depression

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Bad day for us all it seems?
Miro, I'm sorry about S, I wish things could be different for you.

What's new eh? Life's a.......

Yup.

Sazbo

Hunnies, so sorry today's been tough for everyone xxx I'm just home but going out again in 2 mins. I'll be back after 9ish, will post then. Lots of love, Saz x

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

What's new eh? Life's a.......

Yup.

Indeed it is. We will keep hoping, keep fighting. Keep going, its all we can do. What did I do to deserve this?

feelinggood_2

Sending hugs to everyone, I wish you all the best.
I really hope you all feel better soon xxxxxxxxxxx

EthelBloggs

aaaaargggggggggh!!!! it's a long time since i've been this miserable and frustrated :mad: the fekker who nicked my laptop changed the pw to it so atm I can't get in and see if my work is still there.. I'm praying it is otherwise it's 2 years down the drain b/f works in IT and could fix it easily just keeps saying he'll do it later :mad:

I just feel like throwing it all out the window and myself after it!!!!! I'm sooo !!!!ed off I'm siting here crying cos im prolly gona have to pull a couple of all nighters to get the work done in time and i've got so much other stuff to do as well :(:(

Sorry for being so selfish when some of you have far worse things to worry for at the moment

Sazbo

Evening everyone. Well, it's not been the greatest of days has it? An understatement, somewhat... if there was a way I could make it all better believe me I'd do it for everyone one of you, in an instant. Best I can do is stretch my little Sazzy arms wide and give you all a big hug. We can and we will get through it. You're all good people, and strong, so please hang in there ok? Otherwise I'll get Tiff onto each of ya, and you don't want that, believe me you don't!

Please forgive me for not posting individual replies tonight, but it's 11pm, I'm a bit shattered and I do need to crash. And on top of that, I was under strict orders from Mr Miro to have an early night tonight, so I'd better be off soon

Sweet dreams everyone and take care. See you tomorrow. Much love, Saz xxx

Horasio

EthelBloggs wrote:

aaaaargggggggggh!!!! it's a long time since i've been this miserable and frustrated :mad: the fekker who nicked my laptop changed the pw to it so atm I can't get in and see if my work is still there.. I'm praying it is otherwise it's 2 years down the drain b/f works in IT and could fix it easily just keeps saying he'll do it later :mad:

I just feel like throwing it all out the window and myself after it!!!!! I'm sooo !!!!ed off I'm siting here crying cos im prolly gona have to pull a couple of all nighters to get the work done in time and i've got so much other stuff to do as well :(:(

Sorry for being so selfish when some of you have far worse things to worry for at the moment

That really sucks - I hope your BF sorts it out

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

I can't tell him that I am going to leave - he'd manage to make me stay and I don't want that. I'm going to have to go when he is at work, and just leave a letter. Gutless I know, and I'm feeling ridiculously guilty about it. What if I'm making a mistake? I'm so scared that I'm going to get things wrong. Almost crying now, still not managed too. I can't cry, I get close, but its all bottled up. I'm going to explode one of these days.
My mum just phoned, and I almost told her, but I couldn't. Maybe I should just bite the bullet and tell her once I'm sorted? I was planning on posting her a letter, but I shall probably phone her once I've left.
I think I'm going to have to make a clean break - I'm probably only going to take what I can fit in a suitcase. I won't make any claim for the house - that isn't fair.
I hate this situation I really do. I need a hug, I need lots of hugs.
I can barely type at the moment.
Sorry

Picture this

You are 42 years old, in the same position, only been hurt several times more, and wishing you had done it at 19.

(((Big hugs)))

Horasio

Had a reasonable evening.

Our son was being friendly and showing us videos of bands he sees and manages from his mobile phone. Clever little gadgets they are now. He even invited us to his mates 18th birthday party next month.

It was like having a night out but in our home - we got the booze out and had a laugh.

blinky

Please accept my apologies for not being around this evening either and I could only manage a quick post from work this morning. People are having some tough days and I wish I could have been here to offer some support.

Feelinggood and Ethel - HUGE HUGS

It will get better but it will take some time.
There is light at the end of the tunnel but I appreciate you can't see it at present (Some b*****d has probably borrowed the bulb).

The pain will pass.

You are truly wonderful people and have a lot to offer. You have provided some great support to myself and others.

Trust me it is worth hanging in there. This is from someone who wasn't too far away from totally giving up only a few weeks ago.

Feelinggood - Please ring somebody first thing. Remember the Samaritans are always available 24/7 if things get really bad during the night. If you don't get any joy - get someone to make the call on your behalf or get them to take you to the doctors or A&E. Most A&E's will have a CPN available for you to talk to.

Ethel - same applies as Feelinggood. Additionally changing / reseting passwords in Windows isn't too difficult with the correct tools. (don't want to post links in open forums but some of the tools aren't difficult to find ). The chances are your work is still there.

Don't know if this has help - hope it has.

Please post back when you feel up to it so we know you're okay.

I'm especially thinking of you two tonight.

Paul
xx