Buffy Cracks the Egg Diary 2010

beanielou

Take it easy hun.
You have a party to go to

Buffythedebtslayer

hi all just dropping in before bed,

Good things

Walking dvd done
extra shift at work tomorrow and next week.
out on Saturday.
tomorrow is wednesday another week nearly done

Bad things

More rubbish at work
not at me but it is hard to see people you respect being treated so badly SICK OF IT.
Boss is definiately going for some knob of the year award that I don't know about.
marking.................it really truly never ends.

am going to bed tho, only had about four hours sleep lastnight,. worked from 8 till 8.

night all xxx

gwen80

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

Boss is definiately going for some knob of the year award that I don't know about.

I think my boss is a previous winner...he's *slightly* better at the moment though.

4 hours sleep is not enough...take care of yourself! Stress and lack of sleep is not a good combination. You can pay off your credit card doing your job, but you can't buy health.

About doing something on a weekend to keep you busy and stop you thinking, what about a hobby? I love horse riding. Not the cheapest hobby in the world, but even half an hour clears my head and lets my brain switch off. If you can't think of something like that off the top of your head, maybe try a few different things until you find something you love that is an escape for you.

Gwenx

makeup

I agree with Gwen. I have just started Pilates and it is great because you have spend so much time focussing on breathing, posture, muscles etc that there is no way you can think of anything else.

Very relaxing and also really great when I realise that I can hold a position for longer or that my muscles are stronger or my posture is better.

Again not a free thing to do but maybe you can find a cheap class in your area for something you are interested in doing???

*Jellie*

I'm having problems with workload too. Can't wait to get debt free to rejoin the gym. I miss my bodybalance, pilates etc! It really does help. Then again walking while listening to an audiobook is pretty good too!

sallyx

hugs Buffy...
Cant wait to see you next weekend, time for us to let our hair down and have a drink or 2

Buffythedebtslayer

Hi folks.

It was bad today. nearly phoned in sick. just so tired and so stressed.

started to do the exercise vid but remembered I had to print something and that was it.

did an extra shift tongiht. just tihnking of the money.

must get out of work clothes and have a look at tomorrow.



xxx

*Jellie*

Sorry to hear you're feeling bad. Good on you for getting in and getting a bit more money.
Hugs x

beanielou

When your half term hun?
Ours is next week.
Keep plodding as Pap would say.xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

Wow just had major conversation with Mum. shouting, door slamming, (me) not that I walked away was determined to get it all outthen huge guilt (me) and then hugs and tears (both). My Mum is such a lovely lovely woman and the situation we have found ourselves in is not easy. Plus with me working so much. it all gets fraught.

Its mainly cos I am worried about money, my sister and my Mum being on her own so much due my other sister's total selfishness.

feel washed out.

still it is better to get it out. even if now I feel exhausted.

xxx