you?! Come on over...

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:
Hey miro hope you're well hun. Have been reading back through this weeks' posts since 5.45a.m. And you're first.:D
Catch you up later hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Horasio

I zonked at 11pm and woke up at 7am - too effing early but got 8 hours.

That sounds normal and nice but I had two lots of nightmares:eek:. I blame the sambuca:D

Horasio

stenny wrote:

I don't know how long i'll be away, it depends what happens, could be permanent.

Sounds a bit drastic - has he gone yet? Is he alright:eek:

Horasio

gillette147 wrote:

Hi,

Black cloud day today - seems to happen on weekends.
Went for a coffee - fine. Then walking round shops i could feel myself change. Started walking round slower - feeling weird - black and depressed.
Walked round longer than intended and got a parking ticket!!

Argued with the bloke but no dice - no more than 5mins over!!

I'm a bit better now - sort of in the middle weird.

I hope you are all doing ok.

xx

Why does the weekend have such an odd atmosphere?

Went shopping thinking it would be really busy but it wasn't. Went for a test drive in a Fiesta for the 10000 Nectar points. I felt car sick in the back and my husband didn't like it, so won't be getting one of those.

Did my farty bits and pieces shop fairly successfully till the fire alarm went off in Iceland - I had to abandon my profiteroles - I want my effing profiteroles!

Had a nice meal in the Italian restaurant near us. It reminded me of the Italian restaurants in London where they make a big fuss and very entertaining. He got my drinks order mixed up, giving me creme de menthe instead of blue curacao which was changed.