Lilmissmups what will 2010 bring diary!

lilmissmup

Hi my lovelys! Am typing to you from my shiney new toy that is a laptop! Just about getting used to the mouse.

Had a nice last couple days with my friends but then I logged onto messenger for first time in a month and ex had sent me a couple messages on it, last one on 20th saying did I want to meet up over xmas? :rolleyes:

Seriously don't understand him!!!! I will not be seeing him though fear not, just don't get why he wants to screw with me again, he knows what happened the last time, wonder if he is a glutton for punishment too!

He was a fairly nice normal guy when we dated honest!!!

gwen80

Hi

Sorry lurker appearing again... Can't believe him LMM! Please don't reply though, he's either VERY confused or playing a LOT of games and with some blokes I'm not sure you'll ever establish which:rolleyes: My ex did exactly the same thing with me when we broke up and it took me ages to get over him because he was constantly messing me around. Don't do it to yourself! When I look back now I wasted years (literally!) of my life being messed around by him and it annoys me that I wasted all that time and energy on him. I know it's hard, I also struggled with not replying...it feels rude and uncaring, however, you have to put yourself first at the moment and if he really cared, he'd understand that. It's 2010 soon, give yourself a new start and put yourself first. You're so young, don't waste your time on somebody who is being so careless with your feelings, you deserve better

Sorry, don't want to go on, but I've been there and got the t-shirt, don't want to see you waste your time getting one aswell.

Gwenx

lilmissmup

Thanks Gwen, I appreciate the replies.

I can't let him back into my life like before just wish he would leave me alone! You think me changing my number and actually telling him to leave me alone god knows how many times would be enough of a hint but apparantly its not :rolleyes:

mariagti

Yay for the laptop! Did you get it for crimbo??

Even though his still contacting you you seem alot happier hun.

xx

lilmissmup

Was a treat really but means I don't have to share my Dad's pc, he has pinched my 20in monitor though as he only had a 15inch one for his.

Hoping to really get back into the MSE way of things and earn some extra pennies and go on a mad saving spree next year.

I am happier just hate logging on and finding emails, just seems like its never gonna end some days still Just wish he could leave me in peace as I really want to try moving on as much as possible!

lilmissmup

Hiya ladies.

Just about getting used to this laptop lark though trying to do my scratchcards today with the mouse was pretty hard!

I am feeling a bit better tonight, got a tad upset after seeing that message but can't do anything about it, I just feel like a female dog for telling him to go away even though I know I shouldn't!

Just wondering how long it will be til next email, hopefully he will find a new toy again eventually cos I so just wanna be left alone, seems he will be intent on trying to make us "friends" for a long time though!

lilmissmup

http://forums.moneysavingexpert.com/showthread.html?p=28256301#post28256301

Shiney new diary for 2010 which will hopefully be a lot happier and although I can't guarantee no mention of the delightful ex hopefully a lot less mentions of him too!!!