depression

Horasio

Miroslav wrote:

I hope she likes me. She's really sweet. I wouldn't say g/f material, although you never know, but a good friend most definitely. She is girly, to a point, but because of all her problems, she's very determined, but in the same way very nervous, and she's glad she's met me now, a guy who is very very different to other guys she's been around.

I have no idea when I will see her next, i've left the ball in her court. She said 'soon', and we talked about lots of things we could do, so i'm hoping soon is within 2 weeks? Am I hoping for too much? Soon, tomorrow would be great. My flatmate will see her Friday, and she'll report back any feedback.

My worry now, is until she phones me, I'm gonna be scared she'll never want to be with me again, although I feel it went well.

I am glad you are enjoying her friendship.

Your flatmate should be able to steer things your way. She sounds nervous but given time, you could have a good relationship.

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

It sounds like it went well. It will take time but I think she likes you.:T

Really hope so

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

You deserve to be happy as much as anyone else. So here's hoping! :money: :j

Sx

I'll be waiting for it to go wrong, but i'll try and enjoy it whilst I can.

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

That macho sh*t really gets on my nerves - it does nothing for me.

I'm glad it doesn't do it for everyone. She used to be around 'bad' people, and is pulling herself away now. Only 1 pest left, but she doesn't want to know him. I'm the only male friend she has now.

Did I just say i'm her friend

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

I am glad you are enjoying her friendship.

Your flatmate should be able to steer things your way. She sounds nervous but given time, you could have a good relationship.

Yeah, she's great. She has a bit of confidence, is outgoing and fun. To balance that, she is very sensible, sweet, kind, caring and very nice to be with.

She's been through alot, and appreciates every little thing she gets.

She's gained sensibleness, and now avoids guys that are bad for her. She's happy being single, but is willing to accept me as a friend. I feel honoured i'm the only male

She told me some of her coping strategies as she still struggles.

She's good for me, and i'll be good for her, so my flatmate says

needmoney

Best wishes to you Miroslav.

Miroslav

needmoney wrote:

Best wishes to you Miroslav.

Thanks, Fingers crossed it works out.

feelinggood_2

Morning guys, hope you are all well. Well done again Miroslav, really great So proud of you.

Rock bottom last night for me - only way is up I suppose!

Bunnie1982

Well done Miroslav, sounds things went really well for you x x
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I am feeling ashamed of myself at the moment. Last night me and hubby had a very silly argument and he shouted at me, I went upstairs and hid in the bathroom crying and harmed myself - nothing very serious but still I guess harming is serious enough.

I have not self harmed for a long time and I feel really ashamed of myself now, hubby knew I was up to something as he said didn't sound right, I was ashamed of showing him what I did.

Looking at it this morning and one of them looks like it may scar, they are very sore and I am feeling very sorry for myself.

Also was woke up very early this morning by a thunderstorm (I was quite shocked, thunder in October) however instead of being my usual scared self I was quite calm, actually could have happily stood outside in it.

On a positive note I have arranged 2 interviews with agencys to register and one is quite positive they will find me some temporary work so hopefully that will be one worry off my mind.

I'm too scared to look at my online banking

Miroslav

Feel really bad today, I don't know why........well I do, but i'll explain more in a moment. I need water