depression

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Seems like there is alot going on in everybodys lives, but we are all going to stick together aren't we girls!!

RS1 - I know its hard when they are being unfair, but show 'em what a great one you are - do just as well in this role as you did in your last one! Take care of yourself this weekend x

Ethel - I'm not sure why he's sulking, but if yours in anything like mine, its over something stupid and pathetic. I can't stand it when he gets in a mood - the ignoring me and general atmopshere just feels awful. Try and not let it get to you, even tho that is really hard. play him at his own game. x

Rose - Hope you are okay sweetie - been thinking about you x Enjoy your alone time, feel free to come back on here tonight! Hope baby is okay - its really loud here. x

Miro - I know you're out, but just sending you postive vibes, fingers crossed for you still. Let us know how you get on!x

CCstar - you ain't here either, but hope you are having a great weekend, thanks for the chat the other day, its really helped me x

Sazbo - hope you are doing good! I'm going to need you tomorrow, I'll be pulling a miro and panicking! x

My mind isn't on this tonight, so I've probably missed loads of you out, so you'll have to excuse me!

And drinks are on me tonight (thortons toffee liquor, so tasty!)

Much love to all x (who is it taht always says that? I've stolen it lol)

Hi fg. Thanks for this. You ok? What's up? What's happening tomorrow hun? Sxx

PS I'll have a vodka and pomegranate

Sazbo

regularsaver1 wrote:

well i still have a job there, just not doing the same. no drop in salary os anything but it annoys me

one reason they gave: because i get upset they don't see me as strong enough, even though i always hit targets

You don't "seem strong enough" - yeah that's a really good reason NOT :mad: Sounds like they're a bunch of t0ssers...:rolleyes:

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

to be honest hun i dunno

just feel like ending it all

in alot of pain, and heart beating way to fast

Hey hey hun you musn't feel like that - what will Tiffy say?! You must do something to relax, take your mind off the pain hun. Try to switch off that other stuff, if only for tonight sweetheart. You really must see a counsellor next week why should you have to suffer so much? Sxxx

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

*sighs* He's still sulking!!! The atmosphere in the house is terrible and it's just getting me down soo much.. I dunno if I want to cry or throw things. Not very conducive to the amount of research and work I have to do.

Saw my cousin yesterday.. she has a way of putting you down while making it seem like she's being nice if that makes sense? She said I look like I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown and started acting all concerned and made me sooo angry with that patronising b00lsheet she's so good at.


Arrgghhhh.. anyway, rant over.. hope Mirsolav is having a lovely time and that everyone else is ok too

Grrrr why do they have to be so childish? Ethel I think you need to put OH on the naughty step! Sx

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

Hey hey hun you musn't feel like that - what will Tiffy say?! You must do something to relax, take your mind off the pain hun. Try to switch off that other stuff, if only for tonight sweetheart. You really must see a counsellor next week why should you have to suffer so much? Sxxx

ya had to go mention tiff didnt ya , she would tell me to keep fighting. and that i have alot to give .
i dunno maybe i deserve it, maybe karma is coming back to bite me in the a**.

my head spinning hun, how do i stop?

im soz i dunno if i should even be posting this

xxxx

geminilady

rose07 wrote:

to be honest hun i dunno

just feel like ending it all

in alot of pain, and heart beating way to fast

Hi Rose hope you don't mind me butting in but i do suffer from depression and know how you feal.Not sure if you are in emotional or phsical pain?The fast heart beat is proberly a panic attack just keep telling yourself that and that your heart is ok. As to wanting to end it all please don't,although you might not feal it at the moment you will feal happy again,life is precious,think of all the people who die through no fault of their own,they would give anything for their lives back and even the hope of happiness.Just today a neighbour died of cancer 17 with all his life in front of him.My words may not help at all,i know sometimes people get so down nothing can help but you know lots of people out here do care even total strangers like me,just because you are a fellow human being.I do hope you feal better soon.

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

ya had to go mention tiff didnt ya , she would tell me to keep fighting. and that i have alot to give .
i dunno maybe i deserve it, maybe karma is coming back to bite me in the a**.

my head spinning hun, how do i stop?

im soz i dunno if i should even be posting this

xxxx

And Tiff would be right (she always is, ain't she ) you've got to keep fighting, make the world a better place for your being here. Sorry but I don't believe in all that karma stuff... do something nice for yourself tonight, try to focus on that hun x

Sazbo

geminilady wrote:

Hi Rose hope you don't mind me butting in but i do suffer from depression and know how you feal.Not sure if you are in emotional or phsical pain?The fast heart beat is proberly a panic attack just keep telling yourself that and that your heart is ok. As to wanting to end it all please don't,although you might not feal it at the moment you will feal happy again,life is precious,think of all the people who die through no fault of their own,they would give anything for their lives back and even the hope of happiness.Just today a neighbour died of cancer 17 with all his life in front of him.My words may not help at all,i know sometimes people get so down nothing can help but you know lots of people out here do care even total strangers like me,just because you are a fellow human being.I do hope you feal better soon.

Bless your heart GL x

rose07

geminilady wrote:

Hi Rose hope you don't mind me butting in but i do suffer from depression and know how you feal.Not sure if you are in emotional or phsical pain?The fast heart beat is proberly a panic attack just keep telling yourself that and that your heart is ok. As to wanting to end it all please don't,although you might not feal it at the moment you will feal happy again,life is precious,think of all the people who die through no fault of their own,they would give anything for their lives back and even the hope of happiness.Just today a neighbour died of cancer 17 with all his life in front of him.My words may not help at all,i know sometimes people get so down nothing can help but you know lots of people out here do care even total strangers like me,just because you are a fellow human being.I do hope you feal better soon.

thank you
course i dont mind, just bit lost for words at the mo. .
in both forms of pain hun, but the emotional hurts farrr more.
this has all came on quite suddenly. sinking feeling.
i know life is precious, i have many friends and relatives who died who were close to me, i feel i shouldnt even think these things as life is precious, we only get one and we only get one shot at it, but i dunno. i am soz to hear about your neighbour 17 is far to young.
it soo helps to know people care, thanks for your support xxx

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

And Tiff would be right (she always is, ain't she ) you've got to keep fighting, make the world a better place for your being here. Sorry but I don't believe in all that karma stuff... do something nice for yourself tonight, try to focus on that hun x

(yeah i think she is)
i dunno bout karma either,
i dunno what to do xxx