depression

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

(yeah i think she is)
i dunno bout karma either,
i dunno what to do xxx

To be honest with you hun, neither do i know what to do most of the time All I can say is, there is help out there, no reason why you sould suffer rosie hun. it's a pants cliche i know, but you must start believing in yourself xx

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

To be honest with you hun, neither do i know what to do most of the time All I can say is, there is help out there, no reason why you sould suffer rosie hun. it's a pants cliche i know, but you must start believing in yourself xx

i feel sick

maybe i deserve all this, im sooo confuzzled hun xxx

he hurt me hun, hurting ...........

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

i feel sick

maybe i deserve all this, im sooo confuzzled hun xxx

he hurt me hun, hurting ...........

You don't 'deserve' it all. You're just as entitled to a decent life as anyone else xxx

Miroslav

Mixed night..........i'll post about it in a few mins....

More positive than negative, but am upset, for reasons I shall explain shortly....

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

You don't 'deserve' it all. You're just as entitled to a decent life as anyone else xxx

thanks hun, do you think sazzie can drum that into me head
i need a hug :grouphug: xxx

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

thanks hun, do you think sazzie can drum that into me head
i need a hug :grouphug: xxx

(((BIG HUGS))) for rosie........ :grouphug: :grouphug: I'm drumming it, drumming it

feelinggood_2

Hey guys, sorry things are hard at the moment.
Miro, hope you are okay.

Rose, sweetie, I'm really sorry that you are in so much pain - I know what its like, and it might help to talk about it. Remember, alot of us have felt at the bottom, and it is a horrid, horrid place to be. Things do get better tho, sometimes not as quickly as we like, but you've got to fight and fight as much as you can. I've been very low recently, and have thought about the sort of things that you should never think about, and I've got through it by talking. I'm sending you love and hugs, I really care about you sweetie, keep talking to us. Loads of positive vibes coming your way. xxxx

rose07

thanks huni xxxx

i feel bit stupi really, this has all hit me soo suddenly i dont know where im at, was fine before and now well dunno how its all came about to be honest.

feelinggood_2

Another thing, Rose - you DO NOT deserve this pain, no one does. It is a terrible, horrible thing BUT YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME.
Not in any way, shape or from - this is not your fault.
xxx

feelinggood_2

Don't feel stupid - you aren't.
Emotions are very very real, we feel them just as much as a physical pain, and they can be very scary and confusing. I find writing everything in my head down helpful. Do it somewhere that no one else has acsess too - I use an online blog - and just write whatever you want - all the things you cannot say to other people, or even to yourself.
Hopefully things will look better in the morning, sleep often helps to sort things out in our heads xxxxxxxx