depression

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

He probably has a point about it making me more unhappy. I'm just gonna keep plodding along for a while. I'm working on self improvement, but tackle who I am inside is too big a step. Changing the outside for now, just ordered my GHD hair straighteners, they better be worth it! I've realised that I don't like me at all, and I need to change. It feels like its easier to change the outside, and then work on who I am inside. Maybe then I'll be happier. Its hard to change when I'm with people who know the old me. I'm wanting to run away again :rotfl: :rotfl:

Its worth just making an appointment, round here the wait is about 2 months, so the sooner you get in the better. Easier said than done I know!

The straightners are definitely worth it! Probably making changes in small steps rather than too much at once is the wise thing to do anyway. It's about a 2 month wait round here too. So of course I use that as a convenient excuse But I'm much nearer actually doing it now than ever in the past. Getting support from you all on here has helped me edge closer to that goal. So a big thanks :T

feelinggood_2

Sazbo wrote:

The straightners are definitely worth it! Probably making changes in small steps rather than too much at once is the wise thing to do anyway. It's about a 2 month wait round here too. So of course I use that as a convenient excuse But I'm much nearer actually doing it now than ever in the past. Getting support from you all on here has helped me edge closer to that goal. So a big thanks :T

Glad you are getting closer, thats very positive! Keep us informed

Random note, I think I've found my muse.

Sazbo

Muse? Am curious! oh-oh, boss coming... :rolleyes:

feelinggood_2

A guiding spirit, my source of insipration

Tiff_2

feelinggood wrote:

Back from town - shopping and haircut. Feel good, just wish I could get my hair as good everyday as the hairdressers manage to!
Hope your all okay

Hi fg - that's great - I bet it gave your spirits a lift!
Whether it's before or 10 minutes after the hairdresser's, I always seem to end up feeling like the 'Before' on a hairspray advert!:eek: :rolleyes: :rotfl:
Tiff xx

feelinggood_2

Tiff wrote:

Hi fg - that's great - I bet it gave your spirits a lift!
Whether it's before or 10 minutes after the hairdresser's, I always seem to end up feeling like the 'Before' on a hairspray advert!:eek: :rolleyes: :rotfl:
Tiff xx

Can't wait to get me straighteners, my hair is such a handful. Really difficult to manage as I've got 3x the normal amount of hair on my head - its sooooo thick! But it stil looks lovely, amazing the difference it makes! Don't think I've ever been this pleased with a haircut - she really knew her stuff!

Natty68

Hi all, sorry I havent popped in for a wee while.. What with the nights drawing in I've been feeling more and more withdrawn. I hate this time of the year, I normally suffer with SAD as well as my normal depression..ugh!! Can't wait till Spring..lol

Just looked outside and there is a gorgeous pink sky, what a lovely sunset

Have my version of coq-au-vin cooking on hob and veggies all prepared for tonights dinner, so I'm just sitting here going through the net and t.v.

rose07

, this is how i feel, but no way to express
feel trapped, confused, and upset
and really in a mess

My parents are shouting
and doing my head in
i really donet know what to do

I am soo stressed right now, hurting deep inside
i wish i could just go somewhere and hide

i feel like i am dying from the inside out
im running round in circles


thats enuff rhyming, think you get the jist, i feel awful, parents arguing and its only me and them, and they dont wear there wedding rings, why would they do this? why would they not want to show they are together?

i wanna cry.....:(

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

, this is how i feel, but no way to express
feel trapped, confused, and upset
and really in a mess

My parents are shouting
and doing my head in
i really donet know what to do

I am soo stressed right now, hurting deep inside
i wish i could just go somewhere and hide

i feel like i am dying from the inside out
im running round in circles


thats enuff rhyming, think you get the jist, i feel awful, parents arguing and its only me and them, and they dont wear there wedding rings, why would they do this? why would they not want to show they are together?

i wanna cry.....:(

rose, I'm so sorry to hear this. You've mentioned your parents fighting in the past I think. Has that been happening for a long while, or only recently? It can't be good for you, anymore than it is for them. Big hugs, hun. xxx

Sazbo

Natty68 wrote:

Hi all, sorry I havent popped in for a wee while.. What with the nights drawing in I've been feeling more and more withdrawn. I hate this time of the year, I normally suffer with SAD as well as my normal depression..ugh!! Can't wait till Spring..lol

Just looked outside and there is a gorgeous pink sky, what a lovely sunset

Have my version of coq-au-vin cooking on hob and veggies all prepared for tonights dinner, so I'm just sitting here going through the net and t.v.

Hi Natty. Think I probably joined this thread since you posted last. I can't wait till spring either. Dinner sounds lovely though - enjoy.