depression

EthelBloggs

MushyPeas wrote:

Ok ethel, got neighbour popping over now to check I'm ok. Off to make a coffee. Catch you all later, lovely thread

have fun cya soon

EthelBloggs

feelinggood wrote:

Oh and 10 days sober and smoke free!!

horraaaaaaaaaaaaay!!! that's flippin excellent!!

no worries bout the pm.. just you got that info if/when you want it

mclaren_2

EthelBloggs wrote:

Well.. it's lovely to see you again.. although I think I missed you first time round do you know what you've done to cause the pain or is it just a random pain?

Last night, whilst moving a tv, i jerked my neck slightly so i think thats poss why, but it didnt hurt straight away from that so im not sure that is the problem - its strange cos its like, a dagger is going thru from the bac of my neck, where the top of the shoulder is to the neck joint, going thru there adn heading straight in.

EthelBloggs

hmm probably worth getting it checked out then... I've got a permanent ache in my right shoulder/neck but it's from lugging a heavy bag full of books around all the time, lol

mclaren_2

feelinggood wrote:

Thanks for the PM ethel, will reply later xxx

Welcome Mclaren, nice to meet you

Nice to meet you too

geminilady

feelinggood wrote:

Oh and 10 days sober and smoke free!!

Hi FG,Well done for making it to ten days,you must have some inner strength to give up the drink AND cigs at the same time.Sorry you have had a bad few days but you are doing really well,it will take a while for your body to ajust so hang in there.Have you heard anymore from Rosie?just logged on and read her posts,hope she is ok.Rosie if you are reading this hang in there.You are not alone there are so many people here willing to support you in any way they can,don't worry about "bothering people" that is what this forum is about we are all here for whoever needs it.If you really don't want to talk to anyone on here please ring the samaritans don't just try to get through it on your own ,thinking of you x

Miroslav

I've had a few days away. I'm not exactly great right now, but 'S' text my flatmate and told her she thought we were both lovely

She told flatmate she's scared and doesn't know who to trust.

'S' father is back within 2 weeks and she's freaking. Also found out the anniversary of her Mum passing is 21st December, so she's losing it right now.

She told flatmate she does want to see me again, but she's frightened of me She can't understand why I haven't used her yet or at least made a move. She see's men as for sex, women for friends although she hasn't slept with anyone for a while, so is steering clear of men as she thinks they are bad, but there is something between us which confuses the hell out of us both.

I can only keep trying, but one thing for sure is, any relationship other than friendship will be impossible now, or in the near future, because she can't handle anything negative..........not even someone blowing off in the wrong direction

Doesn't help me, as i'm way ahead of her in terms of strength, but I get down too, and sometimes, I just don't want to be 100% positive all the time, yet with her, I have to be, or she retreats.

Arrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miroslav

blinky wrote:

You might not have lost her. You've said in countless posts 'S' can be erratic. Just give her some time.

We all need to let people in. Yes, we risk getting hurt but it is worthwhile.

She is very erratic. VERY much so

I'm too sensitive, i'm more like a woman i've been told, which is quite strange, as visibly, i'm more manly than anyone else

How are things with yourself and 'R'?

I'm sure you'll have typed loads by now since here last..........maybe even engaged or kids on the way

Horasio

It has been one of those days:eek: :eek: :eek: :mad: :mad: :mad:

Had chat with son as he was at home and did some odd jobs for us. We are keeping his account but he gave us his card and we open his statements to check his balance. We wanted an online account but you need to be linked to current accounts and we don't want to get involved with that.

Had a 9 hour power cut this morning, so stayed in bed and listened to MP3.

Recorded an old fashion show video onto DVD from 23 years ago:eek:
My mum wore the same dress that Jan Leeming wore to read the news (not the SAME dress lol)

Spent this evening onto Sky asking why we can't record Channel 4 and E4 due to Macro(!!!!s)vision technology putting restrictive blocks on it - the same stuff they infect videos and DVDs with. I feel it is an invasion and it's something I have already paid for:mad:

Still not fixed but Digital Spy has a thread on it.

I think it is OK now - fingers x'd - still nervous about power being stable!

feelinggood_2

Miro, just wanted to say thanks for letting us know you are okay, and that I'm thinking of you.
Take care, I'll try and PM tomorrow xxx