depression

regularsaver1

They let me go at work - so nice of them

feelinggood_2

Oh RS1, I'm really sorry to hear that, hope you are okay.
x

rose07

hi everyone
tiff, saz, miro, feelinggood, betty, mrs a, flis, bunnie, rs1, everyone

soo soz to hear about ya job rs1, :grouphug: xxx
and miro my fingers are crossed xxx

right where is everyone????? esp tiff and saz

i have some news,

come on where are you all rosie wants to talk?

me not out tonight going to drink and watch tele,i sooo need a drink. no telling me off tiff i have had a hard week , besides you will be proud when i tell you my news.

im going to be on me own tonight as everyone out so could do with some company. , i am watching the baby as there are fireworks and she gets scared so i am on baby duty. lol

oh i bought a new coat today, who wants to see it?

really where is everyone im on me lonesome here???:o

hope everyone ok
much love to you all
xxxx

regularsaver1

well i still have a job there, just not doing the same. no drop in salary os anything but it annoys me

one reason they gave: because i get upset they don't see me as strong enough, even though i always hit targets

EthelBloggs

*sighs* He's still sulking!!! The atmosphere in the house is terrible and it's just getting me down soo much.. I dunno if I want to cry or throw things. Not very conducive to the amount of research and work I have to do.

Saw my cousin yesterday.. she has a way of putting you down while making it seem like she's being nice if that makes sense? She said I look like I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown and started acting all concerned and made me sooo angry with that patronising b00lsheet she's so good at.


Arrgghhhh.. anyway, rant over.. hope Mirsolav is having a lovely time and that everyone else is ok too

feelinggood_2

Seems like there is alot going on in everybodys lives, but we are all going to stick together aren't we girls!!

RS1 - I know its hard when they are being unfair, but show 'em what a great one you are - do just as well in this role as you did in your last one! Take care of yourself this weekend x

Ethel - I'm not sure why he's sulking, but if yours in anything like mine, its over something stupid and pathetic. I can't stand it when he gets in a mood - the ignoring me and general atmopshere just feels awful. Try and not let it get to you, even tho that is really hard. play him at his own game. x

Rose - Hope you are okay sweetie - been thinking about you x Enjoy your alone time, feel free to come back on here tonight! Hope baby is okay - its really loud here. x

Miro - I know you're out, but just sending you postive vibes, fingers crossed for you still. Let us know how you get on!x

CCstar - you ain't here either, but hope you are having a great weekend, thanks for the chat the other day, its really helped me x

Sazbo - hope you are doing good! I'm going to need you tomorrow, I'll be pulling a miro and panicking! x

My mind isn't on this tonight, so I've probably missed loads of you out, so you'll have to excuse me!

And drinks are on me tonight (thortons toffee liquor, so tasty!)

Much love to all x (who is it taht always says that? I've stolen it lol)

EthelBloggs

Thanks FG...I I'm not sure either but I *think* it's because I got up @ 9ish this morning rather than stay in bed til the afternoon with him asleep... I'm just not one for sleeping in unless there's something going on under the covers and I had a lot of reading n stuff to do so I covered him up and came downstairs.. he complains about that every weekend!

At the moment I'm using the kitchen table to work on because I'm still waiting for him to help me convert the spare room into a study for me.. so he just came down and was banging and clattering about for about an hour, deliberately being distracting without saying a bl00dy word but at least he loaded the dishwasher, sort of.. lol

*takes a splash of the toffee liquer and has a sip* mmmmm lovely and just what i need

I'm here if you want some company although I'll be flitting from here to some work soo be patient pls

rose07

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

Oh Rosie babe, I just got in. You ok? Was just catching up, tell me what's up sweetheart xxx

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

Oh Rosie babe, I just got in. You ok? Was just catching up, tell me what's up sweetheart xxx

to be honest hun i dunno

just feel like ending it all

in alot of pain, and heart beating way to fast