depression

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

I'd reply now - otherwise she might be sat at home wondering if you like her etc like you've been doing
Always put the same number of x's at the end that she did

I doubt it, I know she only has about 3 girl friends and me, but I doubt she worries like me

Okay, will put one x at the end

Miroslav

It's done now

I probably sounded too excited I don't want to sound really sad, even if she is a really nice girl, as she may be put off by it.

I've just not had anyone who has wanted to get to know me for a long long time, many years, but I hope she does

Bunnie1982

You sound like you are doing well Miroslav x

I hope she texts you back again real soon

feelinggood_2

Well done on texting, make sure you keep us up to date!

How you feeling Bunnie?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Well done on texting, make sure you keep us up to date!

How you feeling Bunnie?

Not doing so good at the moment, just been crying loads and feel like throwing a few things about.

OH said earlier he feels like he has "lost his princess" which really hurt me

feelinggood_2

Bunnie1982 wrote:

Not doing so good at the moment, just been crying loads and feel like throwing a few things about.

OH said earlier he feels like he has "lost his princess" which really hurt me

Yeah, OH's often says he's "Lost his <my name>". I don't get it, makes me feel really guilty - I can't see that I've changed. Did you tell him how much it hurt you?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Yeah, OH's often says he's "Lost his <my name>". I don't get it, makes me feel really guilty - I can't see that I've changed. Did you tell him how much it hurt you?

Yes but I don't think he really understands, he just tells me that it is hard for him too.

feelinggood_2

Bunnie1982 wrote:

Yes but I don't think he really understands, he just tells me that it is hard for him too.

Thats a real shame So hard for someone who isn't depressed to understand it.

I've got so much I need to do today, but I can't do it

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Thats a real shame So hard for someone who isn't depressed to understand it.

I've got so much I need to do today, but I can't do it

I know what you mean, there is so much to do in the house but I just have not got any motivation to do it.

I don't even feel like cooking and usually that is something I really enjoy

feelinggood_2

Right. This is what I am going to do
Phone taxi company and find out how much it cost
Find out how much airport parking costs
Put in load of washing
Tidy living room
Clean kitchen and wash up
Pack
Have a shower
Get all documents sorted out
Find out what I can take
Put pork in oven

If I can do all that I'm sorted. I'm scared tho