depression

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

They wont take a booking for monday, and all the appointments will be gone now
They go within 15 mins of the phones being turned on

Blimey it sounds a cr*p practice. Have you thought of changing your doctor?

No wonder it was engaged - you could try again in case a gap does turn up but I wouldn't be able to cope with that

feelinggood_2

CCStar wrote:

Blimey it sounds a cr*p practice. Have you thought of changing your doctor?

No wonder it was engaged - you could try again in case a gap does turn up but I wouldn't be able to cope with that

I tried - soonest I could book in advance in 30th of november or something silly.
There isn't any other practises in walking distance unfortunatley.
Hopefully I'll be in the mood to tackle things another day.
I just feel like giving up to be honest - I think its winning.

Miroslav

Hi all, hope everyone is getting through.

Flatmate is meeting 'S' today, so i've left her in town early as didn't want to bump into 'S'

'S' is not the only person who feels awkward about our situation. She doesn't want to be alone with me at the moment, and it's making me feel guilty about last Sunday, even though I didn't do anything wrong. I'm starting to think she sees me as just another guy, despite me explaining. She doesn't really take things in sometimes, or understand what is being said.

I fear one 'unfortunate' day, has stepped back our friendship quite severely.

feelinggood_2

All you can do is give things time, hopefully she'll realise what a great guy you are soon

How are you feeling in general?

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

All you can do is give things time, hopefully she'll realise what a great guy you are soon

How are you feeling in general?

:wave:

Time.........I seem to have being giving alot of things that I think it's irrepairable.

I'm okay, up and down, would feel better with an 'S' hug and some time alone to get to know each other and start the process of rebuilding.

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

:wave:

Time.........I seem to have being giving alot of things that I think it's irrepairable.

I'm okay, up and down, would feel better with an 'S' hug and some time alone to get to know each other and start the process of rebuilding.

Aww I know what you mean. Hope things work out, you definately deserve it

feelinggood_2

Looking at the diagnositic criteria for post traumatic stress disorder, I fit the bill perfectly.
Any idea how I can bring this up with my doctor?

Miroslav

'S' failed to show for her meet with flatmate so we've been in town together instead.

Flatmate thinks it may be crossed wires.................hope 'S' is okay

FG - Can you print the details off and tick what you have, then take it with you........kind of like evidence?

feelinggood_2

I can do.
Would the doctor not get really angry at me for doing that? Like, I'm doing their job?
Has flatmate got in touch with S?

feelinggood_2

Just got upset
Why can't people understand. Was talking to a mate, one who is usually really understanding. Opening up about things, just talking, trying to work out what I need to do to get better.
Explained that I can't get up early enought to call the doctors.
He said "SET YOUR ALARM, GET THE **** UP AND STOP MAKING B********* EXCUSES"
Heh, no one understands