depression

Miroslav

Anyone have any idea at what sort of costs rides at funfairs cost?

I'm cacking myself now...............she doesn't like me, she doesn't like me, she doesn't like me............

Anything positive is a bonus :rolleyes:

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Did you mention before hand you may dribble?

Wear warmer socks

I don't even like fireworks I'm only going to try and make 'S' and flatmate have a good time, and in return hopefully they will respond to me

Had a bath so feeling a bit warmer now So did you say it was 4.30 she's coming over for a drink? X

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Anyone have any idea at what sort of costs rides at funfairs cost?

I'm cacking myself now...............she doesn't like me, she doesn't like me, she doesn't like me............

Anything positive is a bonus :rolleyes:

She surely DOES like you - why would she be spending this evening with you if she didn't hun?

Hopefully someone else might have an idea what rides cost - I've not been to a funfair for ages. Now don't be eating too much candyfloss Miro, you know it ain't good for ya teeth hun!

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Had a bath so feeling a bit warmer now So did you say it was 4.30 she's coming over for a drink? X

Always nice when clean and warm

4.30, yes. Drink, then 30 mins later, off we set

I'm scared again, feeling low..........fear of what will go wrong.

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

She surely DOES like you - why would she be spending this evening with you if she didn't hun?

Hopefully someone else might have an idea what rides cost - I've not been to a funfair for ages. Now don't be eating too much candyfloss Miro, you know it ain't good for ya teeth hun!

Because of my flatmate. I'm not sure how to act around her

I doubt i'll eat anymore than a hotdog!

Flatmate is taking £30, 'S' is onply taking about £15............I got out all my silver etc.............£70

'S' won't let me pay for anything though.............I just wanna give her a good time

Sazbo

Hey it's natural to be apprehensive. I would be too. My suggestion would be just to keep it light and friendly - as you said, just be yourself. Try not to worry too much. Sounds like a lovely evening out with friends to me, see it as that, then you won't feel paralysed by the weight of expectations. Don't reckon you'll need all of the £70.

I'll be leaving to see my folks at about quarter to four-ish, but will be back home later tonight if you felt like a chat. x

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Hey it's natural to be apprehensive. I would be too. My suggestion would be just to keep it light and friendly - as you said, just be yourself. Try not to worry too much. Sounds like a lovely evening out with friends to me, see it as that, then you won't feel paralysed by the weight of expectations. Don't reckon you'll need all of the £70.

I'll be leaving to see my folks at about quarter to four-ish, but will be back home later tonight if you felt like a chat. x

Well, i'm gonna try and have fun, try and involve her lots etc etc, but as soon as she starts pretending life is great, and she's done this and that, and that the shopkeeper who said thanks when giving her change is a great friend, i'm gonna find that hard.

Don't expect i'll need half the £70, but it's there. I don't have much fun, so want to have fun for once!

Have a nice time at folks, i'm sure i'll be back here tonight, totally and utterly depressed, good time or not!

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Well, i'm gonna try and have fun, try and involve her lots etc etc, but as soon as she starts pretending life is great, and she's done this and that, and that the shopkeeper who said thanks when giving her change is a great friend, i'm gonna find that hard.

Don't expect i'll need half the £70, but it's there. I don't have much fun, so want to have fun for once!

Have a nice time at folks, i'm sure i'll be back here tonight, totally and utterly depressed, good time or not!

She probably does all that stuff purely out of insecurity, it will take time for her to get used to not having to put on a front on with everyone she meets.

Have a good time Miro. We're sending you positive vibes, as always. Catch you later. Take care Sazx

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

She probably does all that stuff purely out of insecurity, it will take time for her to get used to not having to put on a front on with everyone she meets.

Have a good time Miro. We're sending you positive vibes, as always. Catch you later. Take care Sazx

Oh I hope she gets better, and I hope I do too. I'm hoping we can be close one day

Have a nice time yourself Catch ya soon

Miroslav

Okay, last post, panicking etc...........oh nooooooooooooooooo

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