hello newbie so be gentle

peppa-pig

Hi Megan,
Just to say good luck or today. It really won't be as bad as what you imagine. It will be over and done with before you know it.
You are NOT a failure - life just hasn't panned out how you would have liked. Things will get better.
Best wishes
Peppa
xx

fiveyearplan

Its normal to feel a failure but it will pass. We'll be waiting to hear how it goes. Best of luck!!!

Miss_Poohs

All the very Megan - nothing can come close to the heartache you've already experienced.

Buckle up and go with it - thinking of you.

MPx

meganstaff

Thanks you all soo much. Well I'm still here, lightening didnt strike me. I dont really know how I feel atm, im really shaky tho. I got to the court at 8.50 saw a really nice lady who went through my forms, at 9.05 i was sent to wait outside judges room, that was the worst bit, the waiting. At 9.25 i was clled into the room and met a really lovely judge. He had read my statement and offered his sympathys for my son and said he 110% backed my petition, wished me well for a better yr and future and told me to go home get some sleep and mourn for my son. I know my beautiful boy Jason was there with me saying its gonna be ok mam. I left the judge and had to wait another 20 mins to speak to the recievers office. Again the young lady i spoke to was very nice and didnt make me feel in any way ashamed of what was happening. I now have to wait for appointmet with them probably in a week. I'm so so relieved im finally free off a ll this, hopefully this year will be better for me and my other 3 children, it certainly can never be any worse. A huge thank you to you all for being there, i'm going to be staying around for more support if thats ok. love Gill

IF

Hello Gill, it's the waiting that got me..and I was still shaking for a few days after....you can breathe again now!
All the best
If wishes xx

dojoman

Glad you got through it OK.

confused76

hi there
i am so glad you got through today, well done. i hope you feel a bit brighter x

jellygirl_2

sorry to hear about your situation - particularly about your son. I hope your financial situation can be resolved quickly, to allow you some peace in that part of your life. x

Miss_Poohs

Onwards and upwards Megan, onwards and upwards.

Bet all your family are soooooo proud of you, well done.

MPx

meganstaff

Thank you all so much for your wishes. Normally my phone doesnt stop, isnt it typical the very day you want the pleasure of answering it, noone calls.Still shaky today nervous about the OR call but hopefully when thats done then i can relax Gill