depression

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

Feel really bad today, I don't know why........well I do, but i'll explain more in a moment. I need water

Enjoy your water

Bunnie1982

I'm still here feeling sorry for myself, feel like my husband is going to hold it against me as he keeps mentioning it.

Don't think he can trust me on my own in the house now, I think he fears I may harm myself again

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Morning guys, hope you are all well. Well done again Miroslav, really great So proud of you.

Rock bottom last night for me - only way is up I suppose!

I'll pull you up.........i'm not exactly very high myself, but hold on, i'm about to yank you up!

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

I'll pull you up.........i'm not exactly very high myself, but hold on, i'm about to yank you up!

Thanks Theres someone I think could make me feel better, but I can't talk to them yet
Any suggestions on how I can make meself feel better?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Aww bunnie, I'm sorry
I cut for the first time in years last night, drunkness and razor blades don't mix. Forgot how much it stings too. Now I've got to try and work out how to hide it, hopefully shouldn't take too long to heal. OH can't know.

Mine would have been very easy to hide as it was on my leg, but I thought I would confess to OH as he knew I was up to something anyway. I tried to have an alcoholic drink but I couldn't open the bottle top on my Aftershock.

Just been batheing mine because they are weaping

I have the doctors again tomorrow, but I am wondering whether to tell her what I did, I feel really ashamed of myself

Miroslav

Bunnie1982 wrote:

I'm still here feeling sorry for myself, feel like my husband is going to hold it against me as he keeps mentioning it.

Don't think he can trust me on my own in the house now, I think he fears I may harm myself again

We all feel sorry for ourselves, no shame in it. Your husband shouldn't be holding it against you, he should be supporting you.

I can understand his fears, although I don't know what his fears are for.........himself, yourself or his property!

feelinggood_2

Bunnie1982 wrote:

Mine would have been very easy to hide as it was on my leg, but I thought I would confess to OH as he knew I was up to something anyway. I tried to have an alcoholic drink but I couldn't open the bottle top on my Aftershock.

Just been batheing mine because they are weaping

I have the doctors again tomorrow, but I am wondering whether to tell her what I did, I feel really ashamed of myself

Mines on the front of my thigh, so can be covered up, but means I've got to avoid sex till it heals. Any idea if I can stop it stinging?
Does your doctor know that you used to SH? Do you trust her? Are you likely to do it again?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Any suggestions on how I can make meself feel better?

Hot shower followed by sitting down in front of a good film in your PJ's and dressing gown with a tub of ice cream

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Thanks Theres someone I think could make me feel better, but I can't talk to them yet
Any suggestions on how I can make meself feel better?

I'm in the same predicament. Someone can make me feel better, but I only met her yesterday

Suggestions..........I need them myself right now Erm........anything you can do that you enjoy? Music you like?

I know it may not help, sometimes it doesn't

Anyway, i'm about to post a long post..............I may need a rest half way through so will have 2 tabs open, so I can check what is going on

WARNING: Miroslav feels very sorry for himself, his long post will mean nothing to others, but does to me

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Mines on the front of my thigh, so can be covered up, but means I've got to avoid sex till it heals. Any idea if I can stop it stinging?
Does your doctor know that you used to SH? Do you trust her? Are you likely to do it again?

My doctor does know that I used to self harm and I do trust her, I am just worried in case she signs me off work for even longer because we cannot afford for me to be out of work.

As to whether I am likely to do it again....who knows!

Have you tried batheing yours in water? I have just done that to mine and although it really stings at first, it is quite soothing